@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

everything by me
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/more-than-me

lyrics:
it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i been feeling
stuck inside my head
for the longest ive been waiting
for something to end the dread
could you be there for me
when i need a pick me up
i just need a little something
to kick start the adrenaline rush

if you could take it all back would you do that
because i think you need it more than me
my dreams started catching more than sleep
was it out of boredom or necessity
think i got the best of me
by thinking it was best to be someone who i wasnt

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i was a little bit too high strung
in the past i had ignored the signs
ignored the things i've done and
maybe i thought a little too much
i can't handle what they hand to me
need a break from all the fronts
and do you think for the past few (months)
that i didnt spend a second thinking how to confront you
know it hurts me and it hurts you too
you don't wanna see me hurting and ill fix that soon
and ill keep on trying cleaning up my room
and im doing my best waking up 'fore noon
when im heading to bed i can see the moon
gotta keep it up gotta do it for you

it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

more than me

https://www.gofundme.com/f/celebrate-the-life-of-jd
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folk +@seannnfranco, @jdjd52

acapella intro w sean (og pitch omg):

maybe u don't see
how i can be
worse for u than i am for me
all these eyes they stare
when was life ever fair
lost cause? i'm the poster child right there
but i carry on?
but i carry on...

pithy phrases all i hear
buying paracetamols in bulk
just got to get past all the old folk
nirvanas ever so near
hope it’s as good as i’ve been told
do i carry on
do i carry on

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch

@seannnfranco
road trips just to breathe 
a different kind of air
i'm not less guilty about using in the first place
i've been frolicking around in these stupid fields
guess i'll need everyone n everything to help me feel
do i go
or do i stay...
it’s a level up every time
was bogged down with the screens
now i'm higher up than i've ever been
problems only get smaller
no more needles in the heavenly hay
do i go?
or do i stay?

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine!
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time
playing w fire oh the situations dire
does the boy just ever stop
oh no 
he just carries on
as long as he never takes a look at his watch...

part 2

go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

@jdjd52
.
i took a walk i need a breather 
calming down i wanna see her
shoes are tattered
car don't work 
i'm in the snow and i’m anaemic
here's my soul i dont need it
here's my change i don't need it
stuck in mud that looks quite like my ways
n i’m way too far gone
to be who u need
take ur fifth away from me
goddamn
.
go a country mile in these fucked up shoes of mine
spend a minute w me n you've lost all sense of time

limina outro

https://www.gofundme.com/f/celebrate-the-life-of-jd

limina

countrymile

stream the mf album

countrymile, +sean franco, jd

cloud rap whitearmor type beat

stream album 🤭: ffm.to/limina
s/o @bugs for helping w dis a while back

the long hilled climb
it stands like time
can't get my wheels to work but i still try

“the words don’t faze”
sent from the veil
in these london streets, hear them talk about the shell

i’m a wreck 
infatuation with the blue light
makin excuses that it’s just like the sky
take a stand
and the easel breaks
reality’s fabrics, they all reshape

is this what u wanted now?
reduce me to a puppet show
the birds, you let them do their thing
but it’s different when it’s all on me
appeal to all their wants and needs
higher ups keep sowing all the seeds
reach my hand out the rabbit hole
the cult just keeps their grasp on me

the seraph’s here
wipes all my tears
takes me away, the stars feel ever so close

the smile wavers
and i infer
the fallen wings look like the ones i know

i’m a wreck 
infatuation with the blue light
makin excuses that it’s just like the sky
take a stand (take a STAND )
and the easel breaks (oh no)
reality’s fabrics, they all reshape

is this what u wanted now?
reduce me to a puppet show
the birds, you let them do their thing
but it’s different when it’s all on me
appeal to all their wants and needs
higher ups keep sowing all the seeds
reach my hand out the rabbit hole
the cult just keeps their grasp on me
repeat! ( ◜‿◝ )♡

get a grip

mould

lofi outsider

stream the album here: ffm.to/limina

a surreal final goodbye
a liminal space was crossed
felt too physical
broke down from the inside
terrors of sitting still
then it all sinks in

stockholm syndrome
yearn for the ropes that tied my hands
had enough of the consequences
man i think i'm going mad
running from the thoughts
of shedding layers of my former self
secluded, curtains closed
open to noone else

this heart of mine is on a motorway to hell
and ik i'm of ill health, 
but if i can't save myself then who can
and all my senses separate
mindlessly celebrate with novocaine
and all of me is stained
make me a new man

heart of mine's on a motorway to hell
and ik i'm of ill health, 
but if i can't save myself then who can
and all my senses separate
mindlessly celebrate with novocaine
and all of me is stained
make me a new man

do do do do
make me a new man,
do do do do
make me a new maaaaan!
maaaaaan......

ecdysis

impressionistic ballad
influenced by francis poulenc's piano nocturne no.3

stream the mf album: ffm.to/limina

it's sad to know our souls are slowly drifting apart
is it something that we can help?
we're both adults, no use crying
i think we're supposed to be in hell
plethoras of mindsets i don't know who to believe
they say this n they say that, i'll just go n take my leave
the construct don't seem too bad, all i do is follow trends
i'm in love with the comfort zone, so what if i lose my friends? oh

let the rain pour
no use fighting
let the sands of the shore
go from my hand flying
flap my wings n let me soar
but ofc i feel it melting
with some elegance i fall
is there any point in trying?

i know that we ain't what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
oh we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
i know that we ain't what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
oh we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling

about time, i hear it all crumbling

it's hard to accept that we no longer like the same things
confuses me to my core
oh so strange, oh so implausible, work of divinity?
all these prayers, they're in cahoots with my flaws

but i'll let the rain pour
no use fighting
let the sands of the shore
go from my hand flying
flap my wings n let me soar
but ofc i feel it melting
with some elegance i fall
is there any point in trying?

i know that we aint what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
i know that we aint what we used to be
one year does a lot, doesn't it?
we're too similar, see thru each other's masks
me n mirrors, it's all too troubling
about time, i hear it all crumbling

shit just won't resolve

masks

prod. me

lyrics:

so please
i never want u to leave
cause u make me me don't u see
i can't sleep when u're gone

and i don't want all these other people
i sit n wait for u to call
i'll be here patient
i'll be here waiting
till we're dead

and i don't want anyone to haunt u
less it is me ofc my love
dug me out despair
and i couldn't care
less u're gone

jus take me
by the hand
and if it doesn't all go to plan
will u stay
will u stay
by my side

when u smile i'll return it
apartment's unfurnished
we'll drink a lil bourbon
no arguments hurting each other
i won't smother
u to death

i won't promise tho
i get attached rly quick but i'm not rly worried we don't have to hurry
i'm waiting
and i'm patient
for u
cuz u're all that i wanted and needed so

alexandria's ballad

@traxee

*You know i wanna be ur MAIN

Rawr

valentines day W/ TRAXEE !!!!!!!

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/bugs9/bonnieclyde-2
pic taken by mom a while ago
نظارات
1st half co prod @1sssaint
additional vocals @heyzeph
PLEASE GIVE THEM SUM LOVEEE

bonnieclyde (all plats)

ty for 10k :) 
 
@yokulol @t1gerstar @zephyrcove 

yoku : 
you're just a wreck when around me
i can see it in your eyes 
and if theres one thing you should know
you make it so obvious !!!

me :
love you now and i loved you then 
idk why i’m playing pretend 
all these thoughts going through my head 
can’t see them when you’re in my bed 
like that when you talk like that 
come back no not like that 
and you wonder why it’s left unsaid 
now i’m going left 

runaway when you see me now 
i don’t wanna leave cus how ? 
and i’ll change how i’m breathing 
don’t wanna lose this feeling 

tiger : 
talked about this talked about that 
you always seem to know the minute i get sad :( 
and at first i always try to lie about it 
but you know when i feel out of it 
so now i got your picture on my desk 
(ngl idk this part) 
i don’t say it enough 

yoku :
you're just a wreck when around me
i can see it in your eyes 
and if theres one thing you should know
you make it so obvious !!!

obvious w/ yoku & tigerstar

w/ @sxulzel

produced by @012207 and @newgarasu

mould

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