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skrt skrt

artwork by ouch591 on IG! https://www.instagram.com/ouch591/

vocal mixing is garbage, not sure if I want to upload this anywhere else yet so SoundCloud heard it first. 

edit: I think the vocals sound a tad bit better now not sure I replaced the original file with the newly mixed one.

Lyrics:

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

I’m at the bottom,
still getting deeper but it aunt a new problem 
but it gets worse, every time I try to solve em 
tryna keep it steady I’ve been tryna keep it solid
didn’t mean to pick it but I somehow still got em
no how many times I try to rearrange I pick the same mistakes again,
sometimes I wonder why and wonder how
but maybe that's just who I am

the demons in my head I try lock away
it’s makes no sense no matter what I do they stay
so what if I can’t get any better after all
will I become the man that I despise

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

please you gotta understand I’m clueless
nothings making sense to me and I don't wanna do this 
I didn't choose it, fuck I didn't choose it
man I wanna lose it this just confusing me 
lightheaded I gotta make some decisions
it’s normal I know it isn’t
I’m just tryna make it seem like it’s worth it 
like it’s worth it 

I have to be the better man now
I never even got to ask how
I have to be the better man now
and if I don’t they’ll always look down 

I don't know how to do this
nobody askin 
I never saw it in me

I’m just tryin make it
tryin my hardest 
but you don’t ever ask me

collapse (demo)

this is one of those songs i can just never finish
hope u enjoy :)

∥Produced
Kanin

∥Mix/Master
Kanin

i didn't try [unfinished :(]

shog was here <3 @ecstasy

Highly Anticipated. UZI Vert "LUV Is Rage"

4 7am (Produced By DP Beatz)

Okaga Ca - Chopped

Suspect Jay - Perfect (Prod. by Dez Wright)

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Perfect

Suspect Jay - Perfect

anticipated...

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Let It Go

PNK +

Pretend/ Prey For Hymn Feat.Ruse

Steve Lacy - Cocky Girl (extended)

This song is about a break up that feels almost unbearable. The protagonist in this story sees their broken relationship as a flower that should have never bloomed in the first place. The aftermath of the relationship still affects them and they unwillingly ruminate over it. Thank you for 200!  Enjoy the track and much love. 🌺

[People who made this song possible]
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/swrlyy
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/leorinda
Rapper: https://soundcloud.com/kuzumellow

Lyrics: (leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said 
(il Westo)
I know you're probably watching 
I know you robbed me so stop it 
Vein popping outta my forehead
I'm red, anger knocking 
at the door, my core shook
look I knew you understood
foot by foot, bunny hopping
left and right, so I'll recite 
the thefts of those nights, sobbing 
funny you left me shopping
and copping new insides throbbing 
in the butcher aisle
in denial feeling sore 
beat this dead horse
left my voice coarse and my mind at war 
from mourning of course
drinking sour swills killed every hour 
didn't get a warning 
surprised I had the power
to devour your coward lies
the louder she got 
the more every doubt multiplied
a flower of remorse and regret 
a threat that blossomed to a virus that spreads 
I wish these flowers never bloomed
inhaling in your fumes, I was breathing in your doom 
and all the rues of your roses I consumed 
(leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said 
(Kuzu Mellow)
the crushing feeling asphyxiation
of all of you i can't help but deny it
and honestly i'm feelin blue
if only we didnt meet
then maybe we wouldn't bloom
don't be sorry
don't apologize for what you do
and everytime you left
I felt i got a little stronger
but everytime it happened
you were gone 
for so much longer
I'll spread my wings
and fly away
please don't try to make me stay
i'm not having all this garbage
so just get away
everytime we said we'd try
it ends in sad goodbyes
i'm not really feelin this
we're just wasting time
yeah you're stuck in my mind
but I'll forget you soon enough
and lose the will to cry
travel on to higher skies
never did i think
that we would end up like this
think about the times you hurt me 
you're my only witness
still I sit and wait
for you to come back and call my name
all for me to say to you
I'm done with playing these games
(leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said

I said, I said , I said, I said , 
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed

Spotify

Never Bloom Ft. Kuzu Mellow & leorinda 🌹💔(Prod. swrly)

Yo! Go check out @1-ab not only did they produce this amazing beat
with their vocals and amazing guitar skills they also mixed it! 

Art by: https://luxjii.deviantart.com/gallery/  (They have amazing art owo)

(verse 1)
i can tell you now
that you were so
damn hard to find
everytime i see you
babe i think you
look so divine
i don't wanna take you 
home tonight
but just treat you right
i know you must be
thinking of the
bad intentions in my mind
and i know 
that you feel
like its hard just to deal
but we talk
then we walk
lets just keep it real
and you tell me the things
that you don't 
tell your friends
so i'll tell you the truth
this is how i feel

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got

(verse 2)
now you've been acting like
all i wanna do is hurt
lemme tell ya darlin 
i would put myself
inside the dirt
you're the only one a boy
like me could ever need
all these other dudes are
on their knees begging 
you and sayin please
i'm not messin with these
other girls
you're the only 
one i'm with
i'll say it one more time
again you make me feel so
much bliss
look me in eyes this is 
love now isn't it?
let me tell the world that 
you're amazing

(Hook wannabe & kuzu)
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got nothin on you
baby you should know that
they got
baby you should know that
they got (x2)

Pettersson X Kuzu Mellow - They Got Nothin On You

I waited for you.

( Thank you Aixion for the wonderful beat,  <3 and @flwrs for the LOVELY mixing. I love you both dearly.)
Lyrics:
"I just cannot feel
I just can't explain 
can't seem to complete the words from my brain
I don't even know
Maybe I'm just plain
least you stayed for a while, guess I can't complain.

I asked you, asked you why won't you wait for me? For me?
You told me, you told me I'm tired of lazy sundays 
Sundays

Picking posies from the ground
Feelings to tip toe around

I wanna be different 
Am I superficial 
I want to your attention 
To be an exception

I just cannot feel 
I just can't explain
least you stayed for a while guess I can't complain

Why is this under my skin?
Why is this under my skin?"

Sweaters are for introverts (prod. Aixion)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5fbTcwHbDE4t1UMyvaDAKl?si=DpTGeYNWTC-T486nDlprJQ                                                          hey! im back. sorry for the unannounced music hiatus haha. i wasnt feeling good about my music at all so i decided to take a loooong break ahah. hope i didnt lose any of u along the way.

after my rut, i decided to venture into some different sounds and push what my voice can do, so heres smth diff! please tell me what you honestly think i really appreciate it. ill try to reply to you all.

City Girl and I worked together on this song. she made it really come to life. follow her https://soundcloud.com/citygrl

the art was done deadass in a day by my saviour https://twitter.com/clarsass
she really helped me out here please follow and commission her ! 

ps. what is up w me and city girl and picking up the phone lol

here r the lyrics b :

Youre unapologetic
Youre a burden in disguise
I cant even hate you
Youre too pretty 
Sometimes i wonder why i even try

Something in the water mustve gotten in your eyes 
Drown me in the colour, while youre telling me your little white lies

Im all aglow 
Im happy just to waste my time
Cuz loving you is all i do its all i know 
So please pick up the phone  


Write me letters in your spare time
hoping any of your thoughts will overlap with mine
 
Ill check my phone for messages but you wont send me any
No im not even jealous of her im just filled with envy
I think im really lovesick can you please tell me the remedy 
Something in the water mustve gotten in your eyes 
Drown me in the colour, while youre telling me your little white lies

Im all aglow 
Im happy just to waste my time
Cuz loving you is all i do its all i know 
So please pick up the phone  

Cuz loving you is all i do its all i know 
So please pick up the phone

remedy (tiffi x city girl)

2018年６月１１日
at.三軒茶屋grape fruit moon
「SING US」
第二部

📷: riku hoshika

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忘れっぽい天使

「みんな同じ辛いのよ」
そう言ってあの子は慰めますが
私の気持ちが見えるのかい
それならどうしてどうして

遠い遠い向こうには
僕より苦しい人がいて
それならそれならどうして
わかっているのにどうして

「時は全てを流すのよ」
そう言ってあの子は笑ってますが
思い出さなくていい思い出に
いまでも途方にくれるのさ

通り雨の向こうには
優しい天使が待っていて
それならそれならどうして
わかっているのにどうして
通り雨の冷たさに
焦ってしまう怯えてしまうよ
抱きしめていてほしいよ、
どうかして、どうにかして欲しいよ

Shooting a shower. Scary invisible shadow.
(シャワーを浴びるときに後ろにいる影に怯えている)
天使は寂しそうだね  Smile over kind in my story.
街の上に正論が渦を巻いてる。
Shooting a shower. Scary invisible shadow.
天使は寂しそうだね  Smile over kind in my story.
上手く慰めれたらいいんだけど。


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忘れっぽい天使(1＋70人ver)

>:c

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The Search

@teddy70k @powfu 

lyrics:
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs, they make me think of you
All the times that we spent, all the warm afternoons
After school, walking to your house
We were both so excited for a game of cat and mouse

That was your favorite, with all the neighberhood kids
Running through the woods trying to hide in the mist
We were the perfect pair, people thought that we were twins
Winning every game acting like it's nothing big

I hated going home cause you wouldn't be with me
Walking with my backpack hoping that you miss me
Late at night I would call you on the telephone
And talk about Tom & Jerry's latest episode

That was the life we both lived
But people change we're no longer little kids
I'm feeling alone now that I'm by myself
And I guess that's why I I 

I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

Addicted To Sad Songs

ASTRALS

Powfu - Addicted To Sad Songs

December(prod. caps.cntrl)

Popular Girl, Typical Boy | feat. sleep.ing

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

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Yung Trip - You (Official Audio)

Shame-freddie gibs&madlib(H20$$$SPORTS$$$-REMIX)//the best part on loop

take care of yourself

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collapse (demo)

sanjay.