Produced by Inteus

Sadistik:

I am the god of the audible gold 
The rivers are blood when I talk its so cold all the oxygen froze
They said know your product but no you’re a product
I know I’ll never auction my soul 
Oldboy, walking in snow, no voice, coffin is home
When I die Tutankhamun a cue to comment on comets 
That com from my cuticles beautiful homage
Please don’t press me I’ll go nuclear
Sometimes I feel empty in my nucleus 
I’m Mt. Vesuvius these people petty for some new VS’s
Pressure pressing diamonds til they’re blinding in my bluebird chest
They running in circles to dumb down their virtues
I hum like a hummingbird hundreds of verses
Averse to the unassured, what is your worth?
I know mine I’m the blood of the earth
My inner wisdom inhibitions in a prison 
Shine like I’m in a prism
Imposition when I’m in position
Heart black as the ink I dip in it’s exquisite

Caskey:

Locked in a mental prison lucky for me I’m an escape artist
What’s a bullet to a David Blaine man you’re better off shooting at fake targets
I couldn’t cry that’s a great harvest cutting the head off a snake
I’m never counting on no one just counting on all of the new dollar bills I can scrape
Escape to the lake shore getting refined on my mental 
Blood on the page sure cuz I’m intertwined with the pencil
I brought a typewriter just to finish all the ritual and sacrifice writers
Y’all ain’t nothing more than hype biters and some over-estimated ice buyers 
I’m a walking investment and a arbitrator of assessment 
Rapper refreshment though I never made it on the cover of Freshman
I was busy with the lessons even as an adolescent
My mind is touched too hot skin is incandescent 

Hook:

Hold up, dousing flowers with the gasoline
Hold up, getting casual with casualties
Pull up, watch the notes grow to a rhapsody
Sho Nuff, got the glow so I’m a masterpiece

03/31/2021

Gasoline (Feat. Caskey)(Prod. by Inteus)

Prod. by ORKA

Verse 1

Abysses in the bathroom the rotten petals are lingering 
Kitchen split in half I saw the netherworld reach to me
Your gods the devil, the devil’s god it’s vis-à-vis
They’re demagogues an epilogue of deities
DMT environment like a TV screen 
It’s imminent I’m in a net like string theory 
My DNA got seedy seeds I see deceit
The THC put me at ease in peonies
Pulling out my holy vows so in doubt sullen now 
Skull without a spoken sound, sew my mouth so devout 
Wolves howl at eroded house, blow it down smoke an ounce
Buried clones in baritones, I know because I note it down 
No one out only ghosts and owls in the this lonely town 
I never understood what was left to meet the flood 
They sell a hundred evils leave the dead to feed the young 
Your hell is other people and that heaven reeks of blood 

Verse 2

I take a tab to melt the vision like television
Her self-incisions sing beautifully but they never listen
A shellfish living inside a cell of a selfish prison
It’s cell division to shed your skin til it’s elegant 
An opulent copperhead bomb til I’m Oppenheimer
Stars look like columbines in the stark of the darkest skies 
Darker than ostrich eyes it is art for the ostracized 
Ossify my carcass as a mark of the Modern Times
A fossilized abyss like the tarpits that I saw
I still smell the scents on the carpets that you walked
Sad aromas that followed me back to California 
Til your eyes look like the targets that I draw
I stand adorned with a crown of thorns lost my wings so I sprouted horns 
We fall asleep to the sounds of war, I’m Salvador
Painting pain on flowers why’s the rain taste so metallic?
These aphids in the attic made me change into a masterpiece 

But they don’t hear me though

L'appel Du Vide

Modern Times (Prod. ORKA)

Prod. by Illoquence & Rhythmatical

Verse 1

Icarus flew to the sun for the view 
Run for the hills when I run with the wolves 
Grand Guignol now come to the show 
All the dream-catchers spun to a noose 
And the mountain ranges are sawblades now 
I found my place in a heart shaped crown
John Wayne Gacy they always clown
Found in a crawl space all face down 
Out here in the underground, hear when the thunder pounds
Fears in percussive sounds, tears coming from the clouds
Peers tend to dumb it down, I pierce with a hundred rounds
Unannounced come and get the spears that are coming out 
Loose lips sink relationships
Wrecked on embankments with a chest full of aphids
I can treasure it all 
I’m both the devil and god huh?

Hook

Come with me now underwater to nirvana my honored guest 
Follow me down to the bottom of the Mariana Trench 
Now carry on carrion
Carry on carrion
Carry on carrion

Verse 2:

One step closer to where we were  One step closer to wear my hurt
One step closer to fare thee well
One step closer to share my world
Go to sleep with the dead my friend
Go to sleep just to rest your head
Yet the best intentions take their toll
When they paved the road that lead to Hell again like 

Hook

Verse 2

Who’s the truth in here? Lucid Lucifer
Brutal beauty boy lunar suits him more
You can choose to go Gruesome Twosome or
Lose the sutures soon the bluer hues’ll form 
Brain waves like the carpet print from The Shining
Graves made for the compliments from the liars
Times have been trying but at least I’ll say I’m trying 
All I know is I won’t go without a fight won’t hide my light
Twilight bright my, my, my 
Voices inside hum die die die
A hundred dead-locks I don’t go outside
Another dead dog in a snow outline 
I don’t need drugs if I’m high on life
Don’t need life if I’m high on drugs
No free rides in an idle mind
Lonely nights I can’t find my buzz like 

Hook

Mariana (Prod. Illoquence & Rhythmatical)

Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003

I’m glad to know that you’re so miserable to see me 
Do you always sound like this or is it difficulty breathing?
Nothing comes but sickness when you greet me
Bloody gums are just a symptom of the teething 
Skinny puppy getting thick as thieves
I’d kiss your feet if it would make me feel less incomplete
I wanted what I didn’t need, too wanton with the little things
Bittersweet projector reel still haunted by the imagery
I just miss the feeling of you missing me
I Can’t let you go I know I’m only special when the petals show 
I’m talking with the spectres while you watch me for the spectacle 
Exoskeleton skin, protects those gentle whims
Pretzel limbs when they echo all my existential dread 
Like is this the end? I miss my friends nothing makes a difference when
I know that I can’t change the past or get past all the changes 
Live in limerence, lemon trees bitter as the memories
that vivisect my center still its better late than ever
To demonstrate forever they reduced you to a photograph
I went to face the weather making beautiful from overcast
No one lasts forever in this place we’re all ephemeral 
But still your words left scrapes all on my femoral

Limerence (Prod. by Shrimpnose & Vague003)

Prod. by Soudiere

Hook

Petrified in these cocoons Cenobites still eat my soul 
Anesthetize to heal the wounds get so high can’t feel the lows 
Blunt smoke filling up my lungs until the sun gone
Guns drawn covered in this blood like I was Bloodborne 

Verse 1

Staining tulips with the cyanide
Riding shotgun making music for the drive-bys 
No survivors no goodbyes when the ocean rises 
Locusts fly when I quote my lines polarized 
Watch me when I haiku my discography’s the Bible 
Is it deicide if he confides he’s talking suicidal?
Walking into cyclones my tornado halo’s filled with bees, 
Barking like I bite though my volcano halo kills the sheep 

Hook

Verse 2

Victorious in my gory glory flow is glorious
Baccalaureate story of a Poet Laureate 
Euphoria pouring out my pores until the worry sets
Morph aporias until the boring gets harmonious 
My clips weight a ton so I know we’re not the same 
Either stick to your guns or you can point em at your face
I was born a tragic summer bore from storms and crashing thunder 
Mastered nothing but I bask in BloodBorne so that’s the hunter

BloodBorne (Prod. by Soudiere)

Prod. by Foxwedding

Verse 1

I try to stay positive I’m in a negative place
I try to apply all my paints in the negative space
I tried to describe all their pain just to take it away 
I tried to invite them to stay in a dangerous place 
Where ravens still play, on plains, with stakes
They place inside their veins we’re vain they’re fake
But I’m the same I hate my ways it weighs me down
I’m bound to drown and blind to faith and fate afraid 
I can’t defeat I stay in frays beneath LA alone
The rain won’t fade away

Hook

Samsara now I know I’m getting my karma
Keeping my head above water 
When I say I’m sorry I’m shedding my armor 
When I wake up then you better be gone I’ll go

Verse 2


I thought I was alone in a haunted home lost
With the Sadakos look at what the monochrome brought
One day when the sky falls they’ll say I wasn’t like them
Trace all the steps where the god of crows walked
Crop-Circles scarecrow bought his own plot 
Lost virtue barefoot rocks below steps
I’ll hurt you it’s all I know I just don’t talk 
When the particles part my heart will survive in this
Dark with a light in it spark from a type of flint
Flint water in our diets hiding in the lion’s den
Words like a rain-catcher first til the fire catch
Search through the paint splatter birds in a wire mesh
I defend my idle friends tell me where the time all went?
A product of environment is caught up in the spider-web
Dialect why would you admire this?
I invent my defects the high is just a side-effect
Careful cuz that might affect you
I cook up my defense like a Phalanx
A fence full of talons
Ask me anything I’ll deflect it with talent 
Reflections infected with malice, amputate me
I’ll re-animate after they leave 
Limbs hang by a limb I can’t mask the gangrene 
When the path that I travel’s dilapidating 
In daydreams that I have I decapitate kings

Samsara (Prod. Foxwedding)

Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten

Verse 1

I saw your face displayed upon a crescent moon
That wavers up and down depending how the petals bloom
Doomed always destitute fused through infected roots
Searching for a message but there’s nowhere left to exit to 
Heart full of vestibules scars show I’m resolute 
Why seek a resolution? Narcosis heaven sent 
Tar grows beneath my feet dark grows infested fruit 
Too exhausted need to breathe car smoke emits perfume forever
I’ve been Inhaling the thinnest air 
Fishscales on my skin and hair
Set sail but you but you didn’t care
Dancing like I’m Fred Astaire standing on a Finesterre 
Ready for the rocks below, chest still full of rocket fuel
Flammable just another animal for fossil fuel
All my words are oxidized jar of flies are molecule
I find solace in the solitude
Everything grew silent when I called for you

Verse 2

I saw your face displayed upon a harvest moon 
Tried to sing my pain away in ways I know it’s not in tune
Save me from the jaws of gloom maybe I can offer you
More than what I say I’m made of lately it’s my Waterloo 
Hate me for my monikers baby I’m a connoisseur
Gave away my parts to you sang it like a cockatoo
Smaller still always crawled uphill to face robotic views  
Haunt me when the monsters taunt me talking in their solemn hues together
They say I got a way with words
It never gave me worth but still I got away with worse 
Always dreaming while they take their turn
Throwing matches til I’m ashes leave me at the stake to burn 
Encased in urns earnest fake concern circus circles us
Aching churns dermis brazen stay alert in turtle shell 
Mazes turned fragrant say the word before I hurt myself 
Pain occurs sacred when you came up from infertile soil 

Verse 3 

I saw god in a bodybag
I got lost in the stars when they’d cross like a polygraph 
Never lie cardiac in every line insomniac forever 
Never go to sleep again black lungs from the falling ash 
Giraffe tongue with a heart to match 
Get sawed in half like the Dahlia
Place pain on display in Hollywood 
Paint it all like Dali would Face of War
Fountain pens melting countenances in a drawing book
A psycho full of cyclones eyes closed
I go cold when I fly low
Brains feed on haikus isolated in my temples, Cairo
Bones jut from they’re homes like they’re silos 
I’m Silent Hill tell me where the time went
Kill Pyramids that followed with the knife gripped, 
Vice-grips always on the mind when the crisis hits 
Everywhere it’s like a mine I step add the minuses
I’m an atom bomb made of atoms add ‘em up
Adam’s apple’s rotten smashed to applesauce adamant 
No Adam Eve in anatomy only albatrosses if I have to speak 
Another casualty of the casted wings casually 
I’m high again vibrant as a hyacinth idling 
So I pretend that my defense is working 
Lurking with the burdens that still hide below the surface
I know these things have meaning sometimes I don’t know the purpose
Introverted dizzy from the disconcerted tizzies 
Mr. Perfect isn’t worth it give me what I didn’t earn
Put it in an urn live and learn I could never tell the difference 
When I’m miniature red alerts read aloud like ministers
It’s hard to breathe when you’re drowning in the goodbyes 
But I’m still here now so tell me what that look like?
They use a sword to signify that you’re a good Knight
Then use the same one to kill you and say goodnight

The Moon Smiled Back At Me (Prod. by HXRXKILLER & Mayten)

Prod. by CATVLYST

Sadistik:

I am a god you can’t sit at my throne
Gun in my hand like I’m Videodrome 
Dog is named Damien sixes in skull
If you guppies act fishy get slits in ya throat
Fishtailing the whip
Nails in my wrists I’m impaling my bitch
thoughts are so cold when it hails in my head
All you comics get ghost I go Tales from the Crypt like
Double pump thump when my tongue fly 
Cut em up once what the blood clot?
Sad stays Ra like a sun god
Raw like it’s tar-tar bite and get mud-stomped
Toke dope til I’m cotton-mouthed
You’re a rat I’m a cottonmouth watch your mouth 
Ghosts everywhere I go it’s a haunted house 
I can turn that happy home into a slaughterhouse

Sahtyre:

5150
Borderline 50/50
Semi bang bang chitty chitty
Get chippy get chipped in a jiffy
Real nigga off the bat Ken Griffey
Big spliffy out my mind
Inner city, synesthesia
See my pain feel it wit me 
Anesthesia can't feel shit really
That's real shit really
One pill make a bitch feel pretty 
2 pills make a bitch real dizzy
3 pills make a bitch stupid but she can't be cuz she still wit me
Bought a zippy wit the stimmy
Had to flip em thats a gimme
Doubled up now I'm stingy
Fuck it keep that shit a century

Night of the Creeps (Feat. Sahtyre)

Prod. by Kno

Dreamt I was lost in space doing aerials 
Solar flares in peripheral look like marigolds 
Chest dissect throat full of herringbones 
Strawberry moon so aglow with the pheromones 
Close my eyes it’s Hieronymus Bosch
Chisel cold bones show a skull full of fog 
Open wounds grew turning snow into salt 
Orbit through gloom with the locusts and frogs 
Hurricane mind cried perfect framed skies 
Vertebrae changed to a serpent shaped spine
Circles stayed bright time so bird of prey like  
Bounce between planets that reverberate cries 
Staying silent in the nebulous
Neptune skin raining diamonds into emptiness 
A mix of violence with delicate 
Burning up alive until I am with the elements

Spontaneous combustion

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Sadistik x Kno - Neptune Skin

Prod. by Kno
Artwork by Tithi Luadthong

Verse 1

Rainfall rainfall, come until the pain’s gone
Wash away the small-talk cutting me like chainsaws 
AWOL change blue views with the cray pas
Sketch it with crayons embed it in chaos 
I’m better than they are make sure they all taste salt
When they utter my name make em numb with licain
Migraine lay up under my brain why change 
When there’s none in my lane I reign while
Drops fly down just to wash my crown
Deluged when the god cries out, they choose
To be moth-light bound, I knew my noose
Was a tear-drop shape on a off-white clown
Watch em grow into trees that I roll for relief
When I smoke disappear then I’m gone in a blink
All my spit turned to pearls then I broke it in pieces
Take out my skull just to soak it in bleach 
All I ever wanted was the pain to appease I’m afraid
All I got was a change of the seasons, 
make me believe in the phase of the beast 
I release when I trace it in cement and leave it
The rain makes the leaves wet (buried under sea-level)
Stayed on the defense (wary of the she devils)
Talks are so toxic I’m not interested 
I live in the underground walking with lepers
Oxygen levels are nada persona non grata
I author stigmata armadas of trauma 
I’ll burn with the gods I’m a martyr
Then turn it to Autumn Sonata de nada 
De Sade on the Marqui, I’m dodging the harpies 
A part of me’s lost so I follow the heartbeats 
If I’m made of water that comes from the rain 
Then the waves that I’m on are a part of my body 
GODMODE

Verse 2

Downpour, downpour tell me what you drown for?
Precipitate tears then I wait til the clouds form 
Monsoon weather they all flock together, same feather
Peacock blue neon hue freon grew
Frostbitten bones tossed to the shore
Talk to the ghosts when they knock on my door 
Got lost in the snow with a pocket of posey 
Posthumous flow from the god of the lonely 
Watch when he glows in the dark and the insects come 
Get stuck in the fishnet tongue, press luck til the kismet hums
Kiss death when the lips left numb, on a voodoo doll
When the pins get stuck
And The pain wouldn’t wane so I stayed in the grey with a misspent love
Won’t play their charades it’s a dangerous game
Two graves that I made while I rained on parades
In the eye of the storm where the tides are enormous
Ice on the shoulder the mind is a fortress
Light from the smolder providing the warmth 
Why live by the pen rather die by the sword 
My god I’m lost in the height of the fog
Time stops when it grinds to a halt 
Find what I lost, died on a cross, price of the alms
Write highlights as a shrine for the gods, shine bright
Like a light in a tunnel when I lie in the rubble
They admire the struggle, I’m trapped in cocoons
With the lightning and thunder that I hide in my jugular
Providing my blood for the Draculas too
Come die in the mud cut ties with the sun
Only clouds come out when its time for the flood 
Ultraviolet flux, I decline in a flash
Why define what is nothing when I am just ash
GODMODE

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Sadistik x Kno - GODMODE

Ultraviolet

Chemical Burns (feat. Eyedea & Lotte Kestner)

Death Warrant (feat. Sticky Fingaz & Tech N9ne)

Produced by Maulskull

[Sadistik] 

Demons on standby cross in the rearview
Do you still believe that your god really hears you?
Mascara tears now looking like warpaint 
Past era fears found hooked in the forebrain
Keep looking you’ll find angels in the storm drain
No one left for me to pray to for the soul fade
Show faith poison plants bloomed from the earth too 
Can you recall what they do to deserve you?
Who hurt you, gloom’s universal
Effluvium fumes like a perfume, lilac
Bruises are purple, heartbeats hi hats
A best of all the best stuff I lack 
Reflecting when the Redrums smile back 
Death comes when the set suns dyed black
Live young die fast run with the wind
I’d rather be dead than become one of them 

[Hook]

All the Colors Will Agree In The Dark 
All my lovers killed to feed on my heart
All I wanted was a piece of the sky 
All the colors still leaving their mark
All the Colors Will Agree In The Dark 
All my lovers killed to feed on my heart
All I wanted was a piece of the sky 

[Krayzie Bone]

When I look at the situation on this planet
It’s hard to comprehend it can’t understand it 
So many oppositions how can we manage
Man tried to fix it but all he did was more damage 
Living among savages with animal instincts 
And the wild beast aura and a hunger for war 
We full off our death some of us want more
We thirst for the blood they spill it it pours
Some of try to make it out of this matrix 
While others don’t even wanna be awakened 
The slumber is deep, they hook ‘em 
Then took ‘em under they succumb to they sleep
We searching for peace but they want it straight
The shining diamonds kinda blinded the way 
This can’t be my real life
Cuz it don’t even feel right 
We ain’t even live life yet 
We all trying to survive on the bubble 
Pushing the shovel to the top as we stumble 
Soon as we reach it we tumble
Back to the bottom line now we out of time 
No matter your color no matter your race
When we die we all go to the grave 
You’re nothing but dust 
And to dust you will turn you’re nothing like us 
We the people 
We the human racism 
This fire was started by humans but we can’t extinguish it
So I guess that we just gonna burn my demise is imminent

All The Colors Of The Dark (feat. Krayzie Bone)

Oblivion Theater

Letter to a Neon Specter

Hypodermic Forest

Magick!

With You

In a Maze Made of Glass

These Nights Are Littered with Ash

The End Is Nigh

Sadistik (Feat. JMSN) - Daydreams (Prod. by Kno)

Verse 1:

Nightmares & dreamscapes
Sylvia invented that word, she's my dream date,
she'd leave me keepsakes,
& asked me if I'd keep her safe, I found a way,
Now I'm out of place, high without a trace, 
I'm in outer space, a downward spiral state 
... a sequoia in a flower vase,
Roots reaching like a mile away,
Either way, I don't wait,
Lie Awake, eyes are weights,
Visions of a smiling face,
Imprinted on a prism with his dying traits,
I'll close my eyes I can fly today,
So high I can stay, away from everybody,
Away from all the mirrors, safe from any judgement,
They don't want me here, maybe heaven loves me,
The night-terrors make me daydream,
And lately it's the same thing.

Verse 2:

I don't need my head, the body it's connected with,
The world that surrounds or the god that neglected it,
credulence that I lost with my temperament,
Tempers get flared when they're impaired,
In pairs when I exited an exodus
From excellence deafened by the deficit,
I care but it's effortless
I get electric in my chair when it's mentioned like when Edison killed that elephant, 
Yea, Evil Eve got me to eat a apple core
I tried to drown my sorrows but they swam to shore,
I feel so fragile for a second when I astral soar,
Above The Matterhorn & Capricorn,
I walk the line like a matador,
On borrowed time that I can't afford,
that's a category type that I can't ignore,
The night-terrors make me daydream,
And lately it's the same thing

Daydreams (feat. JMSN)

Kerosene Dreams (Prod by Win32)

We place ourselves on pedestals
She loves me not my petals stole
A head so full of ghosts that if I open it I'll let ‘em go
Seppuku left em so the exit wound’s impeccable 
Get so Heavy headed, heaven knows this is my hecatomb
Devil boy l second guess my efforts til the echoes roam tremolo
My temper trembles slow temperatures are ten below 
Tentacles attach to temples for mementos
Sipping soma melanomas slowly growing on my mental
Defend my territory kill ‘em like a teratoma
Murder like its Terror Firmer Troma 
Combing through this Terra Firma 
Tear through derma circa circumventing 
Persons of a certain setting
I'm acerbic like a serpent I’m a servent
come behead me
Any minute ima murder my reflection
If looks could kill I'd burn the ones who turned in My direction
Don’t try me I’m a daily chore
Dying for the sake of war
Maybe I’m just paranoid but I see 1984
Inside my mind let's take a tour 
A thousand miles away from shore
All my words are made of oars
metal in my veins they're made of ore
Or I'm a bore I'm so ugly I'm abhorrent
I'm aborted boars chewing on my corpse 
Yo I’m rigged with rigor mortis stored in a morgue of the tortured
Immortalized my scorn born on a scorched earth
Torrential downpours pouring on our pores
I’m porcelain
Somebody should have hung me in that orchard



HOOK:


Kerosene dreams on the things that I’ve seen 
Tear off my wings then they tariff my screams
Careless all weak they don’t care if we bleed 
Kerosene dreams please bury me deep

Kerosene Dreams

Heaven’s Gate Away team

Prod. by Young God of Blue Sky Black Death

Verse 1:

Phenobarbital mixed with apple sauce & vodka
Who needs rationale when they ration out the dogma
Promises of gods in their passages of karma
Mr. Applewhite can turn the average to a martyr
Purple jumpsuits with the patches on the left
39 aftermaths happened in those beds
39 had to gasp canceling their breath
From the 39 plastic bags wrapped around their heads, 
Deliver us from deliverance
Gimme gimme love or barbiturates
Itchy trigger fingers going numb from the bitterness
They said I'll never fade
Just enter Heaven’s Gate 


Verse 2


I am not a god, I am not Allah
I am not of law, I will not applaud
I am violent, I am not to laud
Nodding off, flying higher than the cosmonauts
Write it like Nabokov, light it like a Molotov
We tried to call to arms confide & watch the stars
We lied & crossed our hearts to promise we'd be different
Threw our sins at God in synagogues, in a fog of demagogues
Get macabre & substitute a slaughter for religion
Yea we say it's not of our volition
Then call on God to fix it but it's fiction
Crucifixion, dying off just to conquer our addictions
Dyatlov pass incident lost in our own winters
They wait in vain for a cosmic intervention
And save the pain just to lock it in a prison
I stay awake with the monsters I've been given
They said I'll never fade
Just enter Heaven's Gate

Salo Sessions II

Heaven's Gate Away Team

Haunted Gardens

Eden (Prod. by Vague003)

8 ½ (Prod. by Televangel)

Daisies (Prod. by Bubbymane, cello by Luke Janela)

Man's Best Friend (Prod. by DEIRYN & Open Ocean, violin by Michelle Kim)

Produced by Foxwedding
Backing vocals by Lotte Kestner
Violin by Michelle Kim
Artwork by Creators&Destroyers

Lyrics:

Hook:

None of us are saints, but some of us ain’t
You love the paint but the colors will change
Staring out the window again
A hundred rain drops still sit on my skin 

VERSE 1:

Messages in bottles
Lessons that I etched as a staccato 
I go Hatori Hanzo with the gonzo
Until I fill the hollows
Bones dipped in gold go vibrato 
Falsettos cause an echo but for how long?
Heavy as I’ve ever been
Heaven’s just a death away
Boulder-shouldered seraphim 
Broke everything that’s delicate 
Looking at yourself again
Yet you never self reflect
Orpheus & Eurydice 
Like you’ve been to Hell and back 
Innocent to diffident
Indifferent to the dissonance 
Drifting in and out of indolence
Indecent and still in descent 
Disparate makes desperate
I’m distant when I ponder on the infinite
Walk along the precipice 
Always on defensive when 
Autonom reflixiveness 
Albatross’ eloquent 
Watch me while I levitate
Crawling on the Zeppelins
Monologues are deafening 
Do anything to exit 
When I’m lost among the desolate

VERSE 2:

Stalagmites inside my mouth 
Ultraviolet fire-bound
Take the grey I find
And maybe I can make it light up now
Lately I admire how
You make things seem lively 
When I’m dying out 
Words are like a spiderweb I’m spiral bound
My la fleur planting haunted gardens 
Where the scars are formed 
Pluck my heart like harpsichords 
Til one of ours will wash ashore 
Baited breath til sharks’ll swarm
Bay of pigs we’re art of war
Bayonets I’m marching toward 
Lately I’ve been Lobster Boy
I’m running out of air to breathe, be
coming what I’m scared to see, leave
Nothing to the parakeets, these
Summers that appeared to be, dreams
Prisoners of the moment
living among the stoic
Prisms of other omens
Visions becoming real
Sometimes it’s just too surreal
So tell me how do you feel?
Are all the walls closing in?
When only the blue prevails
Stuck in a blooper reel 
Where nothing is beautiful 
A heart like beluga whale
Awaits for the wounds to heal

Saints (Prod. by Foxwedding)

Produced by Suni Vega and Arzon
Cover Art by Felix Velvet

Pet Sematary

Pet Sematary (Prod. by Suni Vega & Arzon)

Produced by Aloe Yoroi, Steezy Prime and Arael

The bodies still litter the plain
The water's been tinted with stains
Your god is indifferent to pain
You all think your different 
You’re not all that different
All of us fit in a grave 

Watch how I kill what I hate
The audience filled with the plague again
Monuments built in their name again
Toxins instilled in their brains, feeling ashamed 
Since all you loved still burned to ashes
We reassembled and turned to statues 
Gargoyles stayed perched on chapels
Search a surface immersed in blackness 
Tongues are tungsten lungs are sunk in
A hunger lingers when stomach hums hymns 
To summon something, succumb to numb
Running from the glum ribs drums to sunsets 
Dead, says the little voice in your head
So you wrote it all with poisonous lead 
Protocol for the fall, White Dawn 
Where sequoias won’t rest, blood drawn 
From an oil-struck chest 
A world in division, war of attrition 
We’re all so deficient, where are the victims?
Worship the warship that wards off the spirits 
Sometimes reality’s worse than the fear is 

The bodies still litter the plain
The water's been tinted with stains
Your god is indifferent to pain
You all think your different 
You’re not all that different
All of us fit in a grave 

Do as thou wilt til the flowers wilt

Verse 2:
Bloody handprints decorate my room, 
I’ll never forsake my tomb
It's a cave I was chased into
It’s okay when I break in two
When I crave to escape this gloom 
Encased in doom with the craven few
Cagey in a cage so the Raven flew
Even if I suffocate from tasting fumes
Stay strained in the brain til the grave
We don't stay in bloom

Black Plague
Ring around the rosie pockets full of lint
Black Plague 
Fingers round a 40 watch me roll a spliff
Black Plague 
If you stay sane, you'll be no better than a carcass with medicated cold eyes
If you make waves you'll be the center of a target, ready-aim bulls-eye

Hook:
Black Plague, Black Plague
Black Plague, Black Plague 
Birth to the ashtray, life in the fast lane
Look at what the crows dragged in

The Plague (Prod. by Aloe Yoroi, Steezy Prime and Arael)

Delirium

Hell is Where the Heart Is (Prod. by Hellion & Cansino)

Sad the Impaler (Prod. by Prxz and Gin$eng)

Aileen Wuornos (Prod. by White Shinobi)

Prod by Gloel

Verse 1:

Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam 
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart 
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat 
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet

Verse 2:

I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow 
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw 
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god 
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies 
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light 
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine 
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified 
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie 
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm 

Hook:

I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether

Rainbow Road (Prod. by gloel)

Prod by HXRXKILLER

Verse 1:

Either turn a blind eye, or learn to climb high
Heights are bird’s-eye, pining birds cry
From pines opining the words I per-scribe
Combine the sight-seeing perched on birch I
Got burned on pyres heard the word to wise
Search the surface sure fits are first to die
All my personal ties-dyed by turpentine 
Time to turn the tides, tidals turned to fires
If I don’t earn my stripes I go serpentine 
This is versifier versus verse for hire 
I surf the current search where urchins hide 
Describe the words so verdant averse to liars 
In the lair layers-peeling earths design 
Later pills appeal built purple skies
Way uphill & still felt immersified 
Murdered like rehearsal it hurts to find 
While we live in the gutter they mimic each other
I’m gutted like fishes while fishing for love
And I give em the mud from my limbs like a drug
They’re so limited, lemon on tongue
Heavy lead from my lungs 
I’m a leper these leopards left steps on my stomach
It’s never enough, I’m the Shepard you summoned 
The sum of the efforts, still some are for never
Let everything flush because nothings forever   
You ever just tasted your blood? Maybe it’s rust 
I’m erasing the touches you left on my skeleton breaking the trust 
Still defacing my days, while I’m facing the flood  
I’m a raisin in suns, raising razors to cut 
Cut aways to the rays in the summer
Arrays of the thunder I’d make just to savor the suffering 
Chasing what was, we’re all made just to fade into dust
Were created then placed in the dust

Verse 2:

Fold my limbs up like origami
It makes it easy to store the body
Humor me & my morbid hobbies
They're made of carbons of course they copy
So they're zombies flow to heartbeats
Prose McCarthy, Murakami
Atheist spits with form that’s godly 
That ain’t for me G that’s for my Rottie 
Be careful my crosshairs might come for your head
From here you look like a fly stuck in a web
I am so fabulous God in the flesh
I am so Lazarus summon the dead
I’m in my bag like Asami victims
Don’t say shit, who saw me vic em?
Tear through flesh like a Pardee picture 
You’re scared I’m read like McCarthyism 
Look at my scalp to see sixes aligned 
These Judas’ smile while they’re gripping a knife 
I’m know I’m a star so I give em my light 
We’re passing each other like ships in the night

Lazarus (Prod. by HXRXKILLER)

Prod by deadangel & White Shinobi

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal:

See me go back and forth
This is not self control
Trapped in a mild state
Settled in my old ways
Never been here I'm sure
Never this far before
Even though I'm unsafe
Oddly I'm not afraid
Then I go on and cave
How do I speak to me
Only in harsher tones
Only so I can't breath
I do this to myself
Speaking in secrets I can't tell
Put it all on the edge
Picking it up I fell

Sadistik:

Butterflies die when I cover my eyes
You poured salt on the cuts on my mind
Tongue full of venom in these summertime nights
Jump from a edifice what if I fly?
Yea I been drifting off, in a fog, centers synagogue 
Listening to inner gods telling me I’m different
Like a demagogue, I don’t want to interrupt 
Cinema in the cuts, indicas inhale in my crystal lungs
Til it looks like an evergreen’s inside me
Seasonal leaves seem to redefine me
They deify things I leave behind 
Sing in minor keys I don’t see the irony 
Iron lung but my teeth are ivory
Mama says that she thinks I’m out of reach
Girlfriend says she don’t see that side of me
I don’t say shit I just keep it silent
The sunset on Sunset’s peach and violet 
No more blood-letting when the leeches bite me 
One more love letter ‘fore the creatures find us
I’ll show you the shadows that my secrets hide in 
Take what they need then they leave you lifeless
A chrysalis lives so deep inside you
Below the surface where demons riot
A broken person grows so subversive 
Choke on words so the screams are quiet
Can’t hear the sirens though they keep their eye on me 
Maybe one day I’ll learn to cease my fire 
I hope you’re still there when I seek asylum

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal:

Here I am back again
Silhouette of a shell I am
Still in a darkened place
Fighting another hell I am
Something here hurts my head
Something here leaves me strange
Nothing can hold me back
No one here knows my name
Then I go on and cave
How do I speak to me
Only in harsher tones
Only so I can't breath
I do this to myself
Speaking in secrets I can't tell
Put it all on the edge
Picking it up I fell

Sirens (Feat. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

Prod by Ogui

Verse 1:

Like a canary in a mine 
if I start singing death I hope you’re carrying a 9
8 years deep said I’d marry her in 9
Kings Queen blowing cloud rings staring at the sky 
Sub-Zero temperatures still tearing out my spine
Stars above us hover in a paramount design 
This is cinema, my piss and vinegar makes living difficult
We kiss the stitches shut until it parallels the mind
Constellations look like pointillism poignant pen places poison in em
Dropping gems like an oyster center 
Got a koi fish in him swimming where the noise is hidden
Now I can’t avoid the venom, love-torn from the Joy Division
Increase the dosage til peaks that I reach are closer
And heavens still seem below us this medicine eats its own
My memories each alone, vermillion dreams recurring
I’m sketching it with a rose, you left it beneath my bones
My speech is blurring it’s reoccurring I need to learn 
To play my part, We’re made of carbon that means if it breathes it burns 
Seasons turn to frost-bitten August went into freezing first 
Beast of burden walks in a tarpit until he sinks in dirt, awkward 
I’m dancing with two left feet to a eulogy 
One day I hope my passion turns my ashes into jewelry 
Ruining all I touch when the blood-covered the jubilee
Manuevered through the cruelty, beautifuls what you grew to be 

Verse 2:

Death isn’t a question I’m taking it like a lesson
I etched into in my skeleton case in I forget the message 
A vestige of bad intentions, No Heaven won’t make it better 
Those devils don’t take a breather, they stay and assess wreckage 
With that Hara-Kiri nearing I’m peering across the ocean
My periodic devotions grow teary-eyed from the poems
So weary I’ve been unfocused I’m hearing cries from my close ones
A myriad of emotions I’m mirror-like in my opus 
Let the breath get in I’m present more precious than any gem is 
Sentimental mental’s heavy no respite from leaded headaches 
Here they come, nobody hears me I’m clear you see through the charades 
Never let go of the echoes but savor the time I’m blessed with

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