I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

What do you say tho fear the unknown 
Like a bullet shatter this love 
Will I die all alone like a mistake 
Reverse to a sad time get away 
Turn the tables I’m unable 
So hopeless show me purpose 
Future I want not this shit
I can’t feel a thing wtf am I trying for 

I write down all my thoughts that trap me 
I live in the past 
Am I free fuck no 
Whats this all about 
Fantazie the day I go out 
Fuck the pills they don’t work dig it up though
Throw me in the dirt I don’t wanna grow old

I don’t wanna grow old no
Baby please just break my bones 
Cuz I’m a letdown pay the fuck up 
On the table cut my heart out 
Lucid dreams about love I never found 
Of a time and a place I wish exist now 
Got a cardinal follows me around 
Could it be you could it be death 
Could it be a sign 
Fuck it I don’t regret 
Noose on my neck cut off my assets 
Drain my last breath (nope) as the sky cries 
Look in my eyes 
To whom it may concern 
goodbye

To Whom It May Concern (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick

scryy