Mistakes (feat. Killing Art)

ghost in the night

@leavecaspyalone x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
waiting for something to change in my life
problems arising, avoiding what's right
i can sit and think 
about a path i need to travel down
execute temptation
there's a better way than fuck around

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

i know you've been crying
when i'm at work in the freezer
best believe, i got the treatment
for the loneliness your feeling
that's the problem though right?
missing lover boy i, feel the same real talk
feel the struggle at night

terrified of disappointing you 
i have this paranoia 
i know you won't cheat
but fuck my thoughts they like to lie about ya
i don't want no other
i won't push on, i'm a goner
in the gutter, swear i love her
forget chaos you bring order

severed bones and a few missing organs
left my heart in my room cuz it's safe there
the thoughts in my head are the wardens
protecting me from a botched love affair 
extracting my soul like a torrent
i wanna get out of this nightmare
every night another anxiety attack
my brain is to blame while my heart feels like thumb tacks

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

Spotify!

recluse ft. caspy (prod. emptyvenom)

lyrics:
Is that ok
I'm just running cycles
I fall again
But it won't break me on the tightrope
Walking straight try to balance
Hopin I won't fall
This strain is bringing pain
Just the same way
As were just running in cycles

Your okay
Still I think I'm not worth it
Defining me but I still got no purpose
Trynna find a calling
I don't see at all
Scratching for some surface
It's all fake
Its just all a cycle

Is that ok
I'm just running cycles
I fall again
But it won't break me on the tightrope
Walking straight try to balance
Hopin I won't fall
This strain is bringing pain
Just the same way
As were just running in cycles

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cycles

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

HARD TIME

I get you you don’t wanna fuck around with me 
You’re the only one that i ever see 
It’s a shame it’s my loss maybe not cause im stacking 
Big rappin bitch in getting traction 
Attractive girl you lost a bag bitcb 
Could’ve bought everything you ever want bitch 
It’s a shame 
it’s your loss 
 I’m shock cause it happened Could’ve been big until you snapped it 
Packed it 
No return little bitch this your accident 
Ain’t ask again 
You’re the last my friend no 
When I was a jit Knew I’d start making hits 
Is it too late too late too late too late to represent uh 
Represent the place that I fucking grew up in oh 
Grew up in a place where I learned to pop them pill uh uh
Know that i can hit up higher than the sky bitch I’m tryna reach the sky to the top 
I know I can make it I know I can make it to the top 
I know I’ll get famous I know I’ll get famous lift me up 
I know I can make it I know I can make it  lift me up 


Lift me up 
I know I can make it I know I can make it 
Lift me up 
I know I’ll get famous I know I’ll get famous lift me up

i know i can make it

tears-in-a-vaccum 2.mp3

Idfktbh i just cried on a freestyle

mix and master: @ifeelnum

lyrics:
Back to my old ways
feeling so empty
writing all these songs about how i feel
i dont know if any of this is real

i want to be new
im so sick of writing songs about you
i just wanna be with you
i might just let this go

writing all these new songs about the way you made me feel
writing these songs on these scars theyll never heal
i just wanna feel alive
control my mind
i dont wanna die tonight
i dont wanna let this die
maybe ill just cry
one more time

sorry for the things i said
sorry that i never left
sorry that my minds a mess

idfktbh

idfktbh (prod. Chronyc)

Invited All My Friends, Not A Single One Showed Up (prod. POPPA)

Mixed: Ari
Mastered: Ari
Featuring: Horosha
Produced: IOF
Written: Ari. Vega

Lyrics:
[Bridge 1]
Hey you 
You don’t wanna call
I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna fall
Hey you
Now I’m all alone
I just wanna try
With you I belong

[Chorus]
You saved me
(Running out of time)
You changed me
(Read between the lines)
You loved me
(Was it all a lie?)
Im broken
(I don’t wanna die)

[Verse1]

Im broken
Scheming 
Im choking
Sinking
I don’t wanna die unless it’s by your side
Little baby girl you’re my 
reason to try

[Verse2]

I won’t 
give up
Our love 
strong enough 
You’ve been waiting since the 18th
Yeah I miss you by my side where you fell asleep 

[Bridge 2]
Hey you 
You don’t wanna call
I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna fall
Hey you
Now I’m all alone
I just wanna try
With you I belong

[Chorus]
You saved me
(Running out of time)
You changed me
(Read between the lines)
You loved me
(Was it all a lie?)
Im broken
(I don’t wanna die)

recluse ft. caspy (prod. emptyvenom)

dylan xo

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