blame

You cut so deep but I always loved you deeper
These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you gotta keep her
Who've you been talking to? 
What do they want you to do?
Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart
While I was sleeping, you slipped in and fell apart
God knows I love you so, but I won't be your ghost
You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams
And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you
There's something dark inside me and I can't get it out
My thoughts ring in your voice now and I can't make a sound
You loved me holy with your cross and your disease
Did you feel that close to God when you had me on my knees?
If you don't love me now, well, then we all go down
I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide
Bleed me, baby Gemini, hurt me 'til you feel alright
You got into my head and now I'll never be the same
My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you
You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams
And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

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It wouldn’t make the mess go away, but their distortion carries me to the far end of a dream

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