shizu self favs

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

follow spotify!

let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" LMFAO
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze 
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the emdr dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

monologue (engless)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

maybach (love, matt)

Forever Manzeron, bitch!

Mixed and Mastered by HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by @whos-that-clown
Featured verse by @holloww17

This is another track from the upcoming "Forever Manzeron" EP dropping next month. It'll have five tracks and three features, including the long-in-the-making collabs with zoltar and deeprest. This EP was originally titled "I Am Manzeron Pt.2" and planning for this EP started in 2021, but it became stylistically too different from the original, due to how long it had been since the first, hence the final name was changed to "Forever Manzeron".

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, doesn’t matter who you are, fuck with me, I’ll eliminate

Shit, my wallet’s stacked wider than the fuckin’ great wall of china
I may be swinging both ways, but I ain’t diving in vagina
I think my lyrics got a BBL, cause this shit getting tighter
Watch me spin around them corners, wippin’ in my motherfucking spider

I’m shook, we in the Manzeron 2 era, and you cannot fuck with us
Imma run this shit into the ground, like Danny’s family with a bus
Too many Judas's, can’t trust
Just find me sticking with day one’s
Me and Hollow17 will slice you and put lemon in them cuts

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, i do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, call me HeyLee TM59, I’ll hit you with incinerate 

(Hollow17)

Hit you with incinerate, I don’t give a fuck who you are 
No excuses, no “i’m sorrys”, I dont bullshit
I can see why people tend to call me ruthless 
They keep on talkin’ shit, but I really do dis’
I don’t want war, but I’ll press that red button 
Got bodies on floor, others vaporized to nothin’ 
If you fuck with me or HeyLee, bitch, it’s gonna be a blood bath
You can talk yo’ shit, you gon’ wish you didn’t do that


(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, yesterday your ex hit up my line, and asked me on a dinner date

Yeah
Who’s that clown?

NEW ERA FLEX! feat. Hollow17 | Prod. The Sound Clown

prod: jewelryboy

shoutout to @liruuu for his beautiful verse :)

Lyrics:

i know you dont care like i do
all there is left is to thank you
just rotting in this bed cant leave my bedroom
just wishing i were dead, but it never came true

yeah i suppose i should change that
and tie the noose from the ceiling
and let it drop
with my neck in the middle of the knot
not knowing if ill make it out alive or not

Liru:
I gotta get it on my own now
been feeling dead inside my home now
lotta talking from my demons face to face
I ignored them now they hit me up on face time
she said that she love me im too young to understand
all of my emotions bottled up they wont come back
give me 20 reason why I am the only man
wake up the next morning and I see you with the gang
and I see you with the gang
I dont got no diamonds still I shine like diadems
lowkey on my grind to get back all the shit I had
sad in my lines im getting realer everyday
you dont even love me you just wanna play pretend

and now youre miles away
I cant even see you if I wanted to
my mind fades
castle in the hills like in the picture books
time to run away
now I gotta go get it and leave the planet
I was working late nights I got some plans ay
3am getting high from all the damage
maybe one day you will see how much ive changed ay

wishing i were dead (feat. liru.)

<3 prod @whos-that-clown
LYRICS.
I got a polar pop from irving next to me
Purple thunder in my cup mtn dew necessity 
Caffeine a core part of my body's recipe
So if i dont got that in my grave then i aint rest in peace

Wake up for another day, this aint dejavu 
Ive been waking on repeat like this, so tell me whats the truth
I wouldnt wanna live of life of subsistent resolutes
I got a goal, i got a dream, do just what i do
Aim for the stars n shoot
My mentals been on overtime, struggle to compute
Every single action,  in a world full of disputes
And i'm never giving up until a finite absolute

I could write a song about politics or a bigger picture
But i could also stay concise, a song about me as the central figure
Well honestly that could be a little bit boring
But my life is my life, ima rep it til we snoring
Fuck a bus, ima whip my daily if we touring
Tryna combat, i hit you viral like a torrent

Little brown house in a suburb that's my home
Never could forget that place even if im on the road
Even if my memories slowly fade in tone
I could never forget the place i was grown

Wake up for another day, this aint dejavu 
Ive been waking on repeat like this, so tell me whats the truth
I wouldnt wanna live of life of subsistent resolutes
I got a goal, i got a dream, do just what i do
Aim for the stars n shoot
My mentals been on overtime, struggle to compute
Every single action,  in a world full of disputes
And i'm never giving up until a finite absolute

subsistent resolutes [prod. the sound clown]

you always come back
you always come-

i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right th-

and i don’t really feel much
it’s way too much
used to take a fuckin million drugs just to replicate the feel of your touch
i lost count i prolly fucked a million hos
but i ain’t forget you much
i just want love not lust
do you ever think about us?

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right there

stay right there

stay right there // last night (prod. kenzee)

prod. Jacob Vallen

lyrics:

shouldve kept my mouth shut
i said too much
you were all i had love
now youre gone for good
i guess thats the concequence
for falling in love
when i havent healed enough
for me to trust

i ruin every single thing that i touch
if my wounds are scars, then why is there blood
i keep falling apart, i think this time im done
i think half of my heart went along with us

i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

he4vy:
i guess youre gone for good
i never got to ask the details
but dont think that i should
i know it only hurt me more
when you kept saying we could
cast me out to sea and let me drift with the wood

its just like everything you ever said was always meant to hurt me
everyday i wake up with a burden lifes been curving curving
reverse swerving
cuts below my sweater to express that ive been hurting

so give me bottles let me crash out
doing 90 on the freeway turn the dash down
so much pain inside my chest im just a let down
squealing brakes i think im finally gonna crash now

scorpio:
i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

i said too much (feat. he4vy)

Huge thanks to notahero for killing this. Like, Repost, and Comment if yall rocking with this one <3
Produced by The Sound Clown (a haze collective producer btw) and tiedforsilver!

**lyrics**

(You only hit my phone when you don’t feel alright, 
I’m at your beck & call, but I’m still some other guy)

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks 

You just wanna break my bones and that’s fine, 
Were those tears even real I saw when you cried?
It was already hard to trust now it’s worse by 10 times 
You left me with no choice, I’m leaving tonight

I’ve been in this race and it’s making me exhausted
shawty filled with hate, and we losing all our progress
Ain’t got the time to waste but you’ll bury me in August, yuh, in August, yuh, in August

Saw it in her eyes, she like messing with my conscience
Wishing I could change, I don’t know if I can solve it
Moving to the day that I’ll be inside a coffin
A coffin, yuh, a coffin

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks

(notahero)
i’m starting to feel like i’m a junkie but i’m not ready to be done yet
i fear i’m falling into the void come grab my outstretched hand
so high i’m seeing into the future, but i don’t know where imma land

we got the whole weekend, baby what’s the point in getting mad?
tommy jacket on me, cuz it’s way too cold for july
got something special in my cup i think my brain might get fried

and would u cry baby if tonight’s the night that i died?
but i could never let u go baby ur way too special
a new shirt after i smoke to be respectful
a new number i’ve never seen on top the dashboard

i might just pack my things and go, i don’t want to stop when i’m home
cuz this winter rain outside so wet and cold

and i’m too fucking drunk to see straight, baby i feel nauseous
a different type of dumb in your head to say i ain’t popping
it’s blue it’s not a green thumb cuz i’m counting hundreds
i shake it into a tornado like a fucking mosh pit

Girl I’m loving you cuz everything you do is flawless,
You could stop it but i don’t wanna stop it
(No I don’t wanna)

sevenfeet & notahero - bury me in august (Prod. The Sound Clown & tiedforsilver)

Lavender - by Vails, The Sound Clown, Cl6udy

Voiceover anime from Howl’s Moving Castle 

Master: The Sound Clown 

(Lyrics)
Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell 

why was i attracted to ur natural scent
Have to vent 
I always wondered what it subliminally meant 
Uh
Pass these roses, let me lay my bed 
I’m hurt inside, yeah this pains intense 
I see so many changes happening around me
Like faces fade, and I see u smiling 
Your trapped inside , my mind is foggy
I’m losing trust, that this hurt is really  residing

U gave me the seed of hope
So why am I afraid to plant it 
Now I’m struggling to cope
You leaving wasn’t how I planned it
I remeber scents u gave off 
now I’m questioning the reason
left me blind, without a map
I’m changing moods like I’m the seasons 

Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell

#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

Lavender (prod. The Sound Clown & Cl6udy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

idk myself (michael harrison)

“Stray” . 
Vocals By vails, Evergarden, skele, VITO 
Production from McX
Mixing by Vails
Mastering by Evergarden.

Lyrics:

(Evergarden)
find a way out
i wont go too far on my own now
my own path i follow
hope that my luck turns around

throw me to the ground
its just myself im letting down
think i could do without it
need my time, i hate the sounds

(vails)
can you wash away the pain
Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back 

wake me up, i don’t think so
Break my body and my bones
Before I let another girl take over eveything I’d known 
Il work it out
Eventually 
Maybe one day baby I could take you back to me

(Skele)

back to me 
come back down 
ravage me 
i’m right here now 
silently i cry out 
quietly without a sound 

maybe i’m too patient 
fucked up
waiting for you got me anxious 
every night 
pour the bottle till sedated 
ain’t right 
he know it 
he know i hate it 

oh i love him less 
before the winter end
cold as my body gets 
needs something warm to mend 

geeked up 
i don’t need a reason 
cut through me like a knife 
still bleeding
i knew from the second call
you were leaving 
i knew from the second call 
i was grieving you

(interlude by VITO)
Stay - stay - stray 

(Vails)
The drugs keep on enhacing 
The lights keep on advancing
so fucked ive lost the feeling
My heart ireggular beating 

123 uh 
can you wash away the pain
It Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back

(VITO)
Stay - stay - stray
And I can’t fall again, again
So long 

#hyperpop #music #rap #soundcloud #vito #hiphop #beats #trap #producer #typebeat #rap #newmusic #glitchcore #pop #yeat #glaive #brakence #sofaygo #k #song #gecs #kankan #emo #bladee #artist #s #beatsforsale #summrs #acoustic #skele #vails #evergarden #emo #midwest #art

Stray (feat. evergarden, Skele, VITO, McX)

静けさ - shizukesa

alt rap
[Ｔｉｍｅｌｅｓｓ]
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influences: 9tails + sewerperson, shinigami, kevin kazi, 49bags, guardin, atlas, noname, jaydes

let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

shizukesa.

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