omg this whole song beat and vocals is just so good

artwork by ouch591 on IG! https://www.instagram.com/ouch591/

vocal mixing is garbage, not sure if I want to upload this anywhere else yet so SoundCloud heard it first. 

edit: I think the vocals sound a tad bit better now not sure I replaced the original file with the newly mixed one.

Lyrics:

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

I’m at the bottom,
still getting deeper but it aunt a new problem 
but it gets worse, every time I try to solve em 
tryna keep it steady I’ve been tryna keep it solid
didn’t mean to pick it but I somehow still got em
no how many times I try to rearrange I pick the same mistakes again,
sometimes I wonder why and wonder how
but maybe that's just who I am

the demons in my head I try lock away
it’s makes no sense no matter what I do they stay
so what if I can’t get any better after all
will I become the man that I despise

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

please you gotta understand I’m clueless
nothings making sense to me and I don't wanna do this 
I didn't choose it, fuck I didn't choose it
man I wanna lose it this just confusing me 
lightheaded I gotta make some decisions
it’s normal I know it isn’t
I’m just tryna make it seem like it’s worth it 
like it’s worth it 

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

I don't know how to do this
nobody askin 
I never saw it in me

I’m just tryin make it
tryin my hardest 
but you don’t ever ask me

collapse (demo)

I had a lot fun making this lol idk enjoy
working on a better prod version with some friends soundcloud heard it first

temptations (demo)

little lights ft. atwood

Make Believe

Passion

Spotify

See the truth outside.

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cemetery-drive-the-truth-is-outside-lyrics

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Vocals (In order of appearance)
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@chriswright
@atwood
@bbluknight
@cloudmacx
@milespowers

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Production
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@geo_1022
@sensugang

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Artwork
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@wetdaytimetable

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Mixing & Mastering
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@3astman

THE TRUTH IS OUTSIDE

FRAGILE

Do you wanna catch a vibe with me
Runaway
In the middle of the night with me
Hold me down 
Always side with me
If it came down to it
Would you die for me
Cuz I would ride for you
I would lie for you
I would die for you 
I swear
The world is cold and its really not fair
But when I'm with you
I really don't care
Yeah
I don't wanna say goodbye
But I'm leaving this town behind
I'm gonna make it big someday 
But it means 
Nothing if you are not by my side
Yeah
So come with me let's leave tonight
To the desert where they have those
pink and purple skies
You and me can build a life
Don't hesitate when the feelings right
 
I don't wanna die
Before I die
There will never be
A perfect time
I'll never be the type 
To fall in line
But if you give me your heart
I'll give you mine ( 2x)
 
And I know
We're supposed to take it slow
But
I know what I want they say
go slow because they don't
Plus, we're gonna die so
Let's not waste our time
I don't care if I sound crazy
I just say what's on my mind
Look
You're a f*cking goddess
I'm just being honest
I don't mind
Wasting all my time
With you
We don't have a single thing
To lose
You should come with me
And be my muse
 
I don't wanna die
Before I die
There will never be
A perfect time
I'll never be the type
To fall in line
But if you give me your heart
I'll give you mine (2x

Runaway

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DZZm1GwYuRegXCGchopVg?si=MP1Ppb_tRmisFU0CH5_-7Q

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
artwork by colliding with mars
additional vocals by ocoenia

lyrics:
[Chorus] 
La la la 
Throw me to the wayside 
In the morning there’s a cease fire 
Inertia, can’t fight it 
My own head, and silence 

[Verse 1] 
For the past 3 years 
I’ve been trapped in here 
And there’s angel tears 
Dripping down my windshield 
At my worst 
When you set me free 
You had shown me love 
Apothecary heal me 

And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 
And the way she holds me when it’s over 
Hold your composure 
Baby I won’t let you fold 

[Prechorus] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 2] 
And I know 
When I see your face 
When I feel your glow 
I will be okay 
But I need you most 
In the seas of night 
When there’s just a ghost 
Laying at my side 
And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 

[Bridge] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus]

apothecary

Uploaded early because we love you guys. Prod. Ian Crumley. Verses by Akash Gururaja and @keepitinside

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