Thane:
[pre-chorus]
my heart is, in conflict
this is just life, my verdict
says i will, just predict
the fact im so imperfect

[chorus]
i might just bloom to fail
i try and i prevail
i love but i don’t care
your hope it seems to scare
and i don’t give a fuck
genie’s gold but no luck
i got hit by a truck
when i tried to score your goals
under the bridge there’s trolls
billy goats in the scrolls
i call this bloom failure
and death is the final toll

ANPU:
I felt you in my heart
Still so high
It’s so dark
I’m dead here
I wanna disappear again
I’ve been feeling so down
When will it end

I thought something wrote it down with my pen
I lost myself don’t know where I’ve been
Ketemine got me feeling so wavy
Fucked up how I think that you hate me
You hate me

[pre-chorus]
my heart is, in conflict 
this is just life, my verdict 
says i will, just predict 
the fact im so imperfect 

[chorus]
i might just bloom to fail 
i try and i prevail 
i love but i don’t care 
your hope it seems to scare 
and i don’t give a fuck
genie’s gold but no luck 
i got hit by a truck
when i tried to score your goals 
under the bridge there’s trolls 
billy goats in the scrolls 
i call this bloom failure 
and death is the final toll

[end verse]
i just wanna sleep, i dont wanna die
i wanted your heart, but i lost mine
sorry i upset you, are you gonna cry?
i felt everything, now i just lie
i lost my heart along the way
in the clubhouse, the only way
i just wish my emotions saw another day
but every time i think, im a lost case
every time i run, i come in last place
but its a journey, not another race

Heart (prod. djoeybeats)

This Time (prod. mays music)

dream w/ halfhearted (Michael Harrison)

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

prod. cxrter x irby



lyrics:
ima keep counting till the sun up
big bands, high end brands ima show off
deep fried, lemme cook, im a sauna
i can make it big, ima show her

she cant even look at me, im shining
if she ever walk on me, im fining
talking with the fairies, im flying
icgaf about no timing

bitch im cool
who tf is you?
on a groove
baby, tell me what it do?
making moves
got on my dancing shoes
shades on too
spotlight shining through (x2)

Kiddamo:
im drinking campagne in a limo
im staring at your house through the window
you turn this shitty town to santo domingo
multi persaonlity im stuck in a limbo
in a limbo, oh
in a limbo, oh, oh
im talking like an asshole but i think you could do better
told her shes so perfect that i wish i never met her
i hope you see the beach when you read these love letters
shawty fell in love because ima go getter
smoking on some runtz and these pringles extra cheddar
shoutout to the kid in bangladesh that made this sweater

scorpio:
bitch im cool
who tf is you?
on a groove
baby, tell me what it do?
making moves
got on my dancing shoes
shades on too
spotlight shining through

spotlight (feat. Kiddamo)

Vails x Mackk - not so special
Prod. By Mackk
Vocals from vails 
Lyrics below:

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

Yeah yeah I break down when the world gets loud
Yeah yeah Smile on my face but I’m not proud
Yeah yeah I’m just a ghost in a fragile shell
Yeah yeah Been through heaven, but I stayed in hell

I been runnin’ from the pain I feel inside,
Smile on my face but it’s all a disguise,
Bottle it up, yeah, I keep it in tight,
Pray for the day that I’ll finally feel right

You see hope where I see my flaws,
I see cracks where you see no walls,
I keep falling no hands to hold,
Heart too numb, it’s already cold

It’s already cold it’s already cold
And now I’m freezing, now you’re leaving
Now I’m grieving baby why you leaving me 

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

#rap #melodic #vails

Not so special

hate it when my feelings creep up like a nightmare
i swear
i aint mean to do it like i did but it was something I could fight for
we have memories that i would die for 100 times over if you let me
1000 lightyears away
but theres still something that im holding
time stops when i see ur face now
i dont wanna see that no more
it only made feel im not worth it
it only made me feel like you were bored
when you talked to me was it something that you wanted
or was it nothing of the sort
all i know is that you slammed me out the door
and ever since being happy been a chore
its not a miracle if i cant make it back to you
And im so sorry that i did just what i had to do
Had to add up to the list i got of bad news
but when you hear it you dont hear it how youre meant to
used to wear me like a life vest
til the excuses came intruding i cant digest
and when its folding over i find a new sidequest
i hope it hold me over until you get my text

i press record and then i take my first sip
im not ignoring you im just tryna fix this mix
im flying off this keef dust like a pixie
im falling down inside the void like are you with me
trust fall
ill give you my all
i could write a song in 20 minutes but in your face i stall
cause finding all the right words too hard
with love from my broken heart
lets live together we could build a house thats right under the stars
swear youre more beautiful now that i know who you are
im all rusted up can you please replace my broken parts
im so fucked up cant cry but if i could id cry a lot
they already know whats good whenever i walk into the spot
me and brecken so high were in outer space like kirk and spock
were just stepping on them like a pair of birkenstocks
we gon get big money like wap
im just trickshotting like cod
should out gray shout out amo
they my brothers let me put you on
wonder where i been for the past few days just sat back rapping smoking runtz
they already know where i be at in the party im quiet sipping mud
i stick to myself i dont feel the same i run from everyone

nothing of the sort (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

picture this-, picture this view
I can't get it quite across in the backrooms
branches strumming on guitars and it's so fitting
just fit in, stay sitting
I'd love to sit here in front of stars
but I can't see without the past
close my eyes but I still gotta make a living 
ain't it fitting, where we sitting?
I've got plenty coming in, double digits

what're you talking about?
this is all that I know
this is all that I've got
push the barrier
no one's staring at you
I know it's scary for you
all that compassion know you've got a heart to spare me, or 2
girl you're playing inside my mind just like you're galaxy 2
I put these beats all in the grave, thats where I'm burying you

I fucking lost it

just wanna tell you a couple of things
might not be poison but it still stings
cushion that bed 'coz girl you need sleep

heart 1.5

heart 1.5 (under the maple tree)

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

generator (hollowprpl)

Thank you.
Love you.

credits to:
@iamaneerdowell
@babieyummo

---LYRICS---

ghost in the snow, I been faded too long
hands on my soul, but my body feels wrong
left me in the dark where the daylight’s gone
can’t feel nothin’, I can’t feel none

cold veins, frostbite, bleed through my chain
she love pain, guess we one in the same
drip black tears, fallin’ down in the rain
say my name, but it don’t sound the same

ice in my lungs, got a heart full of smoke
lost my youth when I made that oath
sold my soul, I ain’t ever been woke
angel wings turn ash when I choke

lost, in my head too long
every night, I replay that song
snow fall down where my heart went wrong
you said love, but it feel like gone

don’t call back, I been ghostin’ phones
sleep in the day, leave blood on my bones
you ain’t real, you just flesh and chrome
I’m just numb, I’m just numb alone

sippin’ venom out the cup, it’s a ritual
swore its forever but, that sound fictional
burnt wings, yeah, I fell from the pinnacle
scars still bleed, but they look kinda beautiful

venom. (NE'ERDOWELL x babieyummo)

Back Of The Trap House 2

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