u hurt my feelingz!!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

my god, ur such a meanie!
i hate the way you tease me
you made fun of my hair and you told me i was weak so i pushed you off the swings
made you cry
that made my week
then i heard you fucking snitched so i punched you in the dick and said-

fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

trech:
terrorized from a distance
burned my bridge with persistence 
hate and mind, what’s the difference?
was too shy to defend 
so i internalize to pacify the need for
anything or anyone to understand 
but i dont think u can..

trech & nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

ur life is so beneath ME
and i made it look so easy!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

buh-bye!

u hurt my feelingz!! w/ trechor boy (prod. WellFed)

Real Housewives 4 (prod. shyburial)

lil skele - popstar (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

aries

follow guda

aries (guda x baz309)

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a waveform, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

https://linktr.ee/lovejai
new song every thursday lyrics below
prod. jolst

huh ok im off this
you done lost ur mind or ur conscious
huh oh u dont want this
well neither do i atleast im honest
you think im insatiable i know
idk where it all went wrong
been on this road for far too long
so fuck the feedback
you can keep every piece of my heart cause ion need that
its always urs for the taking
u know i dont mind waiting
ooo girl especially for u
feel like it all going down the drown baby
emotional im feeling all the pain lately
and ik life is all about change
cause every where i go nothing ever stays the same
only thing thats set in stone is ur n my last name
bae i got a wedding ring lets get married n not tell a soul
you think im insatiable
i think im jus cynical
but whenever im wit ya bb its like im
huh
ready to go x9

spotify

READY TO GO [p. jolst]

JMonmarz-bloody cheek

stand beside me (interlude)

@Rodgerbbyyy

recorded by @safehold

thanks to everyone supporting me! I'm so grateful  <3

Lyrics: i sent the text at 4 right before i started work
even though i told myself it just aint worth it anymore

its been 4 months since weve talked
yeah i know i chose to stop
but how can i ignore 
just how quickly you moved on

you knew you were my everything
since when you were seventeen

and after we left off that day you just kept begging me to stay

You knew it broke my fuckin heart, just as much as it did yours
I never thought my baby girl would run to someone else in days

and so i sent it, a 10 page message
explaining everything i felt on how we ended

and now im crying in the bathroom, look at me im so pathetic
i told my coworkers allergies just had my eyes sensitive

stuck at work im feeling so sick
kinda wana blow my shit out
and now i think im gonna yak yuh

praying did i make the right decision
will you even listen?
do you miss your fingers in my hands still

and i laid in my bed that night
saw you read through my text but got no reply

should’ve known it was dumb, it was suicide
you were out on a date with that other guy

I Don't Deserve This (prod. RODGER ★☆ ‏)

think that if u lie and say that we'll be fine i wont think a thing

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Bixby ✨
💎 @ihatebixby 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatebixby/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatebixby 💎

lyrics:
It's like a thousand times
I told you, you're not right
Think that if you lie
And tell me we'll be fine
That i won’t think a thing 
When u go out and drink 
What do u wanna be 
You left me out to bleed
Was i not there for you 
Whenever u felt lost 
On my shoulder crying 
When ur stuck in ur thoughts
Remember nights out in my car
Didn’t have plans to get this far
Sky was filled with shooting stars
Slipped and fell into your arms

Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all

And I remember when you ripped me open
Constantly choking 
Blood on my shirt from when you left me broken
Did you even really care at all
At all
And when you come around like
You can never mean as much to me
And i know you dont really mean it 
But it still hurts to say

Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all

did it mean anything at all? w/ bixby

polar