writing, production, mixing, and mastering by me
faketaiyo on drums (thanks)
lyrics:
see ur eyes inside the mirror
and blood inside the sink from fishing chunks of glass out of ur mouth and in between your teeth
the lsd was strong
and now you're feeling weak from losing blood but about it u must never ever think
cos then you'll start to spiral 
you'll be a husk for weeks and wake up in a bed that isn't yours wondering why u can't breathe
does it seem familiar
lookin back at me and thinkin that i wasn't real and that i wouldn’t ever ever be

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

flowers litter rearview
disastrous scenery created by false information but embraced by all of me
and you always knew what happened
but left me in the deep and made the ones i loved the most want nothing but to watch me bleed
and now im by myself
and i miss everything from having friends to leaving home without people looking at me
and i always knew i’d lose u
and that you’d turn them all around, to hear the sound my soul would start to scream and cry aloud

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

It’s the way that resurrection is portrayed
Knowing second chances only happen if u know what moves to play
There will always be some trouble waiting for the day
Where u trip over urself 
and u fall into the snakes, into the snakes

I know I’m getting older
But u can’t even see above the wall you built around my legs imprisoning my feet
But now I’ve broken out
And I’m a better me but ur still riding on the coattails of the lies that you could breathe

snake pit

wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

writing/production/mastering by me
co-drum mix by @ harry_._taylor on instagram 


lyrics:
i contradict 
myself too much
for my own good
i'm made of lust 
for love and loss
and when i lose myself i'll set the grass ablaze
i'll burn my face
july came through and i grew up in just a day
my wings are stuck inside the clay and i could break out but i stay why must i stay

elevation with a friend
i keep losing all of them
august only just began
i already miss my hands
rigor mortis fix my brain so i can level out my shoddy aim
i have a feeling you don't feel the same
so do i trust my gut or do i walk away

i move an inch 
the cracks will spread 
hope they can't hear
or else im dead stepped out of line a final time
my ego grows but now i'm right
turn out the light
i run away
but im not scared i run to change 
what will i share?
and now im shamelessly myself
im fucking drained
am i unwell

serotonin in the shell
i will dig myself through hell
may is oh so far away
but tomorrow won’t delay
dashing through the cloudless sky until i’m out of breath
and my wings are lacking rest
i know i didn’t give much hope but when we’re tying the rope
i wanna hold ur hand and say
i had fun
we aren’t done 
lookin thru the trash so we can find one
for memory
my lovely
i won’t let it go until my job’s done

clay wings

Her Spirit

Bel automne (1997)

dancin closer to the edge

Soul Without A Shell

Memories

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

Scruffpuppie - im never coming home

Rigby - Headache

doing all the things i used to do wif ppl-cover (redo)

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me