Bubble bee's

Verse 1
Whispers in the marrow, pulling me apart,
Every taste of silence claws against my heart.
I never asked to carry shadows in my veins,
But the hunger knows my name.

Pre-Chorus
Am I the savior or the curse you fear?
Half a monster, half a ghost in tears.
Every mirror breaks beneath my eyes,
I can’t tell if I’m alive.

Chorus
Behind this mask, I’m losing me,
A hollow voice where I used to breathe.
Blood and mercy, tearing through my soul,
I’m not human… but I’m not whole.

Verse 2
Hands are trembling, stained with what I’ve done,
Fighting not to be the thing I’ve become.
Lonely city, veins of red and stone,
I wear the mask so I’m never known.

Pre-Chorus
Am I the savior or the curse you fear?
Half a monster, half a ghost in tears.
Every heartbeat feels like borrowed time,
A fragile thread I can’t unwind.

Chorus
Behind this mask, I’m losing me,
A hollow voice where I used to breathe.
Blood and mercy, tearing through my soul,
I’m not human… but I’m not whole.

Bridge
If I surrender, do I disappear?
Or become the nightmare I hold near?
Love’s a memory I can’t defend,
All I know is pain again.

Final Chorus
Behind this mask, I’m losing me,
Screaming truths no one else can see.
Blood and mercy, tearing through my soul,
I’m not human… I’m not whole.

Mask of Hunger (version 2)

Lighthouses (Acoustic)

Lazy

LYRICS:
Darkened ghosts are moving  
In the shadows of my head  
I’m chasing down the rhythm  
Of the words I never said  

No chemicals, no wires  
Just rituals and fire  
Balancing on tightropes  
Strung a thousand meters higher  

Damn the rain  
That falls down  
Inside my brain  

Wish it could  
Take away  
And cool my pain  

But it won’t — so I cry
To release these scars inside  
Every wound becomes a wire  
Feeding back my manic choir  

BIPOLAR — CONTROLLER
Hands shake 
Mind takes over

BIPOLAR — CONTROLLER
Switch flips 
I’m the operator

Switch flips — I’m the operator

Breathing like a metronome  
Counting in the dark  
Every beat a tether line  
Every thought a spark  

I dance against the spiral  
I bargain with the night  
I’m programming my chaos  
Till the patterns glitch and bite  

The floor becomes my medicine  
The strobe’s my fractured guide  
A Saturday repeating  
Keeps the storm a step outside  

But it won’t — so I cry
To release these scars inside  
Every wound becomes a wire  
Feeding back my manic choir  

BIPOLAR — CONTROLLER
Hands shake 
Mind takes over 

BIPOLAR — CONTROLLER 
Switch flips 
I’m the operator

Switch flips — I’m the operator 

Ha!
Switch in my skull got a short in the core  
Static in my logic, can’t mute the war  
I calibrate chaos, I’m wired to the floor  
Every thought that I fight just asks for more  

Doctor, doctor, fix my head!  
He said, “Ride the wave instead”  
So I surf through the noise
Through the static dread  
Half alive, half divine
Half misread  

Controller… 
Controller…  
Hands shake 
Mind takes over  

Controller… 
Controller…  
I won’t drown 
I’m the operator  

Switch flips!  
Controller in my grip!  
Switch flips
But I still make it stick

Switch flips!  
Controller in my grip!  
Switch flips
But I still make it...

BIPOLAR
CONTROLLER

BIPOLAR
CONTROLLER

I’m not broken 
I’m rewired
Every scar 
Becomes the choir!  

BIPOLAR
CONTROLLER

BIPOLAR
CONTROLLER

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BIPOLER CONTROLLER

“Under My Skin” – Eileen Noise
A dark-grunge track about what stays beneath the surface, the scars, the memories, the fire that never fades.
It was featured on the “Divorced Dad” playlist and 100 best grunge songs on Spotify, one of the most followed for underground alternative rock.
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Produced by Eileen Noise
Singer Sophie

[Verse]
I see you there behind the veil
Your shadow moves I cannot fail
Your whispers crawl under my bones
You're the fire that feels like home

[Chorus]
I want you now under my skin
Your world is where I begin

[Verse 2]
Your gaze cuts deep it scars my pride
I won't stop 'til you're by my side
I'll take the pain I'll take the fall
I need you more than I need it all

[Chorus]
I want you now under my skin
Your world is where I begin

[Bridge]
No chains no locks can keep me out
I’ll tear it down without a doubt
I’ll claim your soul I’ll claim your name
This burning need is not a game

[Chorus]
I want you now under my skin
Your world is where I begin

Under My Skin (feat. Sophie)

A furious anthem of defiance and rebirth.
Born from pain, forged in rage — a soul that refuses to bow.
This is the sound of breaking every chain, of turning scars into fire.
When heaven burns and the world trembles — the plague rises.

Universe Under My Will

A song about cutting out the wrong people in your life and finding the right ones.

🎧 Listen. Feel it. Share it.  
Every song I drop is another piece of the story — unfiltered, unapologetic, and real.

Available for purchase and download at: http://jesseallenmedia.com/shop

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Hire Slow Fire Fast

Every evening begins the same way for my batallion.

Pulsating thunder in the distance and that uneasy Balkan rhythm passes through the earth beneath our boots. We usually grow anxious in the cold half-light, never sure if the quiet is mercy or a warning. The war drags on, day after day, and I often stand alone in the fog and smoke, listening for the next metallic echo that might end everything for everyone. 

BALKAN DUSK is the sound of our batallion holding our collective breath, but stepping forward anyway.

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BALKAN DUSK

to be honest i was just bored and made this

thinking out loud

House Built from Apologies

SINCERE IMPOSTER is an intimate collection of artists exploring a curious mixture of New Wave, Dance, EDM, Folk Rock, Metal, Art Pop, Electro, Dreamwave, and Experimental World Pop. Collectively, this is known as QUIRKPOP — music that pushes the creative limits of traditional pop.

Expect an unpredictable journey through sound, emotion, and humor, where genres collide and pop bends in strange new ways. Each song is conceived, composed, and performed with total sincerity, whether it’s built from voices, instruments, software, or hybrid experimentation. The focus is on the music itself: if it resonates, it resonates. No explanation required.

SINCERE IMPOSTER is curated by two musicians, both living within the same body, sharing a singular existence. They identify as Danielle & Dave. They are both psychologically and musically confused, yet extremely and unapologetically sincere.

Influences range from Weird Al and Nathan Fielder to David Lynch, Rosalia, Monatik, Atarashii Gakko!, Rammstein, T-Pain, and T-Swift. 

Danielle & Dave’s favorite inventions include the vacuum and the peach pitter. Their father is simply known as Vessel… who may be an entity or a god.


BIPOLER CONTROLLER

Sincere Imposter

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