i have this scheduled so don’t expect responses for a few days 
I'm fine as of writing this i just cracked under the pressure

Lyrics:

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

talking to myself and my body on the weekend
i choose to go under i love the fucking deep end
i don't really feel it could u see it in my eyes
as i reach my breaking point i rlly realize
that i'm coming down the freeway at existential speeds
i'm not slowing down till the trees need a replant
as the windshield caves in i can taste the pesticides
and the grass punctures my skin as i shatter up my spine

it doesn't matter how ur feeling just grind

speedometer capped at 135
press on the pedal with tears in my eyes
swear on that night i thought i woulda died
i woulda died
i woulda died
lady i guess it just wasn't my time
something's in store for me i realize
i'm not the type to go round n pick sides
go n pick sides
go n pick sides

135 (canyouseetheghost)

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
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Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
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sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

Cope

Cope w/ hero And Kbackwood$

Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

Im the best of the best im so locked in.

Featuring Cray* -

messed up

i had this dream, you were there with me
you wanna know what we were doing?

we were dancing uh huh
we were dancing uh huh
we were dancing under
we were dancing under the moonlight
we danced until the sunrise
we were out past, out past midnight
you like the way you catch my eye
i cant seem to forget that night
i cant seem to forget that night

i just cant forget that night
the feeling of your skin on mine
i run my fingers down your spine
while you do the same to mine

i feel you wet up on my jeans
girl i think youre in to me
she suck me while i roll my weed
she gonna end up in my dreams

we were dancing under the moonlight
we danced until the sunrise
we were out past, out past midnight
you like the way you catch my eye

cant forget that night

NO WAY IM FALLING BACK
I DID NOTHING WHEN I KNEW U WERE SAD
I DONT HAVE GUIDANCE
I DONT KNOW MY DAD
PIN EVERYTHING ON U WHEN I KNOW IM BAD
IN EVERY PICTURE I HIDE MY FACE
CANT HOLD EYE CONTACT
I LOOK AWAY
WOULD U STOP STARING
DONT LOOK AT MY FACE

Made with love and passion.

"Warm Christmas Glow" by Octave Plateau feat. G. A. Schreiber is a smooth jazz Christmas ballad that captures the cozy intimacy of the holiday season. Gentle melodies and soulful phrasing weave together like candlelight flickering across a quiet room, while the lyrics paint warm images of laughter, love, and timeless togetherness.

Rather than focusing on glitter or grandeur, the song highlights the true spirit of Christmas—moments of connection, shared memories, and the simple joy of being close to the people who matter most. With its soft groove and heartfelt vocals, "Warm Christmas Glow" wraps the listener in a tender atmosphere, like a fireside embrace that lingers long after the final note.

Perfect for holiday evenings, gatherings with loved ones, or as a soundtrack to quiet reflection, this track embodies the essence of smooth jazz charm blended with Christmas magic.

Here are the lyrics:

[Verse]
Candles flicker on the mantel high
Whispers of joy fill the air so light
The clock keeps ticking but we don’t mind
Hearts are full
And time feels kind

[Chorus]
Oh
The warm Christmas glow
It wraps us up
It won’t let go
Around the fire
Love will grow
Oh
The warm Christmas glow

[Verse 2]
Laughter echoes down the quiet hall
Pictures hung
They’ve seen it all
The smell of spice
It pulls me near
Every moment feels so clear

[Prechorus]
Hands to hold
Dreams to share
A simple wish
We’re all right there

[Chorus]
Oh
The warm Christmas glow
It wraps us up
It won’t let go
Around the fire
Love will grow
Oh
The warm Christmas glow

[Bridge]
No need for silver
No need for gold
This love we’ve found is wealth untold
The songs we sing
They fill the night
Hearts alight
Shining bright

Warm Christmas Glow

i guess ill just suffer through the pain

1st things 1st

Prod. @curtainss x Billy Martin

1st is 1st! (prod. Curtains x Billy Martin)

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