i find myself here once again. thank u so much for this bro. 

GREYFOX

ok google, how do i keep going

One Of A Kind (prod.silo)

prod. mixed, and mastered by me 
shoutout @prodbyaustyn for the co-prod on this one :)
also @t3rmes for the songwriting on the hook when my brain hurted <3

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20 now, this isn't how 
i thought it would work out 
breaking vows, might take a bow 
because i'm tired of feeling down 
put all my anger into a microphone 
it's no ones fault but my own please just let me be alone 
all my friends they were plastic, and i'm was silicone 
fit into molds, now watch me grow 
i won't see it through, to twenty two 
i thought i had nothing to lose 
maybe views, or my muse 
i hope these thoughts i have the chance to defuse 
buts it's looking that i might just have to give it up 
stay at the bottom while all my friends, they live it up 
i've got potential i guess i just gotta pick it up 
im getting up, i've had enough

falling out of touch with who i am 
revolving, my mind a door, it's turning 
am i deserving? 
stalling all the opportunities at hand 
to hear them applauding, is all that i want, but i'm so exhausted 

i've been so exhausted 
i feel like a hostage
in my brain, i've lost it, 
wilt away watch my friends all blossom
sun don't shine, upon me 
petals they're all falling 
in my head, it's daunting, 
being left behind in the dawning 

the sun never gon shine when i'm stuck all alone 
the stars won't align, when i'm left in the cold
the thought are benign, but they're taking a toll 
the sun never gon shine when i'm stuck all alone 
the stars won't align, when i'm left in the cold
a flower dead in the night, out of sight, decomposed

rumination

zinnia

clairvoyant

this one took a lot out of me to make. i love you guys, and i hope you liked the ep <3

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worst case scenarios get painted in my head 
clocks shine in early light, i just can't get no rest 
stare at an open project file, i'm filled with dread
and i can't fight, my life's a mess 
i hope one day i make it 
it's been too long, i feel myself getting inpatient 
inside my mind i'm keeping up, but im complacent 
my friends don't ever say a thing, my thoughts are racing, 
my inner demons i've been facing 
i feel 

colder than the winter snow, 
i would give it up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
i'm still standing in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

this inconsistency 
i swear will never pass 
try to impress friends 
with all these shitty drafts
feel incomparable, this pain is so unbearable 
i wanna run away from everything
and few anything at all 
i hope they know i'm faking 
i try so hard to keep intact i know i'm breaking 
i know it's bad but i keep seeking validation 
and i can't help the fact that i wanna be just like them 
but it feels like every day i fight them 
cause they've felt
colder than the winter snow, 
they would give me up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
they've still left me in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

seasons

all the things i could never say


Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

I know its hard, playing a part, that u never even wanted
And i know ur far, from where they departed, i know ur not the same person
But could they realize what i did?
When i was by ur side and
Saw what u became when everybody u needed left u

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u

All the things i could never say
Like how i hate it when ur away 
Or when i cant hear what u gotta say
Or when i know that ive always been in ur way
But honestly ive figured it out
Im not gonna argue with the words in ur mouth
So please dont u ever doubt
Im always gonna stick around from now on

U dont even notice all youve mended
All the problems that i cause in a panic
Swear im sorry for the way that i treat u
But i swear that im tryna be brand new 

Sorry i can never tell the truth :(
But honestly its somethings thats kinda scary to do
Emotions are never clear to me, its true
So sorry if it seems like i cant stand u
X2

“And if u cant take no more, call on me”

jan 4th

produced by: @malithmusic

lyrics:

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

get out
im done
say goodbye to your mum
they all told me
you're the one
I guess everyone was wrong
ppl keep on dragging
my name in the mud
u cant catch me lacking,
I put that on my blood,
I FEEL THE scene is cracking,
and it don't feel too good, 
about the boys in black, yeah
you're fake not misunderstood 

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, i hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

meet at night
bedroom eyes
thats a sign
did u lie
I fell on
to the knife
arms u cry
better life

july (malith)

produced by: defbeats

sendflowrs:

141 drill?
Like nah man never,
And when I swing this Ching real shit mums life ima slice that leather,
I , too many man on me but the circle small left back no evra (x2)

I,I, Im a go getter, ring your girl go tell her,
when I swing this blade that wet t shirt gon get a bit wetter
3 rounds with me, no TKO lil bitch yeah I throw leather, yh
then I go spark that zoot blow up a whole School man moves like heathers,

Like move like heathers, move like big JD,
Blow up a yard in my free time record another song yeah bro das me!,
Power in my hands, 
+10 in my stats yeah yeah grayfox OP,
Say you wanna meet with your boys but you’re still not here don’t get cold feet,

Too many opps got me checking both ways three times when I cross that street,
Beat man blue like Pete,
Leak man, tweet “man RIP”

Too many opps got me checking both ways when I cross that street,
Beat man blue like Pete,
Leak man, tweet “man RIP”

Like, “what do you mean?”

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whywewish:

any ting shh get shh that’s on me and that’s on my mother 
i’m not like no other, opp thot stuffer
hashtag world of your brother
so word to my broski shh, free him on up he got caught on the cam 
what’s that in my hand, will you get blammed? give a fuck about time in the can 

so who’s on what 
when I creep on blocks
wiv a big dot dot 
tryna turn man package 
this 1 will rip off your jacket 
critical damage tragic 
the opps love lacking 
shouldve seen the way that
the slug just slapped him
no fifa but man just packed him 
when i see shh ima grab him
stab him pack him then dash him

aye, triple dub hes ments 
man had a fuckboy hopping a fence 
aye, big bells in the dots it’s dense 
ching man down don’t care if he’s hench
so i slap this ting at is head, not leaving til all these yutes dead 
mans just turning their white shirts red, kickin down your door whilst you’re in bed

aye, triple dub i’m the baddest, make man disappear just like magic
run man down in my ends, and in his pants you know he’ll be crappin
feds gon wrap you up like a package 
blasting the hand ting im making a racket 
sayin“i’m not involved” that’s a classic 
manna still stab you up cause you’re cappin

all black clothes and an all black bally, 
chase man down back alleys, 
i’m tryna turn man cali, 
two hand tings, mustang and sally, 
i’m real stabby, when i catch opps that makes me happy, 
ching mans ear make that real flappy cah im too tappy and you’re too rappy

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sendflowrs: 

141 drill?
Like nah man never,
And when I swing this Ching real shit mums life ima slice that leather,
I , too many man on me but the circle small left back no evra (x2)

I,I, Im a go getter, ring your girl go tell her,
when I swing this blade that wet t shirt gon get a bit wetter
3 rounds with me, no TKO lil bitch yeah I throw leather, yh
then I go spark that zoot blow up a whole School man moves like heathers,

141

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