wound reception +miseryprism [demo]

dysautonomia

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage「+yuracual」

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

https://instagram.com/aviantisgone
https://twitter.com/aviantisgone
https://aviant.bandcamp.com

prod. manitee & nick brobak

*** lyrics ***
woke up in the mornin feeling woozy
take a couple seconds, then it hit me now im moody
plastic g shock, round my wrist, now we coolin
my mood swinging back to back, and now im feeling loopy
ridin round the coast in a el camino, classic
took a couple Benadryl, and now im like alladin
you see me soaring past, and then im gone like it aint happen
i spent my day disassociating, like its magic
vanish to the forest, im nomadic
got srs and doris straight bumpin in the attic
blunt smoke flowin thru my lungs it got me coughin
and i dont go outside, put my face in the faucet
thats just been my mood way too often
i been too cautious, but its fine so just drop it
ever since that day i been wonderin bout the optics
i been contemplating how im runnin out of options

thoughts overflowing, they coming and go
intrusivity coming in droves
but you kno how it go
take a deep breath found a new way to cope
id never switch up on my bros, on my soul
i been overthinking things i had to let go
but my stress keep on building, it take over slow
never wanted to be this way, hope that u kno
thoughts overflowing, they coming and go
intrusivity coming in droves
but you kno how it go
take a deep breath found a new way to cope
id never switch up on my bros, on my soul
i been overthinking things i had to let go
but my stress keep on building, it take over slow
never wanted to be this way, hope that u kno

overflow (prod. manitee & brobak)

.. so much4 that .
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

i swear2 gawd
yea i cant keep goin on like this
before i met yu i aint feel a thing
carbon bond baby tell me if yu feel that
wasnt lyin when i said i think i need that
yu agonize my bonds, its that magic k
turnin my head2 soup
seepin in my heart, chains gettn cut thru
feel yu get me the depth is insanity
2:2 swear her mind feel so close2 me
pull me out the fuckery, pull me outta errything
rlly hope yu feel the same wayyy
way we talk like erryday does sumn2 my brain
hope yu get what the fuk i been sayinnn
swear it b that magic k, yea that magic k

agonize my heart
agonize my bonds
agonize me
tell me whatchu want
nevr want yu gone
love what yu do to my chemistry
only one that i want
think yur jus what i need
see all these other folks?
they could never get me

agonize my bonds.. ♡♡「+miseryprism」##1:1

pull up white

@avexacortexa
didn't have enough cpu to add mels to these but enjoy
-
01. worthless
02. injury / amnesia
03. pistol talk
04. heartless
05. syringe
06. catalyst
07. fallacies

serana ep

i strive for what i want .
prod by @yuracual s/o tito
:
sick of yellin at my fuckn wall.
open up my home screen, got like zero calls.
throw that glass slate in the ocean, sick of all this typa wrong.
fckn wit my braincells, killin em all off one by one.
know they all say this shit but im tryn die fore 21.
all the bullshit be crankin up, im not havin fun.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats jus watchu want.
situational awareness silly bitch, i aint dumb.
nevrr gon fuckn fall cuz thats not what i want.
nd i strive for what i want, nd i don't need yur net chips.
shawty prolly think im weird cuz she done seen my head spill.
ion fuck wit lesions either, its aight i know the deal.

if yu tryn test me then fuck out the way.
man i really aint the one, fuck arnd nd break ya face.
leave yu like a puddle on da floor, what a waste.
if they playin typa bullshit at the party, shoot the place.


testN²much「+yuracual」

nd after everything i still hold her in my.. </3
produced by @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall
:
yea theres vomit all on my floor
i know how it goes, seen this b4
been too detached, nausea, on tha floor
yea i hate the way my head work, i need more
is she gettn what im saying? i been speakin thru the art
hate that we so far apart, plz jus lemme in yur heartttt
do yu evn get what i been tryn say?
hope yu ain't think i been weird but that yu aint say
dont evn think we gotta say it, know im insane
its that a.v.e.x.a. 1:1, fuckd in the brain
swear1 episode a day, but i want change
i been dancin in the rain cuz it wont fade
i know how yu like the rain, hope yu dont fade
i like what yu been doin2 my brain
been so oxidized, reverse the bleedin
look into my eyes, yeh i need it
lemme know yu feel it, like im feelin it
fore i met yu, swear i ain't feel shit
swear i ain't feel shit
yea i ain't feel shit but now i do.

raindance | oxidize 🜞「+inveja nd miseryprism」

fuck outta my earrrz . yes this a reup lol
prod by @mercycoreradio, @kyoakyo nd @prodraccoonz 
[w/ extra frm me as per usual yuppp]

[ lesions @searingthrume ]
all outta patience 2 give a fuhk bout anything
gave it up awhile ago nd now i let my phone ring
couple missed calls nd they dont mean a damn thing
fuhk this glass slate ill throw it at the wall, make it singe
think im fuhkn playin wit ya? bitch i will break everything
fed up, fed up, fed up wit dis shit i have my reasons
keep on fuhkn playin wit me, bitch i will break everything
get out of my ear

dont tell me how 2 live ill fuhkn crush ya skull down
only thing good abt texas is the fuhkn tea
need em chemicals in my fuhkn texas tea
pour dat ecx up innat bish i wanna freeze
way 2 caught up in disease, feel like ima fuhkn vomit
i been 2 caught up with me, tellin lesions that he got it
ion even fw me, i dont know if yu can spot it
if yu hate me more than me then bitch yu prolly jus neurotic

[ nell @nellstyx ]
everybody know me, cheesin in the bag
once u get a couple dollars everybody gonna chase the bag
everybody want a bite of the pie, but they cant
cuz that shit will never last, yeah that shit gon go by fast
pour some whiskey in my texas tea, u know i like it poisonous
i'm the captain of the ship lil baby, no one got a choice in this
broke my phone against the wall cuz i'm so sick of fuckin voices
i done took a hundred calls, and i can't take no more unfortune
i can't take no more about this fuckin state.
thinkin i should pack a bag and bring my girl and move away
thinkin maybe i should roll another wood straight to the face
if i'm gon dip, then i'm gon dip n i wont leave a fuckin trace
now they always tryna call now, when i got the ball now
remember back then, when they threw me in the ditch i cried out.
now i'm up n on now, bitch i got my part now
hatin that i'm charged up, still got ur bitches job done

broke mah phone 📱🔨「+nellstyx, mercyyy, kyoa nd raccoonz」

[🝎] covered in lesions #deathcycles
biotechnician @avexacortexa

1:1 like no other

broke mah phone 📱🔨「+nellstyx, mercyyy, kyoa nd raccoonz」

lesions

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