Cold Summer

allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

writing, production, mixing, and mastering by me
faketaiyo on drums (thanks)
lyrics:
see ur eyes inside the mirror
and blood inside the sink from fishing chunks of glass out of ur mouth and in between your teeth
the lsd was strong
and now you're feeling weak from losing blood but about it u must never ever think
cos then you'll start to spiral 
you'll be a husk for weeks and wake up in a bed that isn't yours wondering why u can't breathe
does it seem familiar
lookin back at me and thinkin that i wasn't real and that i wouldn’t ever ever be

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

flowers litter rearview
disastrous scenery created by false information but embraced by all of me
and you always knew what happened
but left me in the deep and made the ones i loved the most want nothing but to watch me bleed
and now im by myself
and i miss everything from having friends to leaving home without people looking at me
and i always knew i’d lose u
and that you’d turn them all around, to hear the sound my soul would start to scream and cry aloud

and you haven't changed a bit
ur still thinking about me
ur jus like how i left u back in 2017
i thought that u would back off
leave me growing up in peace
But ur still just out of view 
Do you know I’ve always seen

It’s the way that resurrection is portrayed
Knowing second chances only happen if u know what moves to play
There will always be some trouble waiting for the day
Where u trip over urself 
and u fall into the snakes, into the snakes

I know I’m getting older
But u can’t even see above the wall you built around my legs imprisoning my feet
But now I’ve broken out
And I’m a better me but ur still riding on the coattails of the lies that you could breathe

snake pit

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

i exist i exist i exist

A Little Knowledge

Verse 1
When I was young, I thought I knew everything
As they say, a little knowledge is a dangerous thing
Like a couple facts about Rome or Martin Luther King

Pre-Chorus
But wisdom fades if we don’t stay true
The more I learned, the less I knew

Verse 2
We like to sit in our Ivory Towers
Francis Bacon said knowledge is power
Dr. King condemned money and power

Pre-Chorus
But wisdom fades if we don’t stay true
The more I learned, the less I knew

Chorus
Oh, I’m still searching for the light
Between the shadows of wrong and right
The higher I climb,
 the more I fall
Knowledge is a journey after all

Verse 3
I raised my voice with a borrowed phrase
Believed I could change the world in a hundred days
thought I was thorough, but barely escaped the blaze.

Pre-Chorus
But wisdom fades if we don’t stay true
The more I learned, the less I knew

Chorus
Oh, I’m still searching, searching for the light
Between the shadows of wrong and right
The higher I climb,
 the more I fall
Knowledge is a journey after all

Verse 4
The older I get, the questions reroute
The answers change in rain and drought
I know money and power ain’t what it’s all about 

Pre-Chorus
But wisdom fades if we don’t stay true
The more I learned, the less I knew

Chorus
Oh, I’m still searching, searching for the light
Between the shadows of wrong and right
The higher I climb,
 the more I fall
Knowledge is a journey after all

Chorus
Oh, I’m still searching, searching for the light
Between the shadows of wrong and right
The higher I climb,
 the more I fall
Knowledge is a journey after all


A Little Knowledge

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goat

find something new 
i went out to say
i felt good today
i went out to say
find something new

coaster

control yourself (demo)

Grimes - Nightmusic.mp3

if you love me, come clean

lyrics:
sometimes i gotta settle down and get out
you told me everything you said we cried out
and i saw you going down the hill i chased you
tripped scraped my knee and overheard the sky blue
and i found the polaroid you took in my room
and thoughts that are overwhelming me just break through
why can't the world acknowledge anything we do
trying so hard but we never really made do

broken hearts make for good words 
but it sucks when we get hurt
i wish i was clear

sometimes we fight and scream and yell and shut up
wish i could communicate feelings boxed up
life's pain and art so i try to relate to
everything i can possibly hold onto

drugs and love
aren't enough
when i see you
my world lights up
i wish u were clear

sometimes- demo

parasite

no good at lying- charlie hickey cover

she/her
https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
willows, weep for me

snake pit

scruffpuppie

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