websitezero december '24

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

ft. @devins_world
prod by @prodcxrter x retz
LYRICS
If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Working all night, i got class all day
Chose my fights, and i make my way
Dark days, dark nights
I remember smoking underneath them park lights
Never had a bar fight, only been to a bar twice, it was alright
But wouldnt go again, id rather stay at home and discord with my friends
Lifes a precious thing, got me asking where the time went
I dont really care, lay back and close my eyelids
Baby please forgive me, interrupt at awful timings
Steady going up, but not scared of declining
Ima do what ima do, stay grinding

If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Devin:
Big chief like im mahomes im steady improvising 
Yeah I’m pushing along but life is terrifying 
I pretended I don’t care but when they’re not there I still dream of montclairs and rolling in diamonds 
Yeah they don’t even know me but got opinions 
Cause societal norms be shaping every vision 
I be living better now, just chillin on my couch but people always wanna get up in my business 
I know it’s true 
Envious people can’t get over you 
I got what they want, lil bitch you can’t have it I don’t give a fuck so you can move on and get past it


IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

(prod. Miércoles)

lyrics:
scorpio:
there was once was a man who
travelled down different avenues
trying to find a place he belongs
but he never found the place that he wants

there once was a girl who wrote in her diary
saying, "i wish there was a boy for me
the one that i dream of
but i dont think he'll ever come"

Zoe Beaufay:
you
been by my side the whole time
but you didn't believe me and that's alright
cause you
made me feel bad so many times I can't even count

wow, I was so down
you feeling proud

I'd rather watch the moon
at least it shines for both of us
and it reminds me of what I should do

there once was (feat. Zoe Beaufay)

Dancing through pain - Vails

Lyrics below:

I've been down, lost in the shadows, Fighting doubts that feel like gallows.
In the silence, I heard the whispers, But deep inside, my heart still flickers
Every stumble taught me how to stand, With every heartbeat, l'll make my plan
The whispers of fear, I'll cast them aside, Embracing the strength that's deep down inside

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

No more shadows lurking, I'll face the dawn, With courage as my armor, I'll rise and move on.
With every heartbeat echoing, I'll break the chains,
Unraveling the past, l'll dance through the pains.
Dance through the pain
Dance through the pains

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

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Bailando a través del Dolor

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

Latley (Prod.Cross)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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