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July 2024

SadBoyGang

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Original song "low" written by Days to Waste
Produced by Days to Waste 
co produced by sadeyes
featuring vocals by Lil Xtra

Lyrics:
Dont tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
This room gets darker and darker
(This room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Yeah, I've been away some time, I don't wanna fall asleep alone so I'll stay awake
(Stay awake)
Yeah, don't wanna leave, I wanna stay. But I've been living all my life like a runaway, I'll be okay.
(I'll be okay)
Started breaking down all the nights we found all the colors in this place, but I guess you couldn't wait.

So don't tell me it's over I'm sinking lower and lower my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
My breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

And I miss you in my mentions
These days we're burning our bridges
My thoughts get darker and darker
Don't think I'll last too much longer, yeah
But if you still care
Tell me before I sink to the bottom
If you won't be there
Just let me fall like leaves in the autum

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker

low (feat. Lil Xtra)

"DWELL" written and produced by Days to Waste

lyrics:
Was it you that I met?
Was I lost in the dark?
Cause' it felt like cement
On the front of your palms
You were cold to the kiss
You were all I could want
This is love, this is it
It was all that I wanted

Darling please take your time
I'll be here everyday
Cause I'm stuck the the lie
That you love me the same
Said hello, then goodbye
Now you're walking away
Tried to follow behind
But I'm bound the these chains

Yeah, yeah, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, yeah, don't want this back and forth
Yeah, yeah, I hope you never know,
Yeah, yeah

Baby you can stay the night you know that's fine with me
I've been holding on so tight that I can hardly breathe
Don't tell me that you're fine outside I see your shaky knees
So baby let me hold you tight until we fall asleep

Been a rough couple weeks but that's life, then it's gone
Stay awake fall asleep to the light of the sun
Shouldn't dwell on the things that were lost all along
So when a rose cuts you deep
You're gonna live with the scar

So unaware of everything
And you don't care that I might break
It isn't fair im not okay

While I just watch you breathe in and out

Baby you can stay the night you know that's fine with me
I've been holding on so tight that I can hardly breathe
Don't tell me that you're fine outside I see your shaky knees
So baby let me hold you tight until we fall asleep

Yeah, yeah, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, yeah, don't want this back and forth
Yeah, yeah, I hope you never know,
Yeah, yeah

DWELL

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

Original song "momentary" written and produced by Days to Waste

goodbye

Lyrics:
(Terrified, I'll never hear your voice again)
I don't know where to go from here
I been steady shaking in my bones my dear
Oh, can you tell me it's all my fault like you don't even care at all
Oh, I've been away for awhile
Talk soft got lost in your crooked smile
Don't go
Cause' you've been gone for awhile
And I don't know how to say goodbye

Sunlight shining through my blinds as I'm waking up next to you

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

I'm tryna get away from here
The second you left made it crystal clear
I guess that maybe count it got three, two, nothing left
To me, it's just atrophy
Cause' I've been tryna get better by turning off the sound
But I been hoping and begging that you might come around
And tell me " Ben, it gets better, just gotta wait it out"
But I been waiting forever
We'll never be the same ever again

Terrified
I'll never hear your voice again
You said goodbye
Who knew it'd be the last time?
Why do I still listen to those dial tones go on and on and on
When you don't wanna hear my voice at all

(Who knew it'd be the last time)

momentary

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

spotify

distant w/ notenvy [jpjp]

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

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@tnvr555 

one, two, three, four 
stay awake
oh love i need you can you stay with me
there’s something about the way you say my name
it keeps my head afloat and thoughts at bay

it’s 4:04
i left my heart out by the door
tainted black but u adored it..
i gave yours back cause it was too pretty
it wasn’t meant for somebody like me :/ 

butterfly kisses
she’ll give me her best wishes
i’ll say i’m sorry love it’s how it goes :( 
butterfly kisses
you know i’ll always miss it
the hazel in your eyes and how it glows :)

don’t say goodbye
just stay the night
i need you here :/ 
it’s you and i
until i die
don’t let it end...
i will try a million times
until it clicks :(
don’t say goodbye
it’s you and i
please promise me :) 

and without you
i’m someone else
if not for love
what is life
cause this feels like hell
you’ll always find your way back
so grab my hand and take me home love...

lost inside of yours eyes
ive wrote this song like a million times
i’d do it all, do it all till die 
over and over if it’s for you & i :D
falling, you catch me and then i fall for your smile :) 
lean in so close and you’ll kiss with eyes
i’d do it all, do it all till die
over and over if it’s you & i

so you’ll smile and i’ll wave
if it’s love
i won’t break
so let’s give it all we have
so love come and please take
swear it’s love
i won’t break
so lets give it all we have <3

butterfly kisses

butterfly kisses [tnvr]

Sourface

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

FFY

Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

I brought the keys out to the surface now let’s put it all to work 
And After after all that time spent you’d hope it’s better off than worse 
I dyed my hair to match the fit like what you know about it 
I won’t give up until this shit gets crowded 
Round it up like I’m trippin over every sentence 
Someone tell me what I’d like to hear it’s almost near me 
Close by my side but it fear me 
Gray skies blue lights follow around again 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

Yeah I’m in the Big O take a look at the bank now 
On the road smoked out take a look around 
Tripps at the mall we gon need another minute 
He can do it he just need to make decisions









Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy

candelabra ft. flowersforyou (recyclebin)

WE DON'T TRUST YOU

Type Shit

Like That

one of wun

song of the summer clearly 
enjoy
@1glaive

just not sure w/ glaive

blame

calling slowly (prod. 3nkess!)

DJ MLK ft B.o.B., T.I., RA RA - 4 Lit

Lyrics:

packs of gold
all inside of my jeans
lets share a smoke and pretend like you've got nowhere to be
take your time with this shit i told you i'd never leave
no i'm not fine
but eventually you'll make up your mind
it's been a week and it kills me how we still haven't spoke
it's 3am and i meant every word that i wrote
got packs of gold
all inside of my jeans
lets share a smoke and pretend like i'm the one that you need

remember that friday
you were such a lightweight
i was doing 165 down the highway
and i was just your taxi
till you said pull over and you fucked me in the backseat
and baby i know
you prefer to keep things lowkey
but you should know that that's not easy to be
when i've got what you need 
you're to blind too see
oh man i miss the way you looked at me
so tell me why your lights go dim
tell me why you don't want me girl you want him
the other night you lied with me and you realized how much better youve really been
so i'll be here for it all baby just shutup
and you should know by now you'll never fuck me up

packs of gold
all inside of my jeans
lets share a smoke and pretend like you've got nowhere to be
take your time with this shit i told you i'd never leave
no i'm not fine
but eventually you'll make up your mind
it's been a week and it kills me how we still haven't spoke
it's 3am and i meant every word that i wrote
got packs of gold
all inside of my jeans
lets share a smoke and pretend like i'm the one that you need

moonlit texts at 3am - single

moonlit texts at 3am w/poloralphmacchio (prod. rodger)

see u around  - lil lotus x horse head (prod. reaper)

Pusha T ft. Kevin Gates - Trust You (www.hiphopcafeexclusive.com)

Been tired for way too long tonight but can't close my eyes
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours
Cause' 10:00 turned to 12:00 and danced into 3:00 then 6:00 came along and fell back on me
Been cycling through these empty sheets for what feels like hours

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so...

(Do I feel better with broken heart?)

Been dreaming a bit too much last week
Bout' your starry eyes
Been thinking a lot last month that we might not make it by 
So is it just me?
When I ain't the thinkin' right and I lie through my teeth?
Been waiting for the perfect time to speak but
The stitches on my lips go up to my cheeks

Let it go and I
Will never be alright
I'm leaving for tonight
A 40 minute drive
Away from all the lights
To clear a scattered mind
Cause' I been ready to go
Not knowing when I might

And oh oh ohh
all that I need's
A doh-o-o-ose
A little caffeine
To co-o-o-ope
With all of my dreams oh
You're all that I need so

Do I feel better with a broken heart?
Am I together when I fall apart?
Cuz I can't gather all the missing parts
Unless I'm wide awake and drifting off

Drifting Off

'Sin-Shi'

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