been having a rough time so i made this, hope u enjoy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

sayin that she miss me, baby i aint comin home
sleepin in my car, trynna hide from the cold
left my home town, i left everyone that i knew
hope they understand it was what i had to do

oooooohhhhh
what i had to doooooooooo
its what i had to do

am i livin a lie, or am i livin a dream
do i love my life, well thats what it seems
i hate myself, thats the reality
hurtin everyone, everyone is a casualty 

stuck in my chaos, im playing the victim
told so many lies i dont what the truth is
im not a good person, im not a good human
hate my fucking mind, why not just shoot it?

hope she doesnt hate me for leaving her all alone
i been on my own so i know how it feels
maybe in another universe weve done well
but im not a profit so who really knows

baby i love you but i dont think im good for anyone that ive ever met
i go thru a mania for a week n when i snap out of it i look at the mess i made

maybe in another universe (i dont have to look at the mess ive made)

lyrics


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

im so tired 
how u think it feels
when ur skin is on fire
i cant lie
i been dying slower since i tried to unwind
i say im fine
but im praying i can find a rope tonight 
i stay alive
against what i was hoping i jus wanna sleep tight

i jus need to fond another way
im sorry
tell me what to do
idk if u still want me
ill go on a walk
no wallet
no car keys
i aint coming back
im sick of the scarring

all i do is fail u
i wish i was better
but my wishes go unanswered 
i cant see the otherside from this side of the camper
the only thing i see is the inevitable damage


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

anothr n anothr so on + so forth

Guess we all gotta learn somehow 
Time can stop, but it never slows down 
Oh, I need to learn to grow inside 

I learned as a naïve child 
the world is cruel, but it still grows flowers 
Oh, I needed to grow inside

And I know, I know, I know
I'm not there yet, I still have so much to learn 
and so much time left 

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
it's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I know if I hold on longer
everything might get much harder, but I need to know what it's like to be okay 
For more than a minute,
Not covered in mistakes,
Not drowning in silence,
Reliving all the pain,
Stop feeling so selfish,
For setting boundaries that I need 

I know, I know, I know, I'm not there yet 
I still have so much to learn and so much time left 

I know, I know, I'm not there yet

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

Take a deep breath in
Close your eyes 
Dear younger me, you'll be alright
Dear older me, tell me if I'm right (Am I alright)

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I Promise You (Prod. Matthew May)

2% tint 
iunno care if u dont see bitch 
muzzle flash all on his face shit ig im beaming
if u aint my bros thats enough of a reason
aye
shit im boutta snap 
if i catch him out in public iunn need no strap 
corners of my eyes im seeing bodies in some bags
46 a lamb to the slaughter
i think ima turn another t shirt auburn

Lamb To The Slaughter

(prod. Cxrter x The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

to try my best i think its worth it
behind the curtains 
its the worst and im the reason
i know im so dramatic its pathetic
im way overly ecstatic i always show it

babe you know im damaged
i can never let it go
i can never look past it
im afraid to let it show
i know you think badly of me
i know you hate everything

oh i know you hate everything about me, i know you hate everything about me


do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

pathetic

lay me (pd. fantom)

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LYRICS!';'
[blospar]
Carry me away but the sandstorms strong
Grains hit my wounds and the pierce last long
Bury me in ember rest me ashes
Sand will cover my grave as time passes

Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

[vails]
Was this what was meant for me
My head buried in the sand 
Feel like I’m abandoned in the wilderness 
I need a hand

they say paradise is what you make it 
Can’t help but feel  that was fake shit 
Yes it’s pretty out the sun is gleaming bright
And it seems perfect
But theres just a heavy weight persona yah we just look past it 
baby it’s concerning me the way I feel
Nothing that I do is ever seeming real
The crystal waters shining blue & teal

[RiP.3.7]
Yeah before or after no happy ever afters the clock moves forward but we're looking at it backwards 
I guess that im just another worthless bastard to you 
Yeah I'm sorry but I cannot live faster for you 
Got rid of all them demons now they running back faster at you
In my soul where's the hope 
I've been all alone so
[back2chorus]
Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

sea of sand w/ vails & RiP.3.7 [prod. the sound clown]

After All

6feet pt.2 ft. borderlyne

lyric

players in my circle
fuck around i hurt you
i aint playing games
bitch i did that like im erkle
wide body cullinan
petal to the medal
picked you like a flower
but you fell off like a petal
playing with my feelings
start steaming like a kettle
i was rocked up
so she gave me skull candy
dont push my buttons
hoe you playing like you dee dee
i just spilled the wok
now im muddy like im carti
i can see her thong
it reminded me of carti

lights camera action
we bouta make a movie
mandatory pour up if your entering the studi
they thought we wouldnt make it
now were up well whoda thought
big fucking check look just like doodlebob
i just spilled some goop on my keyboard
amiro turned it to a church but it was once a clothing store

powderize the percocet
cause that shit had me floating more
said you love amiro
baby you dont even know the lore
big ass cheezit
taco bell
my tummy aint feeling well
amiro making magic through the dell
wearing cologne that even jeremy fragrance couldnt smell
these hoes like mitochondria inside my fucking cell
throw some coins inside my pocket
i might wish you well
this aint yeat
but imma still play the fucking bell

tris tornado

No fetter forged of mortal

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