prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

beat produced by poppy ozu


Lyrics:

dont make me a memory
from ur past
yeah, what we had
was real to me
dont make me sad
dont make me cry
i beg of u
dont leave me
x2

mem0ry (p. poppy ozu)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

keepsake

prod me + @omgisai + @trustt + @v_letical

lyrics:

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding x2

i've been on the edge
cigarettes, you can smell it on my breath
i got one chance, ima make this shit my fucking best
he a dead man, yea my bullets going through his vest
thought he said sum? pussy boy got filled with that led

and it's sad, i don't care about myself
seeing black, and my skin is really pale
left it in the past, then i turned to someone else
and I'm back, bitch please don't hit my cell

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
lost sight, I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken x2

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding 
-
you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken
-
baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken

needed [out now on spotify]

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

and i could be the one that you love
i'm sick to death you love it and i know you don't care but
i could be the one that you want
i'll lift you on my back, bear the pain i won't
try to understand who you are
you told me not to care so much, i can't stop
i can't stop
and let me call your bluff
'cos i just can't see a reason i should pack my stuff and give you up
oh no
i didn't want to say it but i need to make it clear
why you so on edge when you're all that i want?
want
want
want
want
want
ill be honest, think you need someone else
and my thoughts get worse when i dwell
no fucks, i'm not feeling too well
i cant lie love you're all that i want
i feel like i need space to be alone
left to right i'm cracking every bone
i cant lie love you're all that i want
want
want
want
i cant lie love you're all that i want
want
want
want
i cant lie love you're all that i want

reason [feat. hiraeth]

conflicted out on all plats


featuring
@jaykim1 
produced by
@n7te

big things coming guys
keep up wit me:
www.instagram.com/zivve17/

Conflicted w/ Jay Kim

Backslide

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@xelfiy
https://www.instagram.com/xelfiy/

everytime i try to sleep
the demons devourer me
softlocked in a memory
dissonans in a symphony

i can't understand
what a man that i've become
won't u take my hand
save me from all that i have done

devourer me (feat. XELFIY)

not doing any particular genre

your free to use my music in any way that you would like but you have to credit me

mem0ry (p. poppy ozu)

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