trying my hardest

sober again

sober again (prod. johnnyfriend)

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

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let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

lyrics:
ashes to ashes, gold to dust
everything you do makes a fool of us
and i've been working on myself so we can get back up
and my ego way too big, think I got midas touch

i been pushing all my friends away, know that shit ain't cool
white claws crawling in my system, it's not me making the rules
and imma be in new york missing mama, tryna finish school
i dont want you thinking im okay when im losing my cool

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

wrist been looking like picasso played all on it
she don't want me for my conscious, she just want me for my content
and my ex girl tells her family im popping
i don't like to think about it, i was probably the problem

catherine and heathcliff, they stay tatted on my ribs
cause my heart's so full of loving, but my mouth just loves to fib
and my trauma gon' repeat itself and pass on to my kids
baby, do you wanna put up with my shit and be the fix? x2

heathcliff (hallow + ria + joeboi)

produced by (prod.@sheepy_kid x @1purplebabby)


(Stevyn)
Put a bullet in his chest
Lord give him rest
You making all these wrongs decisions 
I’m turning left
You ain’t gone yet you ain’t gone yet
Steady hurting my liver im cognac
You ain’t gone yet you ain’t gone yet 
Cannot find my self I guess I lost track 
But I ain’t gone yet(glitches) I ain’t gone yet
I’m fucking slamming the button how do I reset 

I wanna change all of my ways 
But I can’t no I can’t at all 
No I can’t no I can’t at all
No I- Fuck

(Rans0m)
I’ve been making the wrong the decisions can’t do the right
Every-time we talk it just end up in a fight
Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m losing my mind
I’ve been feeling like I’m running out of time

Runnin out of time 
I’ve been keeping to myself 
I’ve been staying out of sight
pressure makes diamonds I swear I’m the highest
Sometimes the truth hard to digest
Fuck all that shit abt feelings 
Ima go get off my ass and go get me a bag
Not gon stop till I get to the millions
Gun go pop pop we do killings
Brand new whip im moving fast
Be careful with your words cause then they might be your last

(zay)
m-m-me and stevyn got hit up to do a task, yeah
told to put all yall niggas down in a casket
my choppa gon make him dance like he michael jackson
red dot, and i be aiming right at yo back, yeah
i dont think you really know what we be on
talkin down about my bro we shoot you freely
watch you mouth if you dont then youll get yo ass beat completely
anybody in my crew will make those words be your last easy

careful what you say those words might be your la-a-a-ast
me and stevyn coming first place man fuck last
m-m-movin quiet gotta put on a ma-mask
g-g-gotta choppa ima go and atta-attack

gone yet +rans0m & zaywxlk

GROOVE w/ dpf (simon m)

System Crash

prod. FORTUNESWAN
I hope u like it :D s/o fortuneswan

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u can tell (fortuneswan)

prod. tsuyunoshi
dis one is about like a girl i used to talk to
prod tsuyunoshi that’s homie
pyromancy EP out 1/2/2021

trying my hardest

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