sword art! +kenny orlando (yung spoiler)

nevermadeithome:

I don't even know what's happening 
your words come down like avalanche 
and I swear your tears hurt me more than you know 
and I'll be on my walk again covered in snow

I'm just a fuck up
for some reason you still find love in me
i guess its tough love
because I'm trying to figure out what you see in me 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

areuhappy w me? cuz i kinda hate myself 
I cant communicate the right way, what I'm tryna say 
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm what I'm tryna say


sendflowrs:

can’t you hear what I'm tryna say
i buy a gem i fell in love with the finer things
and you won’t ever see my face at the pearly gates
love, it’s a funny thing
so I'm smokin on that gas till it go away 

like can you go away, no
I cannot hear a thing, woah
all this noise my darlin 
I don’t think ur listening, no
that song it curses me 
and I can hear you whistling, woah
swear that she’s a god at this
but I won’t ever say a thing, no

Spotify

are you, happy? w/ sendflowrs (irby & jolst)

you were not there 
you were not there 
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

i don’t wanna drink but i wanna feel drunk
i don’t wanna smoke i just wanna get high 
i don’t wanna live without your love
so i’m please begging you to end my life 

i’m a sunchaser 
i chase the light 
stay here lil baby 
stay right by my side 

i know i’m not perfect 
but why do we fight?
i don’t even shout back
i’m always too high 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours girl no need to act up
i’ll be right there with u 
u and me it’s bad luck
gimme few hours girl no need to act up 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours babe im tryna get tipsy 
stop hitting my phone
give a fuck if u miss me 
give a fuck if u miss me 

i don’t wanna call her 
think i’ll smoke another pack
i don’t wanna be sober 

you were not there 
you were not there !!!!
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare ): 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

and if i close my eyes i can still smell the perfume ): 
memories flood back u treated me the worst you always fuckin call me like what do u want?
when i’m sippin on this cup i’m not tryna get drunk 
x2

you already called me a liar like 23 times
n u only feel good after 23 lines
i can’t lay shit up, no 23, i’m fine 
i jus spent a whole bag on 23 white wines

23 (jolst)

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

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maybach (love, matt)

rest

residential. - rest (crewneck kid X YUNG PROD)

prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much