Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

overU

overU [p. silver + august]

original song by skele

produced by @irby314 & @jolst

support the original song-
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/iwishinevercalledback

lyrics -
https://genius.com/Lil-skele-i-wish-i-never-called-back-lyrics

my socials - 
twitter.com/whywewish
instagram.com/whywewish

i wish i never called back [cover] (p. irby & jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
-
(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

Numb The Pain (Single)

Numb The Pain

Numb The Pain(w/ Quesadillas) [p. Quesadillas & Me]

You're amazing
Heart's breaking
From the way you keep me waiting
(So I'll open my eyes)

If I had a genie you'd be
All three wishes
When you walk out the room
I'm already missing you

Without you
Don't know what I'd do
I ain't got a clue

This seems simple for me
Hope it's simple for you too
If it don't tell me the truth
Here's my truth I'll tell it all to you

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Even when I'm afraid
I know that you're there for me
And everything feels okay
Cause I got you in my veins

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

One year did it like no big deal
One away one by your side now it's real
And nowadays I don't even know how to feel
It's like forever in a day man it's so surreal

If my heart was locked girl you got the key
You opened up the door to the best part of me
And now that we're here I never ever wanna leave
I guess in a way to put it simply

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Hey Tre guess what?
What's up?
I think that we both in love
Tell me why you think that way?

I think it's all because
I think it's all because
I think it's all because
We think it's all because

The way that we wanna sing

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

spotify

i love your name w/ driftsoprano (prod. desmo)

Cuz its cold right now
No it dont even matter if you put your sweater on me
Its cold right now
no it dont even matter if utry to talk to me

and its cold right now
no it dont even matter if u try to fuck things up
its colder now, cuz its already over
its already autumn

u ask me if my summer's great
yes it was kinda grey
i guess i communicate well
with others if i want to
but i dont want to right now

so fuck it, imma leave
and blow this bitch up
and imma shoot her heart out
and get what i want out
imma psychedelic
imma do what i want now

Autumn (Prod. Jolst) [LYRICS IN DESC.]

@55depths

b-side of "si tu veux" 
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

doesn't this feel wrong?

lyrics:
think i fell in love
with a stranger
but it doesn't help
because you're not her, baby
i feel her arms around me
softly
tempting
unrelenting
and her fingers run along the jeans
you got me

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might
one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

stranger (her eyes)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domesticscars

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

I felt too lost in the moment
I'm sorry my expression never shows it
Love I gave you in the past yeah you own it
My love is buried in the ground my condolence 
I swear I thought you were perfect
But it's just another instance occurring
Another memory I made that is blurry
I still remorse and from the fact that you hurt me

And here we go our separate ways
I guess it wasn't just a waste
But I've been trapped inside this cage
I may need some help from you mage

I met her in a fever dream
Inside a place I never seen
I guess that nothing's what it seems 
It's always taken to extremes

Guess I had to take a life lesson
Didn't know it would make my life lessen
It's not always worth the connections
And it's not always worth second guessing 
I just got to go with my instincts
Gotta figure out whatever else is missing
But if you come back that's way too risky
You might go ahead attempt again to trick me

Numb The Pain(w/ Quesadillas) [p. Quesadillas & Me]

rocstarpatty