emo sad vibes

New song from my Ep "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
Featuring evan carr

(Lyrics)
You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in

Everything’s reversed and it’s fucked up 
Used to feel it all but now there’s no love 
Like where’d the time go
Where’d the love go oh woah oh
Got your name tatted right there on my neck 
Right next to butterfly near my head 
I felt butterflies but now it’s all regret
Used to feel that way but now it’s all regret 

You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in

(evan carr)
i remember when the walls werent caving in
i could listen to the rhythm 
but now my wings are clipped 
i think of all the moments 
had me levitating, focus 
never hesitating, to see the view 
id always fly with you 
and i feel it in my stomach 
i miss the times that i cannot forget
we burned it down and im feeling regret 
these butterflies are starting again

You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in
You fucked me up
You fucked me up

prod iof
mix Yago & Evan Carr
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

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Butterflies (feat. evan carr)

BEAT BY MY BOY KELLIYON. 

cop kelliyon's beats here: https://player.beatstars.com/?storeId=94027

not in the mood >:(

Turn And Fall (Prod. Yago)

Pools of Hennessy by dESPAIN available now on all streaming 

STREAMING: https://onerpm.lnk.to/Pools

LYRICS:

Is it supposed to hurt this bad?
Veins run black
Have a heart attack
I been tripping out
Thinking how am I gonna get out?
Stuck in a town 
That just want me dead
I been coping with the thoughts of death
Sometimes I find myself
okay with it
How the fuck is that okay now?
Just another kid buried in the ground
Save it 

I’ve been here
Wondering about the things 
You’ve been saying
Why does it always feel
Like I’m tripping?
Why does my mind escape?
I can’t breath in
Got tragedy in my lungs now
Hoping someday we never gotta come down
Take my hand and never let it go again
Repeating everything you said 

Save me love me
I’ve been dreaming
Pools of Hennessy 
I needed sleep 
But my demons took that away from me
I been up for three days
Seein mother Mary
She come to take me
I swear that I ain’t coming home
If I do it ain’t with my soul

Produced by: Born Hero
Mixed/Engineered/Mastered: dESPAIN

WØNDERLVND

Pools of Hennessy

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Pools of Hennessy [prod. by Born Hero]

A candle light exclusive by @glaceonexe my dying love for u was a song that glaceon made for someone he had a crush on and he hopes that this song will do well on here. Support and love the artist on candle light we all love u.

Prod. Odece x Northeast Lights

❄glaceon❄- my dying love for you(prod. Odece x Northeast Lights)

Remedy

cover art by Alexander Levesque

VOCALISTS IN ORDER:

1. @dev0x
2. @struqq
3. @makeangelscry

blind until I'm gone [+dev0 & struqq] (prod. BLADE901)

music video: https://youtu.be/zwFRRwTzE2s
drugs cannot heal you
 but some nights we must survive
and heal tomorrow

2007 coming soon

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LYRICS:
fuck, shiki i love you but you make me so sad

i wanna kill myself but it just gets harder
cut myself in public like a motherfuckin barber
can't stop here, you must go farther
gotta live forever ain't no motherfuckin martyr

took 2 pills, railed them, I'm so sick
i ain't shit? You must be joking
cocaine on this cig I'm smoking
you can't even fly, why you acting like a ghost, bitch

right now I feel like MGK cuz I got death in my pocket
but he was talkin 'bout the powder, I was talkin bout Oxy
and she don't love me, she just text me cuz she wanna go shopping
i might just blow my fucking brains all on this designer carpet

i took 2 pills, railed them, I'm so sick
i ain't shit? You must be joking
cocaine on this cig I'm smoking
you can't even fly, why you acting like a ghost, bitch?
girls and drugs and girls on drugs, you
make music for them to fuck to
but still no one wants to fuck you
maybe they will never love you

i wanna kill myself but it just gets harder
cut myself in public like a motherfuckin barber
can't stop here, you must go farther
gotta live forever ain't no motherfuckin martyr

cuz I got death in my pocket
ain't talking bout the powder I was talkin bout Oxy

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4 vicodin left and i didn't take any except 1 and another and 2 others

Lyrics:
Goth black hair
You were never there
Let my heart bleed 
I dont really care

I just smoke my weed
I dont need no air
Never getting sleep
Ice cold stare

Take a couple drugs, and i drink, never eat 
Love it when im numb, i dont think, rip
You dont know me, dying real slowly
In a dark room, i b on my lonely

I bin all alone it never ends
Dont know how to cope or get through this
Kurt cobain, dun wanna live
Put it in my nose, it never ends


Inside
Im not feeling fine
Yeah I try to blind
But i still wonder why

i dont want to hear your lies
Cover up the pain, get high

Has it bin to long to cry
If i fucking died
Tonight

Goth black hair
You were never there
Let my heart bleed 
I dont really care

I just smoke my weed
I dont need no air
Never getting sleep
Ice cold stare

Take a couple drugs, and i drink, never eat 
Love it when im numb, i dont think, rip
You dont know me, dying real slowly
In a dark room, i b on my lonely

Let My Heart Bleed [prod. heartbrxkn]

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY CURTAINS (@MOONNSTONES) & VENDR (@VENDR)
MIXED & MASTERED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS (@HOROSHAMUSIC)
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & QUENTIN "WETHHER" DICKEY (@WETHHER)
ART BY MELMIGE (@MELMIGE)

- lyrics -
wake up in the morning feeling like shit
wonder why i'm like this
leaning on my vices
i've got no motivation
desperately in need of a vacation
from my own skin
i wanna sleep all day like i don't exist
wake up in the morning wishing that i never did
i don't like myself when im like this

don't put me on a pedestal 
as if i'm something special
no i’m no better than any other sad kid rappin’ ‘bout the same sad shit

(Wethher)
and we take our time
it's never seemed fine
another day's gone by
know this feeling isnt right
so helpless
mindless
i really can't change this
like this
fill this bottle 'til i'm drowning
out all the sorrow
i don't even wanna wake tomorrow

i want it all with no cappin’
never wait around rather make things happen
looking in the mirror
make myself sick
i fucking hate myself when i'm like this

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Like This w/ wethher (Prod. Curtains & vendr)

seventeen w/ dev0

RIGHT (+DEAD SPYRO)

all my love. 2007 4ever
honor that which hurt you otherwise you hurt for nothing
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LYRICS:
Sitting in my room, smoking two and think about me and you
I hope you're doing well, nah I'm lying, I hope he's leaving you
I'm fucking through with needing you, baby I'm onto something new
My hands are always shaking, this place is so damn uncomfortable
And I don't wanna come back
New crib new clothes and some new tats
All my numbers going up but you knew that
I know you want me to stay but I can't do that

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Cuz I don't know if I can ever forgive myself
Wrong place, wrong time, so I hid myself
Nah, I don't wanna kid myself

Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself
Can I still go to heaven if I kill myself

can i still go to heaven if i kill myself?

@ilyaxhes

lyrics:
[vitriolicvex]
haunt me like a ghost
but you never seemed to stay
always in my home
but your person fades away
i've been all alone
hearing whispers of my name
you took every ounce of hope
cuz i thought that you would change

i can feel the loss of feeling
lookin at your face
but your eyes facing the ceiling
fuckin on your waste
i see the pain concealing
look of guilt and shame
your secrets unrevealing
seem to stay the same
your always off and leaving
babygirl what is the meaning of this

addicted to the feeling
i cannot resist
caring even less
taking hit after hits
hurting cuz i know that hes the one that you miss
i really haven't been the same ever since

and i've been trying everyday
to rid of all these thoughts
that eat away my brain
i'll never look at you the same
and i know you don't care
and that will never fuckin change
you hate the  music that i make 
you never cared enough to ask if i'm okay

all the things i said meant nothin to you
i was too fuckin dumb to see that nun of its true
bottled everything inside but this bottle of booz
wasted so many months just to get over you

poppin any pill that ppl throw in my face
changed me for the worse and im an addict stuck in my ways
i stopped running after you its the high that i chase
i dont wanna feel no more, so i start to pick up the pace

[ashes.]
i’m so faded 
i’m so jaded 
i'm so faded 
i’m so jaded 
falling, i’m tryin 
restrain me 
i’m so faded 
i’m so jaded

4 vicodin left and i didn't take any except 1 and another and 2 others

Shiki XO

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