guitar by me
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
im sitting here while i isolate myself
i dont care about anyone else
im sadistic i cry out for ur help
and no one listens so i stay to myself
i dont want anything more
than to be an open door for u
but ive been hurt
say that u love me are u sure that u do?
im on the floor
leila cant hurt me no more and thats true
interventions in the past now
i just hope this one lasts now

i skipped my intervention at 9:30pm

touch of gold w/ kammanuel

OUT EVERYWHEREEE https://open.spotify.com/track/2bXQbYGD1TKrhV0muYdUb5?si=901c07a4422a43f0

dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
oil slick kisses no friction between us 
sunday drive with the top down freedom
under your hood ima classic desire 
rollin so deep you my four wheel fire
dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite 
damn i really miss this youre my favorite 
drive drive yeah we could take a drive drive ride ride yeah we could ride or somethingx2
i see you on the other side like youre the passenger 
all i wanna do is ride my feelings have arrived ill be the messenger 
ill say it all out loud the angels seem so proud
the angels seem so proud x4
just keeping it honest with u 
i cant get comfortable bae cause u was in my backseat
just seen u last week im finna die in the backstreet 
i get a call and u ask me- yeah
i drive my whip to paradise i put my toes in the sand 
go back to ur city drvin 90 jus to see u 
u my hotride my fav drive no one could be u 
lets get in the whip lets drive alone fuck what ur friends do 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite

DRIVE

skins

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ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

w/ @requiem-for-you
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i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
what's the point
in cutting you some slack
you left me here alone
and you're never coming back

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
no point
in tryna get in contact
you're so void
of any sorta love acts

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

past w/ requiem

record store

Yellow In The Rain (Inspired by my daughter)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2eVjYNc7ujZai577VQIe0x?si=77beb4b6784549eb

w/ the goats @odihu & @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later <3

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lyrics:

me:

i wanna talk to you
but i dont have the guts
everytime i think of you
i just end up throwing up

oooo but its okay
because im cool
oooo but its okay
because im cool (x2)

odihu:

you got me crying
im crying on the floor
you said that you werent leaving first
oh how the tables turned
im so exhuasted from the way you treated me
and now ill pick my coffin so that i can rest in peace
thought i met my match but its just another whore
i cant get you off my mind so ill light up by the shore

jacko:

put on my shoes
and think what to do
cause for last 2 weeks
i only thought of you
i tried to walk right up
but i begin to say:

it seems you got it pieced together
and your life just looks better
and ive liked you for forever
its whatever
whatever
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
take my heart
and rip it apart
then spit it out
and then back to the start
thats the life for me i guess
thats the life for me i guess

me & odihu:

you had me crying
im crying on the floor (its okay because im cool)
you said that you wont leave me first
oh how the tables turn (its okay because im cool)
thought i met my match
but its just another whore (its okay because im cool)
i cant get you off my mind
so ill light up by the shore (its okay because im cool)