this song is about wanting normal things like normal people


Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan


https://evangeline.info


I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

mastered by @alexanderpanos
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You've got a hold I cant explain
you would make me writhe in pain
you watched me as I grabbed the brake
and you made me hesitate

I falter but I own my faults
Though I can't control my thoughts
If you tell me im a piece of shit
Ill believe it

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

You know id kill to be your man
but you counter half my plans
I try to make you change your mind
Youre a loveable landmine

I know I should have self respect
But I cant put down the phone
You would throw me like an apple core
You dont like me

You complicated a simple stance
Could you give me one more chance?
You blew me off, said à tout à l'heure
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?
Could you give me one more chance?

Bubba

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You have a string of stirring hell
You feel the padded prison cell
I beg to God to treat you well

You desolate your sense of self
You lose control of mental health
I beg to God to treat you well

I was met with awe then
You knew
I caught you calling coffin
Withdrew

Your combination i've never seen
Now you'll live to see the dream
Go inform your fireteam

And if you live across the sea
You're still right in front of me
Adjoining panoply

I was met with awe then
You knew
I caught you calling coffin
Withdrew
I saw you with a pistol
heirloom
I fail to see your motive
simoom

frame the lake

album release show on may 30th in chicago: 
https://link.dice.fm/P9e4e3ae41d4?dice_id=P9e4e3ae41d4

music video: https://youtu.be/mu1dBfg4SiE

master by alexander panos in northern illinois
clarinets by zachary alexander in baltimore
backing vocals by oyeme thomas in chicago
horns by padraig greene in kingston

lyrics: 
the problem breeds a novel thief
and you conned it, ironic

you stayed with me, connected seams
and i loved it, i covet

and i needed that, i was catatonic
you carefully returned for me

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

but you've given me that, it was catastrophic

you're simply eternity

calligraphic notes, stars would ink the pages
(you called my name with covered eyes)
blooming from the basement

that's like flashing hope to the patient
(you called my name with covered eyes) 
don't give them a reason

your combination i've never seen

your combination

pictured is boudreaux (bubba) embraced by my brother.

mastered by @alexanderpanos
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don't attach to something you can't control
i'm starting to bold up (that's the way you roll)
i'm starting to bold up

nobody buys you nothing, you're on your own
i'm starting to show up
i'm starting to show up

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

i'm cauterizing nothing, i'm bleeding out
i just want to throw up
i just want to throw up

i don't wanna tell you i need the help
i want to deny it
i want to deny - see!

i'm crumbling by pieces!
i'm sad but i don't mean it!

(you coulda said it i know you wanna)

be the breath i wanna breathe
i stumble i reprieve

(you coulda said it i know you wanna)

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

(silhouetting who i used to be)

cover,
you and i can cover anything easily

other,
i am fulcrum for the death of a decency

you know what?
i am honestly the same you are to me

mend

music video: https://youtu.be/CyFUlA_qQ3Q?si=oefwFinVOnfvXPDV
mastered by @alexanderpanos

I think part of me died too
yeah I sink when I swim

and part of me wants to
drown in this world without you

but I can't find the rhyme
the reason's what's getting me

and I can't find the line
I'm lost and it's dark out

and i'm scared that i'm not scared
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping
and i'm scared you might see it too

well, do you?

I think part of me likes to
walk the thin ice

I wish I was still with you
now i'm tearing at the straws

but I can't find the rhyme
the reason's what's getting me

and I can't find the line
I'm lost and it's dark out

and i'm scared that i'm not scared
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping
and i'm scared you might see it too

and i'm scared that i'm not scared (your combination i've never seen)
and i'm scared that the nicotine's helping (your combination i've never seen)
and i'm scared you might see it too (your combination i've never seen)

well, do you?

not scared

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

Hundred thousand
Put your body to the test
Smell of blood in the air
Watching bodies hit the ground

I’m an animal, baby
Watch me do my dance
I’m an animal, baby
Watch me break a leg

I leave it all out, yeah, out on the field
Hope you’re watching me tonight
I will show you my appeal;

How I could be great
If you put me in
I’d pay for my family
If I get the win

Stadiums’ packed
Blood pumping in my ears
Kind of fucked my head up
But I’ll give it a few years

‘Cus I’m an animal, baby
Watch me do my dance
I’m an animal, baby
Let me lay to rest

Surgeries and Oxy
Can’t tell who I’m around
Amphetamines and Lexapro
Keep me on the ground

I gave up a few times
But I’m back in it
You know I could be great
If you let me in

Sport

mastered by @tevinmichaelr

for kt

has our love lost the magic
saying that the love we had is

break a break
and we break a break it off now
if you're not satisfied
if you think this is right

break a break
and we break a break it off now
break a break
and we break a break it off now

my love, you'll be happier with somebody else
after all, i could only wish that you're doing well
and i'll be here if you ever need a friend
if you ever wanna try again
cuz to me this not the end

saying that the love we had is fading
can't believe that girl like what you saying
saying that the love we had is fading
can't believe that girl like what you say

break a break
and we break a break it off now
oh my no no no no
break a break
and we break a break it off now
oh my no no no no

breakabreak

For myself
might reupload


silent praying loss borne self 
  
  remember when you had your health 
  
  it doesnt matter what you meant to me 
  
  angled in
  poor title scored  
  
  bad things in threes 
  good things before
  
  i started convoluting love with competition and belief with idols 
  and me with someone who was not me 
  
  give me everything you know
  i do not have enough 
  
  i dont know what this is yet
  but i cannot give it up 
  
  i didnt notice repetition until i forced myself to breathe

Breathe

This song is on an EP :)

I look beside me
glittering, gleaming, blue
smokey
fluttering, fleeting
two motions
in body and feeling new
and open
hoping I see you again

a glimpse of the window
parallel posing the way
we trail slow
tingling teasing my skin
can you hold close?
cus kissing you's like kissing ghost 
you said so
kissing you like kissing ghost

your combination

‎preston woolsey