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Vibes XIX

Sadboi Trap 2

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Lyrics
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Yeah yeah, I remember back then
We were getting fucked up at parties
I spilled my drink on your shirt
And said I'm sorry
I felt like dirt 
You're saying you kinda want me
And thirty minutes later
We were feeling up our bodies
I would get my racks now
Ready up and pack out
Live together, maybe could get our act down
Would you ever worry
When I ever start to ask how
When you said forever
For however ever lasts now

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I could respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Say it's all in my head
Like I'm calling my friends
The stress gives me migraines
You're asking what I say
I don't know what's best
I never got any rest
So we crawl into bed
The depression lessens on your chest
No stress or tension in my breath
No mention to forget all that I said

Dodging cupid is fruitless every time that I try
Couldn't stop these feelings while I'm writing alibis
But I ain't stupid I know it's probably all in my mind
Fuck it grab the pills, hope I pop a cyanide

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I cold respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Somebody Like You [Prod. Cian]

not home. - tell your bitch im sorry

Stream 0% ft. ZillaKami:
https://snot.lnk.to/zeropercent

Prod. Joe Reeves & The Elements

0% (feat. ZillaKami)

'paranoid' produced by heylog

lyrics:
we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

i intimidate her
i think she's scared of me
cause your biggest fear is that i'll leave
and then you'll carry on
like nothing happened
and then you'll think about me one night and leech in
why don't you try me
i'm always hiding
i'm like a needle in a haystack, u won't find me
my teeth, i'm grinding
feel like i'm flying
i told you once, i'll say again you'll never find me

hanging out down by the creek
couple deer following me
if i stop to look at them they just stand there as if they freeze
why haven't they ran away?
figured they wouldn't have stayed
hear some branches crack behind now i'm paranoid of this place
look to my left and my right
check my shoulder one more time
maybe i'm a schizophrenic, i be fearing for my life
you hear that, you hear the tones?
i'm convinced i'm not alone
maybe i'll go deeper in the forest to find out if i'm pyscho

we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

spotify

paranoid

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

cedar street w/ evergarden

New World Depression

Burgundy

Misery in Waking Hours

Misery In Waking Hours

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

prod. jkei

lyrics:

u push me back and that's okay
u wake up every morning just to shit on my whole day
said, uh, i'm tryna change could u let me?
(i empty the pockets of my heart until it's empty)

i can see ur tears freeze it's like twenty four below
i feel icicles like glaciers forming quick from out my nose
i hate to watch u bleeding out like grenadine in snow
it's too late to say i'm sorry baby, that's just how it goes

when u coming home?
i caught u breaking in the cabin after close
i seen like fifty people calling baby please put down the phone
i don't know quite where to go i'm not cut out to be alone

drag me thru the woods by my feet
she’ll complain about the cutting if the line work isn't clean
i got bugs inside my stomach they are stuck inside of me
i feel warm beneath this snow bc my denim's lined with fleece 

she said
"u will get what u deserve, i've watched u regress"
she pushed me down into the water i feel seasick
i'm so seasoned with this suffering i need it
need u to tell me that u hate me while i'm bleeding

(oh wait, it's all in your head)

i can see ur tears freeze it's like twenty four below
i feel icicles like glaciers forming quick from out my nose
i hate to watch u bleeding out like grenadine in snow
it's too late to say i'm sorry baby, that's just how it goes

when u coming home?
i caught u breaking in the cabin after close
i seen like fifty people calling baby please put down the phone
i don't know quite where to go i'm not cut out to be alone

24below

24below (jkei)

produced by 🦠 homesick x jolst 

uh, i feel it x 6262662

she say slow down
goin too fast
for my liking
please don’t do that
she can’t take it 
got a new man
ima break him 

she don’t want no fun or want no drama
she got eyes just like her mama 
and a rage and vile temper just like hades 

she say she say baby please don’t do that
friends all hate her, rushi sunak
drop 2 bills on a half a set, and now im shakin

haven’t popped a pill or sipped a litre
since last year, im livin cleaner
got a baby on the way, and now i’m chasin 

chasin the bag
fell off last year, how tf i do that
had this whole shit in the palm of my hand
i got too lazy, took eyes off the plan 
let u boys win now i’m finally back
scene wants some drama, sendflowrs ur man
indirect tweets go and work on your jab 
fuckin cokeheads go and put down the bag
i hit the gym, smoke a blunt and i’m grand :)
dropped out of uni, got tired of that 
quit my old job, i got tired of that
listening to bullshit, got tired of that
jolst and homesick, on the beat make it slap

uh x 5262662

hades (jolst + homesick)

Hope u guys like this one. My fave song so far this year, enjoy <3

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
all i seem to do is make you mad
i promise that, that wasn’t what i had in mind
give me one more chance to take it back
but you said that you’re leaving me far behind

and i did what you wanted
i cut all my hair and i changed all my ways
you lied to my face when you said you would stay
and all that i’m left with is a world that’s so grey
and i don’t react
when you say all that
just to get under my skin
and i don’t fight back
there’s no need for that
so i keep it all stored within

and i trusted you with all of my life
and you said some things to ruin my night
talking down like you’re double my height
and i could count the times that you fake cried
and i can’t hold it back no more
manipulating, liar, an excuse for a damn whore
i’ve reached rock bottom, way further than before
you’ve lit me on fire and made me your new torch

guess you got what you wanted
we were over in a flash
but i am always haunted
by the ghost of our past
i can’t believe i lost it
it went right through my hands
your sweater, i ain’t washed it
can’t let go of what we had

HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT LOVE U 333+

within (jpjp)

https://soundcloud.com/b_murph

produced by nevrfall & branwen

cover art by @bitekivibes

and i thought that we were over
but you say we've just begun mm
looking for a four leaf clover
like im running out of luck mm
and im tryna read your mind
when you say that you're in love mm
start to slur all of my words
when i feel a little drunk mm

(and i know that you've been trying your hardest to get to me)
(but i promise that im not worth all your energy)

and i know that you've been trying your hardest to get to me
but i promise that im not worth any of your energy
im tryna fill the void without you next to me
and im always stressed while you're living so carefree
(so carefree)
im so done with everything
i cant keep pretending
that im okay with how things are
when i can feel myself slowly falling apart
there aint too much left for me
like whats the point of living
and i cant find a purpose here
so why do i keep pushing on when nothings clear

and i thought that we were over
but you say we've just begun mm
(yeah you say we've just begun)
looking for a four leaf clover
like im running out of luck mm
(like im running out of luck)
and im tryna read your mind
when you say that you're in love mm
(when you say that you're in love)
start to slur all of my words
when i feel a little drunk mm
(when i feel a little drunk)

(when i feel a little drunk)

B Murph - Threshold (nevrfall x branwen)

unreleased 9tails
i never make the cut anymore

9TAILS - the cut (prod. mydepression)

Vails & The sound clown “immune to success” 
Hope you enjoy!:)

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted 

get my mind right, leave behind my bad mind 
Fucked up when im sober 
So whyd i get myself high?
july to ocotber, im sinking down corona 
I need to isolate myself 
Pandemic isnt over 
In my head, gotta get these things of my chest
i got a sudden wish for success
So fuck it ima try my best 
putting my will to the test, got these blood stains on my vest, on my vest 

And i tried to wash away,but it always seemed to stay, 
How come everytime i better myself nothing seems to change 
I been leading back to alchocol, its calls for me when im alone 
Starry nights and mirror fights, isnside my home 

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted

#emotrap #vails #soundcloud #thesoundclown #singer #songwriter #rap #alternative #music

Immune to Success

Lyrics: 

(hero)

she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

(ekeon)

I don't wanna tell em what you did then
You think its funny when you splurge my name
You dissin
You call me addict 
Call me fake 
Call me villain
But I know it 
When you all alone
You listen

If you leave me what am I now
I could find my way but really 
I don't know how
I could love you more but really that's a false vow
Is that how you really feel 
I don't know now

It's getting hard to stay focused 
You know that I'm trying you're my antidote its
Something that I can notice
These words to the lost
Are all from a lotus

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart

(hero)

(BUT IM LYING)

huh
she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart
but I'm lying

Chicken Gordita

Chicken Gordita w/ Hero (uforia)

@b_murph @tnvr555

// murph 
i'm way too drunk right now
baby could you just call me tomorrow?
cross out my face, i hate that shit
make sure i'm not in the photos
i'm numb, i'm broken and i can't feel a thing
i'm fucking hollow
i hate the way you play these games with me
it brings me sorrow
goddamn I'm so stressed out right now 

i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

// geist 
darling
you make it so hard go
it’s too difficult
don’t say you’re sorry
please you know that words mean nothing now
i fall apart
and you watched me burn to ashes love
so tell me what can i say to you when i’m breaking down

tell me how you feel
we crossed eyes and i had believed it oh
to me it was all real
but for you it’ll always be cynical
and i hate when you scream
so please don’t tell me now that you’re in love
i guess you made your mind
cause it’s clear to me that i’m not enough

// murph & geist 
i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

i hate
when you say that you're in love
my chest, it burns
when you then say you've had enough
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up
baby, i'm so stressed out
yeah, i hate
when you say that you're in love

baby i'm so stressed out

baby i'm so stressed out w/ b murph [tnvr]

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

I change with the seasons, I don't need a rhyme or reason
Roots in the ground stand strong, soon to weaken
In this world you eating or you'll be the one that's eaten
You can't cut me down, I'm the tallest in the region
That's that
When I'm feeling down I get high off tree sap
I got sticks as bones, leaves on my kneecap
Boy I'll smoke you in a wrap
Don't get high off of the traps
I've been working every night tryna make it on the map

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

Now we're all snowed and I'm all alone
Frozen wind, Skin grew icicles
My leaves died and I cried But I ain't turn to ash yet
Hope when summer hits I'll burndown hope to break the magick
I'm suffocating, not myself but still I'm conscious
This oxygen I'm breathing hurts my lungs like it's noxious
All the evil in the world just make me think its godless
All these stories on my skin are my only solace

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

Seasons [prod. yunny goldz]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHILO6nTLCY

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

Got your face burned in my brain
Like a picture
Everywhere I go
Everyday I still remember
Really wish that I didn't
But who the fuck am I kidding?
I think I'm addicted
Your love got me twitching

Your love got me twitching

Yeah, your love got me twitching

Your love my addiction

Yeah, bout you I'm trippin'

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

music video

burned inside my mind (prod. methboiswag) video in description*

DESPERATE

MUSIC ADDICT

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

closure w/ ezra [prod. dercept x jkei]

“I’m tryna get to that bag but I’m steady fumbling over a check 💰”

Fumbling Over A Check Ft. Vails (Prod. Eskimos)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

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SARCOPHAGUS II (FEAT. $UICIDEBOY$) [Prod. Baker Phonk]

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[VERSE I: LIL REMAINS]

we be them gorillas creepin' inside your motherfucking mind
germ got the axe
watch him lift it up and then swing it from behind

[VERSE II: GERM]

who is he?
that fucker a beast
came with the fleet, knock you out your fleece
cold summers with them long winters, if need be
fuck the world, bitch, i'm balls deep

[VERSE III: LIL INFECTED]

demons surround me
i'm drowing
i'm fiending for opiates
scheming
i hope it gets colder
the seasons they change but we holding
defeating the opposition
opposite of the competition

[VERSE IV: LIL REMAINS]

we start a fucking riot
don't try me
i strike like lightning or tyson
do drive by's riding on bikes, man
i swear that murder excitin'
i'm expediting your life's end
we multiplying alliance
you biting? well, i'm delighted
welcome to hell, i'm your guidance

[VERSE V: GERM]

hold on
call on me
diamonds dancing, homie
running for office
offensive and lawless
balls of the rawest in jaws of the new elect
fucked up be my set like ratchets with hatchets wilding
catching necks.
i'm bout bad shit like where the plague at?
that guy with the lost cause
fifty one fifty
spazzing, screaming where the flame at?

[VERSE VI: LIL INFECTED]

flame on
plague calm
stained palms
pop eight pills now the fucking pain's gone
slaying yall
chain flawed
same song
change long
long mane
raised kong
trained kong to slay them broads
reign strong

[VERSE VII: LIL REMAINS]

dirty nasty up the ante
drop top, dat way
mr. pop off on a banny

[VERSE VIII: GERM]

i got a bottle of thompson
bunch of shitty whiskey in me
gentilly with the 7th ward lord
razor blades slice the vocal chords

[VERSE IX: LIL INFECTED]

from new orleans to atlanta
sip a dirty big shot fuck a fanta
sell out a show in santa ana
dirty nasty propaganda

DIRTIERNASTIERSUICIDE

$UICIDEBOY$ x GERM - SLIP ON A BANANA CLIP

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

静けさ - shizukesa

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shizukesa.