Vibes XVII

websitezero december '24

songs i like

Fucking Up ft. Mad Kelly, Killvein (Prod Killvein)

feelin something Feat. Kenoga Prod.Thislandis

Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
Your plan fell through 
And it’s all too much i know 
Your eyes are sad 
Your lips are red 
There’s not much more i can say 
As i’m inching towards your face  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain 
God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on  

Paradise cannot be given 
So build it right here where your living 
While God watched his suffered children I will not forgive him  
Gotta go and get it out of my system 
Stick to this script we don’t care if you listen 
Love is in the eyes of the one your missing 
For them i’ll live a life worth living yeah  
Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
There’s not much more i can believe 
Because he don’t believe in me  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on

GODSAW

I See No Other Way w/ TXCKA

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

ft. @devins_world
prod by @prodcxrter x retz
LYRICS
If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Working all night, i got class all day
Chose my fights, and i make my way
Dark days, dark nights
I remember smoking underneath them park lights
Never had a bar fight, only been to a bar twice, it was alright
But wouldnt go again, id rather stay at home and discord with my friends
Lifes a precious thing, got me asking where the time went
I dont really care, lay back and close my eyelids
Baby please forgive me, interrupt at awful timings
Steady going up, but not scared of declining
Ima do what ima do, stay grinding

If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Devin:
Big chief like im mahomes im steady improvising 
Yeah I’m pushing along but life is terrifying 
I pretended I don’t care but when they’re not there I still dream of montclairs and rolling in diamonds 
Yeah they don’t even know me but got opinions 
Cause societal norms be shaping every vision 
I be living better now, just chillin on my couch but people always wanna get up in my business 
I know it’s true 
Envious people can’t get over you 
I got what they want, lil bitch you can’t have it I don’t give a fuck so you can move on and get past it


IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

Entity, A Ghost (prod. dash)

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

Dancing through pain - Vails

Lyrics below:

I've been down, lost in the shadows, Fighting doubts that feel like gallows.
In the silence, I heard the whispers, But deep inside, my heart still flickers
Every stumble taught me how to stand, With every heartbeat, l'll make my plan
The whispers of fear, I'll cast them aside, Embracing the strength that's deep down inside

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

No more shadows lurking, I'll face the dawn, With courage as my armor, I'll rise and move on.
With every heartbeat echoing, I'll break the chains,
Unraveling the past, l'll dance through the pains.
Dance through the pain
Dance through the pains

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

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Bailando a través del Dolor

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

Latley (Prod.Cross)

Prod, ARQ
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
Runnin' into your forest fire
Walkin' onto your razor wire
I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away
Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke
Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

If I spilled my heart, and it landed up on the carpet
Come on tell me baby girl would you pick it up, would you stomp it
'Cause I'm really not the one to ever go and get nauseous
But all these feelin's in my stomach make me wanna vomit, vomit
Say you hit rock bottom and you drownin' in your stress
I'm throwin' you a shovel I'll show you how deep it gets
When yo life is on the line and yo body no longer listens to you
To you

Don't tell me you ain't done enough
Don't tell me you ain't man enough
I feel like we don't talk enough
I feel like we don't "fuck it, fuck it"
Cry enough
I feel like we don't laugh enough
I feel like we don't matter much
I feel like we don't "Fuck it"

Runnin' into your forest fire
Walkin' onto your razor wire
I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away

Hold steady don't waste your time
There's nothin' between these lines
If ever I'm feelin' short
I know that my dealer's blind
How many levels of gray
Does it take to shade the pain?

The crack of my skin
Pale of your bones
All that I lack
Is nothin' you hold
Hide your keepsakes
It's all that you'll have
When you meet...

Old medicine inside my desk that don't remember me
Workin' for a life that is best, I fill your every need
Cherish the knife inside my back that you have given me
Stop cryin' baby boy

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away
Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke
Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

I'm Still Alive

REMEMBER ME (feat. Notions)

Solo

Lyrics: I be loving green 
Money and my weed 
California dreamin in my fucking jeans 
Smoke a whole pack 
Smoking on some tree
Leave it all at last 
Finally be free 

I be loving green 
Money and my weed 
California dreamin in my fucking jeans 
Smoke a whole pack 
Smoking on some tree
Leave it all at last 
Finally be free 

Now let me prepare for the long road ahead 
Roll up a few, pass the penjamin instead 
Roll up Benjamin, pull out the coke instead 
Coke so dark look like I’m snorting lead 

Coke too weak might cut this shit with fent 
In my mentality, it’ll leave a fucking dent 
Every fucking day I snort up my fucking rent
Every fucking day I get closer to the end 

Coke too weak might cut this shit with fent 
In my mentality, it’ll leave a fucking dent 
Every fucking day I snort up my fucking rent
Every fucking day I get closer to the end

K TOO STRONG 
MOLLY GOING OFF 
BACKYARD BITCH FUCKING TOOK IT ALL OFF
BACKYARD BITCH FUCKING TOOK RIGHT OFF 
GHB ON MY MOFUCKING TONGUE 
12347 TABS ON MY TONGUE
BLANK SHEET BITCH FINALLY WROTE SOME 
BACKSEAT BITCH SHE FINNA DO SOME
KICK HER OUT AND WATCH THAT BITCH RUN 
(It’s all because)

I love it when my nose runs
I love it when the crows hum 
I love it when the bright sun 
I hate it when the coke’s done 

I love it when my nose runs
I love it when the crows hum 
I love it when the bright sun 
I hate it when the coke’s done 

(Would you cry for me?
Would you die for me? 
Would you kill for me? 
Or would you lie to me?)

coke dreams (prod. nova chance)

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

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