prod. me

Brandon's

☁️

the moves you make, the time you spend/
don't waste its body//

with love @imfrommarslol @alvarocabrera @musicofwei

-

I keep seeing you on TV
Every movie, every song, every text I read
But you keep on evading me
It’s like I’m meant to be alone for eternity

I’m just saying
Life is ticking 
Don’t let me die here without you
And I’ve been reckless 
But please undress this 
Don’t waste my body

I’m making a mistake
But I can’t back down on you
Yeah you
How long will you keep me waiting? 
I’ve made it very clear
I don’t need nobody but you
How long will you keep me waiting? 

I can’t escape
Why can’t I wait?
I can’t escape?
Why can’t I wait?

Porcelain w/ alex martian & alvaro cabrera

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff made da amazing vocals 

enjoy :3

lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

spotify ^_^

scruff - learning <3 (sai)

produced by ria @ria_chuelo & me
mixed & mastered by me

additional help from @oolacile !

Released under @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
this pain inside me i can’t stand it
im all alone cause i can’t fit in
gotta be like this or that… but i can never be just me
cause im such a mess and i can’t control it
at least i’ll admit that i am just worthless
but u are the one that’s giving me hope
even though truly ur killing me slowly

its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…
its so hard for me to win
when all i do is just pretend
im not okay, im not alright
i only want u by my side…

u make me feel alive as ur poison drags me down
and every time i cry, ur always there to numb what’s left…

im nothing without u
u make me sick but i dont care
blood oozing… constricting…
it’s all just coming out
weighed down by ur machinations
you’ve ruined my life, congratulations…

Lines of Death

poison (Prod. Ria & AViT)

𝑁𝑂𝐻𝑋𝑅𝑇 - 𝐹𝐿𝑂𝐴𝑇 𝐹𝑡. 𝐹𝑙𝑦𝐷𝑜𝑙𝑜 (𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑑.𝐽𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑂)

𝐷𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝐺𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝐵𝑦

flowers

flowers (sped up)

flowers *sped up*

Love/Trust </3 Prod. oliver easton

one of my favs i made recently, w @ninexteen

you w ninexteen (p. airbourn)

the art of arranging flowers ^_^

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff https://soundcloud.com/mental https://soundcloud.com/reefuh

yay

scruff + mental + reef - ikebana 🌺(sai)

https://soundcloud.com/blxty https://soundcloud.com/ri4h https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss <3

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/11iriss :D

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

[max]
yeah, you just got me fucked up
i just wanted you to stay, but now im locked up
whats gonna stop us
you know it's just us
i don't care about nobody else i wantcha
don't know why you tripping bae,
i could give a million reasons why I wanna stay
steady looking at the sky, I just wanna see your face
we could use another talk, I just wanna make, up

dont go now
i know you wanna 
not be found

just stay

[blx]
would u want a piece of me
i can promise itll be okayy
i dont wanna see u leave
just promise ull stay w me
okayy
x2

[riah]
would u want it any other way
so damn tired of makin mistakes
u better step back n get in ur lane cuz
i dont really know if i feel no way
dont leave dont go away
cuz ill make sure im the one u chase
ik its hard but u gotta believe so stay w me 
okayy

blxty + riah + max ruben - stay with me 🌷 (sai x miharu)

shoutout the realistic perspective of having attachment issues to someone who dont even know you like that

//lyrics

Aye, aaye, RAAAH
Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Breaking me, in half
Why cant you, wait for me, in there
Thought you wouldnt say somethings not fair
Its funny i was tryna get you out my head
Its only a bad sign when i care
Hope you wouldn't flatline when im not there
Its the last time you fuckin forget
Lovin you's my past time dont fuckin forget
But she noticed
That i know it
Pride showin
Hate me after all that
All these pictures, under my bag
Guess we gotta restart, bring it all back, and i say

Its crazy i aint know you for too long
Feels like i dont even know you when you're gone
You saw nothin'
In my eyes you were fully frontin'
Yeah, put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings

Just hold onto me
You dont even know what you've done to me
Im not comin' up from the water to breathe
I dont care if you even want me
Cus i might never let go, oh ooh
Got this under control, ooooh oh
Crying when i see your name
But you dont even know mine
I feel the pain, in my heart
Feel the shame when we grow apart
Like why you gotta let these lames up in your heart
No i havent stayed the same, its been so hard
And i dont know why, you refuse to

put him in the back, im kiddin'
Its like, scratch that im the villian, yeah
Trippin' when you say you're with him
Always, runnin from my feelings
Running from my feelings, oh
Running from my feelings, ooh

attachment issues [p. sai]

https://soundcloud.com/blxty :3

art by はえもり(https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/5032847)

[blxty]
i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

[sai]
im in luv with u   ah
u get me so high im floating thru the roof
i dont rlly care bout shit except for u ya
u give me those looks i dont know what to do ^_^
to dooo uh

can we talkkkkkkk
i wish our eyes would lockkkk
like girl can we b in love
and she like yes boy omg
uh
70 on dashboard, i cnt stopppp
i jus wanna have the world, i just need ur loveee :3

[blxty]
u dont know how it feels
to lay here all alone
im tired but im up and im up and i just cant fall asleep
when ur with me
i feel incomplete
and nothing can ever tear me apart
the way u be mean
u know that it hurts me 
ya it tears me all aparttt

i cant do it
girl u can be my weakness i dnt mind
i might lose it
but when im with u ill just keep in mind
that i can do it
u know ur my weakness but i dont mind
i could lose it
but i know that i wont because i~

i dont mind 💗 +blxty (sai)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye ft. mei (kojo & remghost)

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

spotify

scruff - flower journal (sai)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

marchfifth, twentytwentyone.
i keep seeing you in my dreams. why?
featuring @nclkyr.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.
mixed by anvii & @heavenindaclouds.

anvii:
my life's a shitshow
it's always so unsteady unlike the tempo
u know i cared about u
u know i cared about u 
i dont wanna talk bout no non sense
they always said dont worry about the past tense
oh i know
oh i know

hook:
maybe im just dreaming?
eyes to the ceiling
trying to wake up but i cant escape the feeling
dont wanna let go
ur laugh just echoes
inside my mind
knew u'd leave me
i said so

kyra:
my life's a mess
everything i do is not for the best
i dont wanna explain it anymore
i just wanna see the world before i
go back to the place
back to the days
u told me u wont leave me
now im alone
*rings*
on the phone
nobody knows
nobody knows