produced by secre (2024)

Ignoring what we’ve loved, overlooking what we’ve done

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

soberr_24

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

Lyrics:

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

wish i loved myself just a little bit more
so i’d have that strength to walk out that door
wounds may heal but my scars stay torn
angels turning demon with them devil horns
every single day i’m getting closer to the grave
watch em go ghost but i gotta stay brave
insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay
Insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

skin full of bugs, pins and needles
lungs full of blood, brain full of beetles
eat me away, dead or alive, crying out for help, tryna survive
i’m tired of the pain, all the nights i prayed
the ones you hold close, keep the sharpest blade
bones wash away in the acid rain
all that’s left here is regrets and pain

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: secre x chris marek
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

bugs prod. secre x chris marek

femboi dreams

Lyrics; 

Girl you are always on my mind 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
You know everything will heal with time 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
And just know everything will be alright 
When I go home
Imma hold you 
Girl you are always on my mind 
when I scroll through my phone 
Late at night time 
I never thought I would be here again 
I never thought I would see the sunrise 
And I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
I can’t wait to look into your eyes 
We’re alone now
I gotta go now. 

I stand alone at the crossroads
I only know what you taught me to be 
And now I feel like a no one 
Is this what you want me to be?

Go (prod. Secre)

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

What do you say tho fear the unknown 
Like a bullet shatter this love 
Will I die all alone like a mistake 
Reverse to a sad time get away 
Turn the tables I’m unable 
So hopeless show me purpose 
Future I want not this shit
I can’t feel a thing wtf am I trying for 

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

I don’t wanna grow old no
Baby please just break my bones 
Cuz I’m a letdown pay the fuck up 
On the table cut my heart out 
Lucid dreams about love I never found 
Of a time and a place I wish exist now 
Got a cardinal follows me around 
Could it be you could it be death 
Could it be a sign 
Fuck it I don’t regret 
Noose on my neck cut off my assets 
Drain my last breath (nope) as the sky cries 
Look in my eyes 
To whom it may concern 
goodbye

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

Sunrise like a movie set 
Reborn fell in love with death 
Pullin on ya waist catch a sweat 
No regrets yeah yeah tap out 

Cash out fuck I know about rap 
Know about pain run through the hate 
Fuck it who cares anyway 
Detach get away 
Carve away 
Float away through space yeah 
Rip apart my dna like a star yeah
Bottle me up now 
Send me home now 
Run away run away run away yeah

Sunrise like a movie set 
Reborn fell in love with death 
Pullin on ya waist catch a sweat 
No regrets yeah yeah tap out 

No regrets yeah yeah tap out 
Crush down on my lungs bout to black out 
No thoughts no cares why back out 
Spaz out on my wrist got my blood crown 
Rot away I decay I found my home yeah 
Tear apart my thin skin down to my bone yeah 

Sunrise 
Like a movie set 
Reborn 
fell in love with death

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

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