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all tracks written, performed, and produced by reserv
mastered by blackwinterwells
art by certly
art direction by reserv and tyler hollum
"All New Edition" written and performed with 8485

My Longing Pulse

@ k9id3n @ reservv
and i dont talk much
im just a zombie
i think you lied again when
you said that you want me
its just a flesh wound
its just a small thing
but somethings tearing me apart
so please dont touch me
don't wanna chase you
its just a craving
its hurts me more than you so
baby stay away please
ill pour my heart out
my hands are shaking
and you're the antidote
oh baby save me

and one day i will dance like a real life man
it brings me back to life when i hold your hand
when i wake up im thinking about you
spend a day with a zombie that luvs you <3
and one day i will dance like a real life man
it brings me back to life when i hold your hand
when i wake up im thinking about you
spend a day with a zombie that luvs you <3

oh girl is it really that serious
ive been drinking and im feeling delerious
and im going through the songs that you love
and im feeling it like a cold wind blowing and my
body is shaking and shaking
i could write you a thousand words
or write a thousand hooks of the way you
looked that autumn afternoon
when we walked by the gravestone
you would never say it but i knew it from your voice
that you never felt the same way

and one day i will dance like a real life man
it brings me back to life when i hold your hand
when i wake up im thinking about you
spend a day with a zombie that luvs you <3
and one day i will dance like a real life man
it brings me back to life when i hold your hand
when i wake up im thinking about you
spend a day with a zombie that luvs you <3

A Real Life Man! ft. Reserv

music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3joe0B4oHs

I thought I was free... so why did this happen to me? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I'm clenching my fists and wiping my tears, why did it happen like this? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this? I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this?

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

In Life I'm in Love

The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. 

I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. This world is like a vegetable, I'm eating all my vegetables. Wake up and I brush my hair, but I have not a thing to share. I go about the same routine, I fill myself with gasoline. I'm raking up the leaves again, the leaves that fill my yard and head. I cleaned out all the words you said, I cleaned out all the love you gave me. Have you felt the motion sickness? I think I'm getting sick of this business. I just pulled out my stitches. I just wiped off your kisses. I just wiped off your kisses, just like that. Just like that, that's okay, just like that... I'm just like that.

The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up, it's turning me up now, it's turning me up. The music in the club is turning me up.  I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful. I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful.  

"In Life I'm in Love"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

Bill Murray Movie (featuring Swords2)

no god

Look at everything
Has it been easier since
I've been gone across a few state lines?
I ain't gonna say just anything
I gotta be sure to the T
If I wanna be true to you
Or to me

So what's the answer, I
I gotta know
You're a ballroom dancer
You're my, my, my girl
(You're dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing around)
You're one foot out and, I
Well I'm starting to hurt
You're a ballroom dancer
So dance away girl

It's been dribbling out
Like a broken water spout
Take it up with somebody else
You take a bad shot
You can see all of my bad sides
Make sure to show me in a bad light
Take a photo of someone else

So what's the answer, I
I gotta know
You're a ballroom dancer
You're my, my, my girl
(You're dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing around)
You're one foot out and, I
Well I'm starting to hurt
You're a ballroom dancer
So dance away girl

Ballroom Dancer, My Girl

told u that i was scared to write this down
i know i said i would come back for you any minute
you're just passing through, attaching
with our bodies back and forth
i keep asking you, imagine
tell me what we do this for

if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me
if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me

sat at the bar, let me buy you a drink
caught in the moment, forgot what you said to me last nite
if you're staying then i swear that i'll be fine
i was making you a promise in your eyes


if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me
if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me

if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me
if i apologize
its just another thing
i never got it right
you're getting sick of me

Sick of Me

Featuring @d1vwv
Prod & mix by me (@bigdog30k)

d1v:
i ask if its worth it its not what u say
and i cant find a purpose its hard so to say
this is nothing to me this is nothing to you
just take what u want i dont care what u do

buffalobang:
ill keep these words somewhere quiet, somewhere silent
ill trust your words like its science
im getting used to these lies
im getting used to this life
cant even remember last night
oh you said something important? im not sure thats right

think i deserve this
can you say something with purpose
think i deserve this
i deserve whatevers hurting

d1v:
how does the plan all work guess i will listen first
bury my hands in dirt its not enough for her
i give my all in this its not the worst of it
and i make sure i miss it thats how it existed

buffalobang:
we in the private part, in the back of this bar
i spent the rent and some more inside this shopping mall
whats the plan whats your call
whats the place cant recall
how am i up if i feel like dirt

d1v:
3 spliffs down and the the night just started
got a day to save but the days all parted
and the games u play its hard to start it
i guess things will change but its not what i wanted
take it back i wont care
take my hand if u dare
take a chance its severe
different day different year
but its the skin u wear
it does not suit you
i guess i will lose you
ur not true to urself

buffalobang:
think i deserve this
can you say something with purpose
think i deserve this
i deserve whatevers hurting