I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

What do you say tho fear the unknown 
Like a bullet shatter this love 
Will I die all alone like a mistake 
Reverse to a sad time get away 
Turn the tables I’m unable 
So hopeless show me purpose 
Future I want not this shit
I can’t feel a thing wtf am I trying for 

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

I don’t wanna grow old no
Baby please just break my bones 
Cuz I’m a letdown pay the fuck up 
On the table cut my heart out 
Lucid dreams about love I never found 
Of a time and a place I wish exist now 
Got a cardinal follows me around 
Could it be you could it be death 
Could it be a sign 
Fuck it I don’t regret 
Noose on my neck cut off my assets 
Drain my last breath (nope) as the sky cries 
Look in my eyes 
To whom it may concern 
goodbye

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

We've been here before

Knot

Saccharine

REPENT

essence reaver 
we’re gettin low 

stuck in a dream
like i’m seventeen 
i can feel myself getting closer
in a part of me 
i can start to see 
that world is giving me closure 

we’re gettin low
we’re gettin low

my soul is everything 
but my heart is the key
if i can’t find myself 
before i start falling 
i’ll drown myself in sorrow 
a burden waiting for tomorrow 
maybe then and only then 
this chapter will finally end 
and i can be reborn 

essence reaver 
we’re gettin low 

now i’m feelin like
spending all my time
showing everyone what it takes
in the mirror i
start to visualize 
someone who’s about to get their break 

stuck in a dream
like i’m seventeen 
i can feel myself getting closer
in a part of me 
i can start to see 
that world is giving me closure 
giving me closure
giving me closure

my soul is everything 
but my heart is the key
if i can’t find myself 
before i start falling 
i’ll drown myself in sorrow 
a burden waiting for tomorrow 
maybe then and only then 
this chapter will finally end 
and i can be reborn 
i can be reborn

i’m finally satisfied 
with the path i’m on 

i feel safer knowing that
my guardian angels
can talk to me now 
tell me how i can 
make it all turn around
so i can be found 
so i can be found

all my life i knew i was on a mission
a mission to awaken my soul 
i always thought it would never be me
but fate had a different goal 
and i’m finally where i need to be 
i’m finally where i need to be 
i’m finally where i need to be 
i’m finally where i need to be 

stuck in a dream
like i’m seventeen 
i can feel myself getting closer
in a part of me 
i can start to see 
that world is giving me closure 
stuck in a dream
like i’m seventeen 
i can feel myself getting closer
in a part of me 
i can start to see 
that world is giving me closure 

SYKE!! 

essence reaver

essence reaver

Silence Breaker

Hold Onto Me

Bowing to the chains
Screaming for a leash
Licking boots
Your cries never cease
A hollow drone
The swarm aligns
Crawling in filth
Begging for signs

Useful Idiot

I should’ve knew that you weren’t who you said you are
Project your lie
so you can feel alright 
But you forgot that I’ve done this shit my entire life 

Control me control me
Make it so no one else adores me 
Console me console me
Make it so it’s only you who makes me happy 

Control me control me
Make it so no one else adores me 
Console me console me
Make it so it’s only you who makes me happy 

I know I should’ve left when you said that you could get who you want when you wanted cus it’s all a part of your antics 
Those eyes were once so innocent 
red flags look like flags with pink lenses 
But they hollowed out 
When I realised I was a pawn in your game 
Take a vulnerable girl and make her scream your name 
How can you not feel ashamed?
Using girls for your own good 
Whilst you gamble your life away with drugs 
Have you finally filled the void?


I should’ve knew that you weren’t who you said you are
Project your lie
so you can feel alright 
But you forgot that I’ve done this shit my entire life 

Control me control me
Make it so no one else adores me 
Console me console me
Make it so it’s only you who makes me happy 

Control me control me
Make it so no one else adores me 
Console me console me
Make it so it’s only you who makes me happy

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

scryy