The Upload

pls pls pls pls show love to casperrr. sweetest fuckin guy, and a hell of a artist <3 https://soundcloud.com/casperprpcw (casperrr)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

(emptychest)
that the wind blows
it makes it always cold
and i will never know
never know, where the fuck to go
been reaping what i sow, i think its time to float
(i think about it like everyday)
away.
i think about it like everyday
stay in my brain while you stay in your lane
they say that it gets better but i dont think i believe them
smoking hella potent, think this shits gonna free me soon
that the wind blows
i really wanna stay
but i think ill go

i really wanna stay.
(casperrr + emptychest)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

i really wanna stay w/casperrr (wisssery)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

stay away please

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
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so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Cryptonight

Wasn’t the same

shoutout kais for making this with me 
follow him: @https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lonely eyes (w/ kais) (prod. caspr)

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

Zero Kares - Understand It

Slowed + Reverb: https://soundcloud.com/xravial_remixes/lil-agony-heartbroken-slowed-reverb
Lil Agony - Heartbroken (Prod. tennis player)
Original: https://soundcloud.com/lilagony/heartbroken
Artist: https://soundcloud.com/lilagony

Lil Agony

Lil Agony - Heartbroken (Xravial Remix)

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Lyrics -

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

and all the memories they fade away
talking ain't the challenge oh i need a change of pace
you say 'yeah wait, this needs to change'
but where do we start? this never ends

and i just need deliverance
knowing all this is
is nothing more than a game, babe
oh you'll take it all, my life is yours
i'm sorry that i couldn't be the one you held close

oh, you gotta go

and i'm sorry that i couldn't be 
what you wanted me to be
maybe some day
i'll change my way
yeah it feels insane
but for now i'll stay the same
i wanna hold you close
but i know you're breaking down
yeah this ain't a game that i ever wanna play
changing my mind every other fucking day
can't decide what i want and that is why you wont stay

and i understand that

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

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stuck on your love (feat. deadfish)

get it all back when you wake up fazed,
sick of those days when you act insane no pay no play,
bitch I'm just broke not brave,
jump in the thick no save,
I got a go...
Don't look back on the road,
left that shit back home,
c'mon make me feel bold,
I got tricks of my own,
old dog with a new bone...
I could never pivot I'm in it to win it
punching past the limit so livid I'm living,
you could've really had it all,
now you ready to settle for really anything at all...
bitch better rep your set,
go ahead place your bets,
pump your chest,
better yet raise your fist,
make em all hear that shit,
say you ain't sick of it,
little boy you a man now picture it,
no innocence left just wickedness,
cold indifference,
mind so villainous,
leave no witnesses...
always keep it steady you the man now,
nothing left to do but throw them hands now...
If they want beef say fuck em
if the want smoke say fuck em
IF they wanna go say fuck em
if they talk shit say fuck em
always stay low stay ducking
if they play games say fuck em
if they drop names say fuck em
if they throw shade say fuck em
always stay cold stay strutting
If they want beef say fuck em

fuck em,
a'int nobody  tell me nothing,
fuck around and end up bluffing 
you a snake little bitch go ahead say something,
you should really know your place,
come face to face with the the hands of fate,
I'm a man bred from hate, 
already dead,
what do you think you could say?

yeah okay bitch,
I do not speak your language,
you cannot say my name bitch,
you and me we not the same bitch,

always keep it steady you the man now,
nothing left to do but throw them hands now

If they want beef say fuck em
if the want smoke say fuck em
IF they wanna go say fuck em
if they talk shit say fuck em
always stay low stay ducking
if they play games say fuck em
if they drop names say fuck em
if they throw shade say fuck em
always stay cold stay strutting
If they want beef say fuck em

If They Want Smoke (prod anywaywellbeats)

feat - @ripctrl
prod - @killsage
co prod- @prodraccoonz

Tommy Blve-
im not in the right mind
the right mind
scream until the night sky
the night sky
running out of my time
my time
im not in the right mind 
the right (x2)

RIPCTRL-
im not in the right mind
but when i see your sins 
i turn a blind eye
all my life they waiting for me to fall
and thats why im so fuckin anti
like you can preach all you want
but this shit aint go change 
the way you aiming words at my face
and if you gone talk all that crud
then you best take that mu'fuckin 
keyboard away

i aint got no repents 
cus this aint a lost cause
i never make regrets 
cus thats just what i was told
talk to iblis in the fuckin cold 
im just sick and tired 
of tryna be the fuckin goat

IM NOT IN THE RIGHT MIND (FEAT. RIPCTRL)

thank you for listening 
<3
@irby
@jolst
https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy

so lemme tell you what my life is like 
i stay up till the morning i can’t sleep at night 
i’m always waking up with a teary eye
lie to everyone n say i’m alright 

i’m way too fucking paranoid 
warning signs in my eyes i let my mind destroy 
i hate the feeling that my body gets 
every day i feel the same n i wish i could rest

i’m sick of feeling this anxiety 
worry about when you’ll replace me 
it’s getting hard to feel a heartbeat 
i hate the way that it controls me 

i hate the way that it controls me

trech:
give me until the end of the day to gather up all my things
i don’t know where im going 
or what it might bring
ill get out of your hair for the last time
ill disappear into the past time

i don’t go to sleep until its seven in the morning
its hard to rest easy when you’re mourning
life is like a circle it has no point 
and now im spinning all around in my room to this joint

worry (w/ trechor boy) (prod. irby & jolst)

LYRICS:
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading  
Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 

Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying  

Yeah please just hear me out 
I wanna know the things that you think about 
Please please just hear me out 
Run away then back to me I'll be around  
And if wanna walk under city lights 
So close with your hand just next to mine 
Hit me up I know backways even to your heart 
Wanna start again that way
Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading

leave me waiting (prod. IOF x King Theta)

'Sin-Shi'

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@suteracollective

stuck on your love (feat. deadfish)

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