hii hope u like this <3

*lyrics*
i see stars around me
shine so bright they hurt my sight
i close my eyes to hide them
but the world becomes too dark

i can never feel right
something's always in my heart
hurts a little too much
and i can never make it stop

there's a void inside me
i can't handle what i feel
emotional nightmare
everytime i feel a thing

i know its hard to love me
and its hard to understand 
but everything keeps flowing
and im feeling it too much

wish i could hide it
numb it out and fake a smile
while i think of all the lies
that i've been telling all my life

there's a void inside me
i can't handle what i feel
emotional nightmare
everytime i feel a thing

i know its hard to love me
and its hard to understand 
but everything keeps flowing
and im feeling it too much

overfeeling

hi hope you like this <3

*lyrics*
everything u said
felt so nice in my head
cause u lied so well
sweeten all ur poison

the more that u talk
the more i hate myself
i just couldn't tell
i was young and lonely

when you found me
wish i never did the things that i did
all the stuff i said because you made me
you broke me down, now its my trun
to break free

you took so much, ill be never 
getting back what u got
leeching like a parasite in my mind
draining me out, pushing me down
till i drown

trapped inside your cage
i forgot what its like
to be my true self
fake it till u make it

wasted so much time
washing blood off my hands
acting like it's fine
while i kept on bleeding

sick n tired of this
every day feels the same
your voice in my head
body getting weaker

i lost all my will
but ill never give up
cuz im one to fight
and thats all u need to know

about me,
even though i did the things that i did
even though i said the words you made me
you broke me down, now its my turn
to break free

you took so much, ill be never 
getting back what u got
leeching like a parasite in my mind
draining me out, pushing me down
till i drown

parasite

Mary Valley

thank u sm for listening <3

*lyrics*
tired of the game, dont wanna play any longer
wouldn't it be nice if u could just start it over?
wouldn't it be nice to become a little stronger
so that u dont die and u keep on moving on, yeah

playing by the rules, aiming for a high perfection
somehow always lose, i don't wanna ask the question
where did i go wrong? when did i lose my direction?
can i start again, i dont think im gonna make it

lost the game, try again
i don't want to keep on going
lost my lives seven times
i can never get them back

highest score, finish line
never ever gonna make it
i messed up at the start
i believe my game is over, isnt it?

i used to believe that someday it would get better
working hard enough i could get to the next level
but now it's been years and im still stuck on the same road
i lost all my hope, there is something wrong in my code

if i had the chance to go back and fix my whole past
i'd be someone else, but i wouldn't worry for that
if i had the chance to be who i've always wanted
i wouldn't be me, and i wouldn't mind to try it

lost the game, try again
i don't want to keep on going
lost my lives seven times
i can never get them back

highest score, finish line
never ever gonna make it
i messed up at the start
i believe my game is over, isnt it?

game over

hope u like this ^_^ thanks a lot for streaming<3
https://open.spotify.com/track/2qQi9gdMOWbQf2V9QJ4Pg3?si=e9ba98d90c3d4eea

*lyrics*
Deep inside myself, something doesn't feel right
There's a hole in there, emptiness at midnight
Crawl outside my shell, looking for a reason
All i had is gone, time has lost its meaning

Life feels like a chore, i'm so tired of living
Trapped inside a hole, only dark i'm seeing
I know somewhere out there, i can feel it
There's a real me, alive and breathing

I'm searching for meaning
Somewhere safe to be in
It's fading, i'm leaving
If it's the end, so be it

Nobody will find me
I'm someone else, now i'm free
Forever, i'm waiting
For the light to take me

If there's somewhere else, i can't wait to be there
I don't like it here, i'm too close to the ceiling
If i ran away to where i've been dreaming
To the real me, heaven is a feeling

Please don't get me wrong, i don't want to be gone
I want a new life, i want to feel reborn
No more losing time, everything is endless
In the afterlife, where my soul is weightless

I'm searching for meaning
Somewhere safe to be in
It's fading, i'm leaving
If it's the end, so be it

Nobody will find me
I'm someone else, now i'm free
Forever, i'm waiting
For the light to take me

afterlife

@loselxxx
https://loselxxx.bandcamp.com

every day is ultimately the same
i know you are better off without me
i promised not to call, but it's hard to not hear your voice at all
and everything i have to say is so played out and so cliché
every day is ultimately the same
the same routine, doing all the same things
i promised not to call, but it's hard to not hear your voice at all
i don't know why i still care
i don't know why you're still there for me
i hope you're happy
you used a broken man for your vanity
what's the point in even getting better?

vent

Hi everyone😁!!!

It's been a month since I posted anything.. So here's something new! 🤭

Only a bit, though, because this new track is a remix of my previous track "Rise#00". This time, I added some acoustic sounds from the soundfount "Grand Château v4"

Hope you'll like this new vibe! ☺️

Link to the cover artist ⬇
Photo by Michael Block: https://www.pexels.com/photo/colorful-cliffside-village-3225528/

Rise#03 - Acoustic Mix

prod/vocals/art by me ^-^
hope u like this <3

now i feel the wind
where you used to be
i'm sure you're doing fine
now you're away from me

i was there for you
now no one is here for me
i became a ghost
of who i used to be

no one to talk to, morning to night
nowhere to go so i'll stay in my mind
cause you were the one who could let me out
and now that you're gone i'm forever confined

i was a nightmare, i understand
it wasn't easy to be by my side
i was burden, yeah i get that
did it feel good when you left me behind?

all of the promises we never kept
all of the times you would leave me in pain
all of the fun times you had with your new friends
i hope it was worth it for you in the end

i wonder if you ever feel some regret
stay up all night thinking what could have been
if only i would have done some kind of effort
to show you i needed you, how much i cared

now i feel the wind
where you used to be
i'm sure you're doing fine
now you're away from me

i was there for you
now no one is here for me
i became a ghost
of who i used to be

used to be

Half-speed birds, mutated acoustic piano, synthesized rainstick noise, patient bass pulse

Requisite Birds

Unsticking

From The Phantom Clarence pt1. Commercial music.

Lyrics:

Raisins
Raisins
Raisins raisins raisins
Raisins
Raisins
Raisins raisins raisins

Raisins Raisins Raisins [For Clarence - Cartoon Network]

everything written/produced/recorded by me in my bedroom <3
 thank u for listening it means a lot really

overfeeling

sikori

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