I’ve been feeling a bit lonely lately in the romantic sense, and thus I wrote this. The song talks about how I have a fictional person stuck in my head that I’m waiting to run into in real life.

Lyrics:

I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?

I sit alone in the dark, awake and I clutch my heart
Another bad dream again, I'm back to my suffering
I'm dreaming of cards and art, you're holding the queen of hearts
I'm sick of this play pretend, I'm waiting for this pain to end
Do you love me? Do you trust me?
Do you hate me? Will you betray me?
Will you listen without suspicion?
Will your decision be based on conditions?

I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?

Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?
I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head

what it feels like to wait. (Prod. everestdidthis)

Reveilution is just me, Jay — a 20-year-old figuring life out through music.
I pull from rock, indie, emo, pop, and whatever else feels right, and I try to keep things as honest as possible. My songs are basically snapshots of the good, the bad, and everything in between — sometimes messy, sometimes melodic, but always real. If you connect with it, that means the world.