a.lot.on.me. (prod. gally)

NON PROFIT

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

i dont hate u
i just hate myself
cant be see thru
cuz then i played myself
what im wearing u wont be able to find on a shelf
its apparent that none of this is good for my health
love to talk i just hope that one day theyll listen
if i walk out its cuz im tired of the bitching
im in dior i love God so im a Christian
i cant see straight oh God im geeking
i love u bae thats why im tweaking
i drink a bottle and im going off the deep end
thats love cant dodge that feeling
so imma try to keep it
think ab us before u treat me like that
shes praying just for me to unpack
shes laying but shes crying in my lap
i keep on wishing for something that ill never get back

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

b** month [prod. rubbish]

(prod. Cxrter x The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

to try my best i think its worth it
behind the curtains 
its the worst and im the reason
i know im so dramatic its pathetic
im way overly ecstatic i always show it

babe you know im damaged
i can never let it go
i can never look past it
im afraid to let it show
i know you think badly of me
i know you hate everything

oh i know you hate everything about me, i know you hate everything about me


do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

pathetic

Either Way ft. Dane G *demo* (prod. jang0)

If you can’t forgive me lay me in the dirt (pd. fantom)

shoutout the gang 
@alex-thomas-fox @rip37official @whos-that-clown
LYRICS!';'
[blospar]
Carry me away but the sandstorms strong
Grains hit my wounds and the pierce last long
Bury me in ember rest me ashes
Sand will cover my grave as time passes

Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

[vails]
Was this what was meant for me
My head buried in the sand 
Feel like I’m abandoned in the wilderness 
I need a hand

they say paradise is what you make it 
Can’t help but feel  that was fake shit 
Yes it’s pretty out the sun is gleaming bright
And it seems perfect
But theres just a heavy weight persona yah we just look past it 
baby it’s concerning me the way I feel
Nothing that I do is ever seeming real
The crystal waters shining blue & teal

[RiP.3.7]
Yeah before or after no happy ever afters the clock moves forward but we're looking at it backwards 
I guess that im just another worthless bastard to you 
Yeah I'm sorry but I cannot live faster for you 
Got rid of all them demons now they running back faster at you
In my soul where's the hope 
I've been all alone so
[back2chorus]
Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

sea of sand w/ vails & RiP.3.7 [prod. the sound clown]

6feet pt.2 ft. borderlyne

doesn't feel like home w/ Kid Benzo (timeless)

you're my guardian angel

En bas du jardin.  (1)

a heartfelt folk song for your winter/fall Playlist. whatever 

Double Gemini by CheckTwiceBryce

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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