Music I find that I think is good v4

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-lyrics-
all the words that roll off your tongue
why did it have to be his name?
feeling like no one, im feeling so dumb 

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I-
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day, regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

and I was wrong 
to trust us too

~it’s just things that I’ve been meaning to tell you, for a long time umm... 
I’m in love with you~

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I 
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

lameee

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SUMMER CLIPS 2021

@ reserrvv on all social media

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good
but i can't help myself so

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i hold on to my superstitions far too long
i thought the complication called for what i thought
i was just a child way back when
i'm just a child now
i can't afford to be this way for good

i make my hands cover my head
i make my hands cover my head, oh

i make my hands cover my head (i hold on to my superstition)
i make my hands cover my head, oh (i can't afford to be this way for good)
i'm scared of what's under my bed
and i can't think of anything
i wanna see

i make my hands cover my head

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
--------
watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

episode 9,017
an epiphany
i don't know what the hell you mean
everything feels like it's played out on a screen
throwing stones in broken homes in hopes that it'll set me free
illustrations in my
head will be my demise
i'm sick & tired of trying something new
there's a stranger that lives
underneath all of my skin
he let's himself in again
if only you knew

watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

i will take us home

lyrics
--------
i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics
--------
lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

@ reserrvv on all social media

excuse the mess ive made
i cant really do a thing about
the way i feel when i get up
its like the same song
played for the thousandth time
and who can i blame that on
'cause im not gonna hold myself accountable
no sir
i'm a tree without leaves
i'm a man without strength
and i need to be honest
its that time of year
its that time of year again
im facing the day for once
when i spent the rest just trying
and "time heals all" you say
i was told the same, but i think that they were
maybe not telling the whole truth
to me
to me 
to me
to me
drifting with the breeze
im captain of the seas
i lift my arm, and give the sun
a brand new melody
maybe the hardest part
is remembering
the best time of your life
and maybe the best part
of your day
is knowing it cant get any worse
and who can i blame that on
'cause im not gonna hold myself accountable
no sir
i'm a tree without leaves
i'm a man without strength
and i need to be honest
its that time of year
its that time of year again
im facing the day for once
when i spent the rest just trying
and "time heals all" you say
i was told the same, but i think that they were
maybe not telling the whole truth
to me
to me 
to me

That Time of Year

unprivated cos someone dm'd me on soundcloud lol
https://soundcloud.com/e-veryday/misa

drag my name in the dust
its all they want
made a deal wit the devil
now they calling me faust
just run my mouth
give a fuck about u
goes around comes around
man i always keep a tool
on me
on me
they all tryna see
who dis
blowin up
they see me on fleek
on me
on me
they all tryna see
who dis
blowin up
they see me on fleek

supernova

Cyaa

you started to make a lot more sense when you lost your role in the movie
i came to your house and you plainly said that i still looked so woozy 
im running in circles but making a square
if you really knew me, you'd know to be there
im backing u up on all that u say
you take it for granted everyday
youre crawling away, youre crawling away

@audiachain put lossy

Rowan

goodbye movie

Goodbye movie

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all tracks written, performed, and produced by reserv
mastered by blackwinterwells
art by certly
art direction by reserv and tyler hollum
"All New Edition" written and performed with 8485

My Longing Pulse

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the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

My Longing Pulse

Reserv