a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 8/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#im-fine-with-being-alone

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
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Throughout 2020 and 2021, I had to work on my ability to be comfortable alone, without constantly speaking to or being in the presence of other people. At its worst, I always felt like I could be doing something more useful and had a sense of 'missing out' that I wasn't spending my time with my friends doing what friends do.

Although now I am quite happy doing things on my own, sometimes these feelings slip back, particularly ones about doing something more productive.
When hearing this song, I imagine a tree with pinkish-red leaves. I messed up the painting on the edges, hence why it's off-centre.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
the sunset rises
but today's the same old day
a mind of silence
but i have my own safe space

[verse 2]
only i
will know what i hide
and i
can keep my thoughts inside

[chorus]
i am fine with being alone
i don't want someone else to feel at home
i am fine with being alone
i wish i could trust you but i won't

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

i'm fine with being alone

download

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 11/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#i-give-up-you-win

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

lyrics:

[verse 1]
don't pretend that you need to survive
go ahead and keep living your life

[pre-chorus]
you think you've become something
while you've turned me to stone
i give up and you win

[chorus]
you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win

[bridge]
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win

[pre-chorus]
you think you've become something
while you've turned me to stone
i give up and you win

you say that you care for me
but your actions say you don't
i give up and you win

i give up, you win

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 12/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#we-could-escape-reality

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

lyrics:

[chorus]
we could leave for eternity
now filled with uncertainty
come with and make a memory
now that you've escaped with me

we could escape reality
together as our hearts beat
become a fleeting memory
and we'll finally be set free
 
[verse 1]
can you hear me calling your name?
do you see the way that life's changed?
is it me that should take the blame
you said that time could help and some space

[pre-chorus] 
i've lost my dreams
lost places i found peace
would you give your all to me, me?

i've lost my dreams
lost sense when my mind speaks
would you help me and set us free, free?

[chorus]
we could leave for eternity
now filled with uncertainty
come with and make a memory
now that you've escaped with me

we could escape reality
together as our hearts beat
become a fleeting memory
and we'll finally be set free

[pre-chorus] 
i've lost my dreams
lost places i found peace
would you give your all to me, me?

i've lost my dreams
lost sense when my mind speaks
would you help me and set us free, free?

we could escape reality

we could escape reality [adventure ii]

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 16/30

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

lyrics:
[chorus]
you'll pick the broken pieces
fashion yourself my heart
you'll reveal all my secrets
but you won't stop tearing me apart

[verse 1]
i would wait
hoping to be saved
you wouldn't change
memories of dying days

our parted ways
form a convoluted maze
i'll fall again
and dig myself a grave


an endless fight, what's wrong and right?
a beautiful, yet hurtful life
losing time, nothing to hide
a beautiful, yet hurtful life

[chorus]
you'll pick the broken pieces
fashion yourself my heart
you'll reveal all my secrets
but you won't stop tearing me apart

stop tearing me apart

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 10/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#leave-it-all-behind

connect with Ben Allwright:
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/benanamusic
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3F7LFwwo7rYfvGOhsz7vnh
twitter: https://twitter.com/Benanananana 

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
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instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

leave it all behind

leave it all behind w/ Ben Allwright

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 6/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#i-wish-i-wanted-to-be-here

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
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art credits: me

This is also one of my favourite songs from the album. I stumbled across the initial looping sample on my drive and the rest of the song was made revolving around it. I came up with the vocal riff while driving and wrote the lyrics down soon after.

Although the theme is cliche, this song is about feeling like I am obligated to have my stuff together and be alright and feel like I am unable to let myself falter. This is in no way shape or form anyone else's fault, but many people I know, whether recently met or people I've known long-term, tell me about how I seem completely stable and how they feel like I have my life together.

This makes me feel a level of impostor syndrome as on the outside, it does look like everything is stable, however, I constantly feel like my life is fluid and constantly changing.

I feel these feelings have stemmed from the fact I have struggled to keep people close and consistent in my life. I often find myself very goal-directed and hyperfocused on things at the expense of giving other people the attention they need. I also find myself not realising that I'm trapped with people who make my life more difficult and bring nothing but negativity. The combination of these two alongside my seemingly bad luck with general life events makes me feel like my life is unstable and that anything could happen at any given moment.

Thankfully at the time of writing this, I have people who I love and adore and can count on through thick and thin. I've made sure to give them the time I should be giving, and have learned that I value companionship.
When listening to this song, I imagine a beach at the sunset and the waves slowly rolling in. The loop used throughout the song sounds peaceful and content to me.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
they say life goes on, i keep on trying
i'll find my place, i'll keep on striving
just make things right and you'll be all good, all good.

but no-one sees i'm almost breaking
seeing, breathing, overwhelming
i wish i wanted to be here

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

[verse 2]
they say you'll be fine, just keep on trying
just keep silent in the surroundings
you don't seem like you're suffering at all, you don't.

i could lose myself completely
hide away and be deceiving
shaking cold, and fear my downfall

[bridge]
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

i wish i wanted to be here

you make me fall, in love.

follow me on:
soundcloud: @enesai
twitter: twitter.com/eenesai
instagram: instagram.com/enesai__
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follow ezshi on:
soundcloud: @ezshi
twitter: twitter.com/EZSHImusic
instagram: instagram.com/ezshimusic
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Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, You make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall

You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall

You
Make me fall
Into love
Love
You
Make me fall
In love
Love
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall

Fall
Fall
Fall
Yeah

divine devotion

listen elsewhere <3

fall (w/ ezshi)

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 7/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#alwaysfinealwaysalright

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

This song is about the careful balance needed between reflection and self-incrimination, the latter of which is often easy to fall into. It is a good thing to accept where things went wrong, take responsibility, and think about what would be done differently next time, however, it can be easy for that mistake to cause damage to one's self-esteem.

When I hear this song, I imagine a cloudy, poorly-defined purplish environment with hands grabbing up from the ground.

always fine, always alright

lily

thank you <3
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echoed - falling (ft. nivviana)arkenesis remix

stream on spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3vu9rOwEjZc52eeUCpjeQN?si=393bb9cc442f4ca2

w/ https://soundcloud.com/stm

"Within the endless realm of dreams, eternity unfolds its mysterious tapestry, weaving threads of imagination into the fabric of our souls."

lyrics:

secrets in a dream
I wish I could see
under cloudy skies
whispers to arise

it's more wonder
feel the magic
so slowly
eternal dreams

feel the
magic
again
again, again

eternal dreams w/STM (slowed)

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.

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contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/

i give up, you win

Revenant

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