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lyrics vvv
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i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

@uvshy is fucking awesome i love him
(casperrr)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder what i did wrong

(shy+ casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

(shy)
they're talking way too much
they didn't like what i've become
they think i don't care at all
they wonder why i do-

(casperrr)
and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

and she asked me why should i believe that
if i know you did nothing wrong
and i told her what if i deceived her
she keeps telling me it's not your fault

deceived pt2 w/ shy (02ashes + reesoo)

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with this shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
i dont have nothing going for me
maybe music, but thats not gonna heal me
im screaming out and i want someone to hear me
i think its impossible to find someone who feels me
i dont ask for much.
just to be hugged, just to be loved for once
i dont ask for much, just to be loved, fucked for once
i dont ask for much, just to feel someone touch on my skin
i dont ask for much, i just wanna experience love like everyone does
i dont ask for much, i just wanna feel safe in somebodys arms
someone to keep me outta dodge
someone who can keep me alive in the dark
someone i can rely on
someone who wont leave me for a boy thats -
wrong.
im only here cause i love you
i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached
but i love you

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with your shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit.
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you own my heart..

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNafCR19YrM&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

arctic

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

first day of the rest [prod. pekarot]

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

Happy Halloween! I'm posting this early, as I work for the next two days. Enjoy the uncomfortable journey that is this EP. 

my brand new sleep schedule

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