ghost in the night

@leavecaspyalone x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
waiting for something to change in my life
problems arising, avoiding what's right
i can sit and think 
about a path i need to travel down
execute temptation
there's a better way than fuck around

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

i know you've been crying
when i'm at work in the freezer
best believe, i got the treatment
for the loneliness your feeling
that's the problem though right?
missing lover boy i, feel the same real talk
feel the struggle at night

terrified of disappointing you 
i have this paranoia 
i know you won't cheat
but fuck my thoughts they like to lie about ya
i don't want no other
i won't push on, i'm a goner
in the gutter, swear i love her
forget chaos you bring order

severed bones and a few missing organs
left my heart in my room cuz it's safe there
the thoughts in my head are the wardens
protecting me from a botched love affair 
extracting my soul like a torrent
i wanna get out of this nightmare
every night another anxiety attack
my brain is to blame while my heart feels like thumb tacks

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

Spotify!

recluse ft. caspy (prod. emptyvenom)

swang p. pxris

ADDICTED

@4everunknownx x @pastnight x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
running from your past, how bout you run in my arms
yeah they left you scarred but baby i'ma give you my all
writing music in my room to thoughts of suicide
then they wash away to fantasies i dream of you and i

lone-li-ness was the curse that you done ended
catch a smile on my face like "what the fuck i did it?"
with you is the only time that i crawl out of trenches
but, when you go away i hit the brakes, i start descending

in, to my solitary mindstate, i can't fucking feel nothing
but a couple migraines, heart ache
bullets bounce around, they ricochet inside my fragile skin
want my life to end inside this room i always suffer in

rip my limbs apart like attila the hun 
i'm bouta show these mother fuckers just what sewer i'm from
around atlanta, wit a cannon, not a newbie with guns
rather not, but if i have to boy i'm popping your lungs

never look for trouble but if you run up on me I’ll draw my gun
fuck the stats don’t give a fuck bout numbers I do this for fun
fuck this city they don’t fuck with me they never showing love
so if you tryna start problems then that smoke fuck up your lungs
I got the choppa no kickback, spent 20k on the re up and flip that
put a patek where my wrist at, 40 knock a dummy shit back
y’all ain’t bout it like y’all say I got the big straps
y’all balling like y’all claim I got the big racks
i just popped a xo I’ve been rolling with the team
drop a perk inside my faygo mix that shit up with the lean
broken heart that shit turned me into a fiend
mom I’m sorry.. blow my brains in this ferrari yeah

me, my bros, and i
we gon make it give it time
and if you fucking with us we might have to do the homicide 
i keep my glock beside bitch i tuck it in my jeans 
i got those saint laurents you can not fit up in these 
she wanna take em off but i don't wanna play for keeps 
i just want a tease baby it ain't hard to please 
take you overseas have you smoking better tree 
i got what you need tell me and I'll pay the fee
life a simple game but i never meant no pain 
now i'm downing drugs so i don't even have to feel a thing 
singing in the rain, riding down the memory lane 
but it's pouring down so i can't even see a fucking thing

trouble ft. 4everunknown x pastnight (prod. emptyvenom)

🖤Strivesad.🖤
@strivemusicau
☠️www.instagram.com/strivesad/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
(Got my voice inside your speaker)
(Bleed another liter)
(I’m The Reaper)

Got my voice inside your speaker
Dying is my choice so I’ll bleed another liter
Rolling off the noise the scorching hot like a fever
Let you meet the void, take you down, I’m the Reaper

I had my fucking chance to leave her
Got me sick I’m starting to feel like I’ve got a fever
Got this party started and I’m calling up The Reaper
Gotten sick of saying sorry I don’t wanna see her
Yeah, It’s been a few years now 
I’m glad I’ll never see your fucking face around
Yeah, I can’t suffer like that again
No, Not again.

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

I’ve fallen again it seems (it seems)
You’re not a drug you’re a dream
And I’m falling deeper, I call The Reaper
I know, you’re not home but I’ll try
Feel alive the most when I’m inside
Of you, (of you), of you, of you

Take this drag and pack my bags
The sky is black I can’t relax
I’ve been making friends with the sins laced inside my cup
Caught feelings for the mud when I lost my love

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

the reaper (feat. Strivesad.)

Written and recorded by @Alainite
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817 x @hellosloani
Mixed & Mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Been spending so much time watching all these clouds go by
Yeah I don't waste my time with you
Sit and waste the day so high thinking 'bout the sight of you
But I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

Yeah I been grinding days and through nights trying to get your heart in sight
I got no time to waste at all
I sit here rolling green through the night thinking 'bout you by my side
And I'd do it again and again and again

And I promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
I made a promise that I'll find time
To be the last thing you'll see tonight

To be the last thing you'll see tonight
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
And I've been trying harder, I do it all for you
To be the last thing you'll see tonight
Cos girl you're worth the fight, oh
Yeah girl you're worth the fight
Yeah girl you're worth the fight

Listen on Spotify

Worth The Fight (Prod. In Bloom)

sabishii - ran away! (prod. miler) (slowed)

this coffin turned into a home...

produced by Eric Godlow

mixed/mastered by @sydcxx

better days (ft. sydcxx) [prod. eric godlow]

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

how do people get so ambitious 
when you just end up dead?
everything you gain will disappear 
like dandruff in the wind
everything is meaningless
i don't need fucking bragging rights
need someone to hold me down
lift me up, and treat me right

sorry, i'm sorry i don't see the point to
be a good person i'll do what i want to
i'm a poster boy for what not to do, not to do
i'm a cop a whip and split my head in two, head in two

honestly 
been thinking so bad it might fucking help me
drastically depleting every bit of me remaining
try erasing all my trauma and the memories adjacent
it's amazing how it holds you back and fucks you till you brainless

i can tear my mental apart in a fucking minute bitch
i don't love no sabotaging but i'm good at what it is
drink a monster energy and get to work creating hits
sike everything's shit, there's some insight for you bitch

tired of going to sleep 
because i'm bored or depressed
need some excitement in my life 
i've been sleeping with death
got my girl but when she's gone 
i get some pain in my chest
fucking hate the fact that 
when she go to work i'm a mess

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

fighting the progress, i feel like a ghost
haunting my halls, i got no place to go
down to the kitchen then back to my room
people just hear the creaking when i move

brainless (prod. emptyvenom)

dylan xo