peep these jawns while yurr @ it .

@searingthrume
@dancinginrainfall

og version of https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/somnolence

dont know shi bout nun, i dont know my place
i cant keep my sane, bouta start breakin shi
brain chem shift, feel the scales tip
now all i do is bitch, feel my tendons rip
all i wanna do is bleed out on the floor now
all i ever hear is noise nd sound, im bouta put holes innat ground
all i wanna do is scream without control now
its over now, yea its over now
gonna rip myself to shreds
im my own loose end
got me bleedin out, got me bleedin out
screamin "rip me out, frm here jus rip me out"
its all bloody now, its all tainted now
errything in bits nd pieces, shattered down
whole world spinnin round, for eternity
goin round in silly circles til the end of me

lesions - bits nd pieces「+miseryprism」

@dancinginrainfall
@enemyism

tired of tryna push thru
head hurt, i cant get it thru [get to yu]
those words yu spoke so cursed 
i cant fckn take it
i miss ur skin so baddd
im so cracked nd i cant take it
my mind been so gone, i cant fake it

look at my face, dont know what to say.. 
i watched me break :/
dont even think for a fckn second we the same
shufflin in silence cuz im privy to ur games
wander round my fckn room wit apathy, i'll break like errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
sick nd tired of like fckn errythang
goddamn, im so brain damned
nd i dont think theres a way outta this mess

brain damned </3「+miseryprism」[hosted by dj enzara 🤹]

nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/233560402_Neramexane_A_moderate-affinity_NMDA_receptor_channel_blocker_New_prospects_and_indications

prod @yuracual w/ extra frm me

brain all damned, nd i swear2 gawd
tired of words cuz they make me feel off
all the neuropathy, guess how im gon rot
neramexane to my tinnitus, get it out
get it off, ears ringin, screechin metal wit da saw
breakin all they brains wit heretical law
do yu understand what im speakin? nahh ah ahhh
head over heels like ahh ah ahhh
skin me wit ya nails bih, leave a mark
rather see blood now, fill my heart
sick of coughin up phlegm in the dark
wakin up, screamin like a draugr thrall
luv how she see right thru the art
luv how she see thru me

draugr thrall | neramexane「+yuracual」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage [prod yuracual]

down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

.. so much4 that .
prod me nd @dancinginrainfall

i swear2 gawd
yea i cant keep goin on like this
before i met yu i aint feel a thing
carbon bond baby tell me if yu feel that
wasnt lyin when i said i think i need that
yu agonize my bonds, its that magic
turnin my head2 soup
seepin in my heart, chains gettn cut thru
feel yu get me the depth is insanity
2:2 swear her mind feel so close2 me
pull me out the fuckery, pull me outta errything
rlly hope yu feel the same wayyy
way we talk like erryday does sumn2 my brain
hope yu get what the fuk i been sayinnn
swear it b that magic k, yea that magic k

agonize my heart
agonize my bonds
agonize me
tell me whatchu want
nevr want yu gone
love what yu do to my chemistry
only one that i want
think yur jus what i need
see all these other folks?
they could never get me

agonize my bonds.. ♡♡「+miseryprism」##1:1

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

Faux Chemists II

2023 @dancinginrainfall

when u talk sht ion seem 2 hear nun
bitch get on ur knees look at my roarguns

miseryprism - bulimia nervosa

but alas, ion got a choice .
production by @dancinginrainfall
:
all these thoughts been surgin thru my head
ion like it, it feel like fireeee
don't wanna be me, yu'd get so sick nd tireddd
like don't even try.. don't evn try it .
fuck lookn up to me, ion wanna be yur sire
not yur role model, fuck yur feelins on the wired
losin my shit, neurons like a livewire
so longgg, so doneee, so goneee
it's not working... (3x)
i don't wanna be me.. ion wANNA BE ME .
WOULDN'T WANNA BE ME .
FUCK IT ALL, I HATE ME .

⁵³ȶɨʟ ɨ ɖɨɛ.. 🝇「+miseryprism」

WATERGXD - Stargazing In The Summer (prod. wxrst)

august research release w/ lesions jv yuracual

racket onn racket o(TヘTo)
prod by @jvckrxid nd @tommy7 
+++xtra frm moi .

ion fuckn need yu, if yu on mah nerves, get back
always tryn talk smack, its racket on racket
funny how yu talkin, yu aint on shit, step back
talkin on me? bitch, yu in tha loser bracket
so much to say, guess we aint the same
invadin my space, get out of my brain ho
think yu knowin pain? lesion gonna show yo
fuck yu think me talkin bout skinnin folk is? it aint fo show

i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, yea we scrapin metal
i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, bitch im scrapin metal

upp in my way? ima stomp ya shi
milwaukee boots, blood streaked sin
get ya skull crushed, i dont feel a thing
bloodlust, brainfucked, burnin cords singe.

[ bullshit outro whtvrr ]

POCKET ROCKZz 🪨🩸 [Prod Jv nd Tommy7]

Earth-003

さいきん ねれない

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
architect @avexacortexa⠀╮
⠀+ +@inverseinterpolate⠀╯

1:1 — like no other

[need]all tha damage [prod yuracual]

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