Music to listen too 2

iTunes

Ouse - Psycho

Summer

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

Link to the producers Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/redroseboiii

Sample By Angus & Julia Stone (Im Not Yours) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uj1AOKUPYTY

Coldsteeze - A Thousand Reasons Why (Prod. Redrose)

lyrics:

Mostly ive been
trapped up deep inside my
own two hemispheres 
broken dreams, disappointing
memories as far as the
eye can see.
steady contemplating
chasing after demons in my head.
im walking, living, breathing
yet im vibing with the dead.
how's that for mediocrity?
it dont mean nothing to me
no no

(hook)
but ive been
going through different phases
finding my place i can fall into
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new
cause ive been
drowning and i cant take it
tired of the thing that im going through
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new

I'll be starting over new

starting over

(verse 2 - powfu)
recently been focused on what
i wanna achieve. 
I dont wanna be afraid
to tell them what i believe
imma take away the hate
imma let love lead
just another teen
tryna chase his dreams.
and lately I've been
messing up.
nothing new, im just
noticing my flaws
its time i switch things up
and i dont really care
I'll go against all odds 

(hook)
but ive been
going through different phases
finding my place i can fall into
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new
cause ive been
drowning and i cant take it
tired of the thing that im going through
but im starting over new
i said im starting over new

Spotify

Phases [ft. Powfu] (prod. raspo)

Stream Part 2 On Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/64cuKyLLn…ooRw-5uPSxMhqkQg

Sample by “Freya Ridings - Elephant)

Don't Leave Me Here (Prod. Raspo)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled,
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night,
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling,
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears,
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see
Wasn't everything there was to me.

-Matt-

#ambient 

Alone

Alone/один ( Official Visualizer Out On Youtube ) (IG: saintrel1)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

kais