A story about 2 astronauts who had a dream to go to space, and things quickly take a turn when they realize just how long they've been gone.

Vessel 224

I stare up above
The sky is turning to ash
Entering the atmosphere
At the speed of sound
Stars light up my eyes
I guess i wont sleep tonight

Finally here

APOLLO

Gravity
So long

So long

Grab me
Hold on
Hold on

Roman candles
Substantial
Gravitational
Salvational

No limits
On this ship we're in
She looks heaven sent

Gravity goes on top of my knees
I feel weak
But also free

I see a black hole
In my own eye lids
I dont wanna go back home
Thats where my life is
so the engine starts up
Lets go on a mission
Find another planet
Or thats what it said
But i dont see shit
I just see her in heaven

Gravity makes me feel free
Gravity
Im heaven sent
So free
Shes heaven sent

(You start to hear the horror of sounds from outerspace all around you)

Gravity
(GASP FOR AIR)
Look at me
I feel free

Gravity

Wish upon a shooting star
That i dont fuckin fall apart
Im way too busy counting scars
That i earned from my last space walk
I hope i can avoid the rocks
Or asteroids as they may call
Or what else is out there

Im running out blank space
All the stars in the world just light up my face
I told the co pilot itd be safe
Now im crying in the back seat of the ship

Wishing she could see me ascend
I wish i wish i wish i wish
That i wasnt so full of shit
When i told him that we'd make it
I didnt expect it to be like this

Now we've hit a load of bricks
Malfunction yet again
I guess we'll be late to the planet

The mission states its habitable
But i dont think we'll make it past the asteroid belt
Our absolute magnitude is zero

Wish upon a shooting star while i get fuckin torn apart
I wish that we could meet on mars
But idk how long ive got
Considering im trapped in andromeda
I hope that ill become a constellation

(HKFiftyOne)

Cant believe my eyes today
Floating forward, i can't convey
The stars im seeing in my face
Cause back on Earth they're far away

I been waiting my whole life
To finally be here, feel alive
Said feel like im in hyperdrive
Cant wait no more til we arrive

Said ill finally show them all
Wont fail this time, ill prove them wrong
Im chasing dreams, they said id fall
I never heard them, not at all

The lights start flicker, i dont know why
Somethings off, guess its fine
Om too high, cant see the signs
The view outside, cant move my eyes

pulsar (interlude)

Ive seen too much
Of a dark past
Malfunctioning with no grasp
No will to live without going mad
Houston we have an issue im boutta jump ship with no mask
Sinking slowly in my mind
Pay the price of a damned life
Lost everything now im the ice
Freezing in orbit its my time
Orion is the last thing i see with my eyes

Life support systems critical

The star patterns
Take my worth
Give my all
And i fall
Now hes solo

You dont know whats like
To lose your family in one night
On our way to a new place
But i dont wanna navigate
A planet without her and him and her
Orion keeps me in orbit
But i dont wanna be here

Her voice says to me
Shes right here
The ship steers but i am not in gear

(The ship starts to venture off)

I just hope she knows the will i gave for her

(You start to hear the perspective shifting)

Deep in space
I meditate
Stardust
No lungs
No one

ORION

Right here
I stay until shes near
I fear
That i will tear
When the sky
Becomes so clear

(Hes starting to see the beautiful afterlife with her by his side)

And i see her in the mirror
I wait
For my grave
I hope it doesnt come too late
I need a second to pray

(She sees a ship through her telescope slowly crumbling, each time she blinks, 5 years pass.)

Dichotomy
Im bleeding binary
While im stripped of gravity
She can see it from across the milky way
Im in her mind
I think im starting to see the after life
Ill be okay

(He is content with dying as long as he gets his happy ever after, just not the way he intended.)

Outer space
I dont want this feeling to go away
Is this how its supposed to be
Never apart im taking it to the grave
But now im in the candle lights
And ive so many galaxies in my eyes

Outer space
I orbit around
I dont wanna go home

(The cold and dark emptiness of space)

planetary dichotomy

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

broken home. w/ greenwood (king theta)

DUMMY PT 2

lyrics:

was it something that i said
on a bender of regret
only good things come to end
and if its bad it will happen again

but if you say its so
then ig ill have to go
im not gonna wait up for you
(im not gonna wait up for you)

time (time)
flys by when your wasted
flys by when you wasted it
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)
do you really think you wasted it on me though?

and ik im moving fast
and im not gonna take it back
cause im not gonna wait up for you
(for you)
im not gonna wait up for you
(for you)
im not gonna wait up for you

time (time)
flys by when your wasted
flys by when you wasted it
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)

do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)
do you really think you wasted it on me though? 
(though)

ik im moving fast
and im not gonna take it back
im not gonna wait up for you 
(for you)x2
im not gonna wait up for you

do you really think you wasted it on me though ?

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

song by evergarden
for a while - evergarden <333
@evergardens

for a while (evergarden cover)

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

caregiver.wav

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

blame the pavement (mackk)

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