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thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

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(guitar by capsctrl)

<3
lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

i'm sorry.

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

stay away please

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

I can’t go to sleep, without thinking that I’m him
She wanna be with me, get cash blow it in the wind 
She wanna sleep with me, that’s always just how it’s been
They said how’s your money, I said I always win 
I can’t go to sleep, without thinking that I’m him
She wanna be with me, get cash blow it in the wind 
She wanna sleep with me, that’s always just how it’s been
They said how’s your money, I said I always win 

Yeah, yeah, shoutout patty that’s my twin 
He is not afraid to spin 
He is like the reaper, grim 
Never happy, all she do is grin 
Yo music trash, throw it in the bin 
I just got some dividends
She wanna take off my pants 
Bad ass blonde bitch she from France 

Yes im a Sith Lord, mixed with some evil, I don’t give a fuck, im in love with the money 
Side girl, nah that’s just my buddy
On the low she is a playboy bunny
Huh, arceus bitch im a god
PvP we all at SOD
Bitch i be chilling inside 
Working and spitting my rhymes 
Tryna make a dime 

I can’t go to sleep, without thinking that I’m him
She wanna be with me, get cash blow it in the wind 
She wanna sleep with me, that’s always just how it’s been
They said how’s your money, I said I always win 
I can’t go to sleep, without thinking that I’m him
She wanna be with me, get cash blow it in the wind 
She wanna sleep with me, that’s always just how it’s been
They said how’s your money, I said I always win

im him [shvde]

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

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solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnVrAKSaV8
Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings

Artist:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Used to getting frostbite
Frigid air bite my tongue
When silence fills my lungs
Always been an outcast
You told me to bide my time
I’ll purify my vibe

But I’ll push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

Bottle of Bacardi
Sitting on the bedside table
Where you used to leave your keys
(Keep my eyes shut, like I need to)
Lock my door
But still wish you’d give me more
I can’t let you in
The cavern of my chest’s a dangerous thing

Push you away
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I’m a chemical you don’t wanna turn to
Fentanyl lace my virtue
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love, man I gotta be better
I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)

King Theta - Bacardi 151

suffocate in my sheets

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Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

sunrise w/ sewerperson [prod. brevanti]

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

kais