<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

try to keep looking at the bright side
stared too long it hurt my eyes
i met u at the wrong time
but i cant stop its so sublime
struggle with the sacrifice
know its wrong but it feels so right
reaching for the satellites
sisyphus try a thousand times

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

its never enough
its never perfect
the stars wont align
so Ill make it worth it
its never enough
but well never be perfect
so just hold my hand
so hard that it hurts it

i tried a thousand times
could never get it right
i dont think I can stop it now

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

you will always be a part of me

lyrics:

what a sight to see
i see the forest for the trees
utterly incomplete
i sit alone
i always said
i couldn’t go on without you

on that saturday night
i guess you wanted to go
i pick you up at your house
i don’t really know what to say
you only ever call when it’s dark out
yet i’m here for you every day
now you finally know 

what a sight to see
i see the forest for the trees
utterly incomplete
i sit alone
i always said
i couldn’t go on without you
but if i can find a way then i will
bear the consequence of feeling it still
inside my head
you’re still by my side
together into the light

though everything has changed
i still feel the same
i can't let you go

(chorus)

without you

prod me
lyrics:
go 
stay 
won't mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
go 
stay
wont mind
crush me 
shattered all my bones

shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

go 
stay 
wont mind 
crush me
shattered all my bones 
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

vain

lyrics:

threw all your photos
into the fire 
then i saw above me
on the telephone wires
a raven staring at me
i recall
the feeling i had
inside of my heart 

i know that i love you
why is everything else so impossible?
when all you see above you
is another day, another obstacle
i wish it was simple
living a life that feels impossible
when all you see before you
is another day, another obstacle

telephone wires

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

lyrics:

there’s got to be a way
to stay together
you’ve seen me every day
as i have grown up
i will keep you afloat
we’ll weather any storm now
we’ll figure it out 

when are you coming around?
i’ll pick you up when you’re feeling down
i’ll keep you safe and sound
safe and sound…

(chorus)

i’ll be true
paint over any shades of blue
to bring out the light 
that i see in of you

(chorus)

i wanted to say 
i finally feel alive
what can i do
to be with you tonight?
and all of the days
past tonight?
can we figure this out?

weathered

lyrics:

you leave for the night
i feel it coincide
with the weight i tried to hide 
forever 
i’m sick of the lies 
is she gonna die?
said it all the time
then i lost you

as you lie awake
every tear you cry feels like a waterfall
you’re searching for a place that you cannot recall
you’re looking for a world still full of wonder
full of wonder

(chorus)

tried to be disguised
left me paralyzed
i can feel the knife 
forever 
i’m living a lie
is he gonna die?
thought it all the time 
then i lost you

disguised

lyrics:

in the sky
i can’t believe i forgot about my 
time away from home
like i can’t leave it alone 

i won’t save that piece of me 
i had to save myself
when i couldn’t believe my eyes 
that i could be surprised
in the way i once was 

and each long year
i feel more unsettled yet ethereal 
couldn’t see what i died for
but i’d do anything to live my life again
i swear

in the sky

lyrics:

shadowy haze 
i’m losing my place
inside of your heart
alone in the dark
it’s all in the way
our bodies decay
i watched you fall apart
alone in the dark

trying to sleep
with the rain falling down
make a promise i can’t keep 
as we’re standing on sinking ground
keep it all to myself
as I wash it down
with a whiskey on ice
show me how I feel inside 

(chorus)

and as i watch you go
beneath that neon glow
i separate myself from my heart 
in a way that i don’t like 
but i won’t know if i don’t try
if i could change
so i won’t see myself in that light 

(chorus)

final twilight

lyrics:

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

i’ll see you on some other night
left me wishing on a satellite 
left me longing for the summertime
i’m not alright
you see me, i don’t want to try
its a seedy way to do or die
don’t want to be with me on any night

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

it isn’t easy on a dark night
it isn’t easy to think of summer nights
when we felt alive

regrets cover my path
as i reset by myself
freezing cold at last
i can’t lead nobody else
wind blows from the west
i hear the ringing of bells
i won’t make a sound
to let you know that i’m unwell

freezing cold at last

Featuring @decksmusic
Guitars by @pekarot_161
Photo by Pedro Marroquin

"𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭. 𝘐𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘪𝘵. 𝘈 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴."

Lyrics: 

"Take this, it's dangerous to go alone", she said 

"I know that we'll meet again someday. 
Life is cruel, and time marches onward relentlessly, 
but just know you've got your hand in mine 
for all time" 

I wanna be someone you can reach out to
I wanna be someone that makes it worth your time

[Decks]
Take it back, it's hard to 
find the words to lies too 
on and on, I push through 
nothing left to lose, you know 

I could be the ocean, 
standing vast and open 
life is merely nothing if you choose to let it be.

spread your wings and choose to fly, you see 
open up your eyes 

[Horosha]
I wanna be someone you can reach out to 
I wanna be someone that makes it worth it 
and I can't predict down which paths life will lead us 
but I hope you know that you always will be my friend 

I wanna be someone you can reach out to 
I wanna be someone that makes it worth your time

weathered

SALEM AVENUE

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