sadzzz.mannns banger #9

lyrics
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sadness & sorrow
is all i embody
don't tell nobody
don't tell nobody
inside my head
it's always so cloudy
don't tell nobody
don't tell nobody

don't tell nobody
whatchu really feelin
i cocoon myself & dissociate when i feel it
scratch off my eyelids
slowly revealing
every single dissatisfaction i've come to deal with
of course the course i'm driving is full of formaldehyde
hiding deep inside the spaces of places i'll never find
the inevitable factor of rattling what's inside
is the base of all your struggle so buckle up for the ride
sign the waver in your favor for fucking up all your time
the pandemic academically taught us all how to hide
hopefully we all come out of this happier & alive
with a better understanding of standing outside the lines
my creative continuity caught a cold in july
though the weather was much better my feathers just never dried
hung my coat up in the closet consuming my modest mind
overcame it when i aimed it & shot it back at the sky 

sadness & sorrow
is all i embody
don't tell nobody
don't tell nobody
inside my head
it's always so cloudy
don't tell nobody
don't tell nobody

cocoon

the dark gets deeper than oceans ft. skele *dercept+yeezo+aidan han*

"Suffocating" is a song that focuses on the struggles of being bullied and having the courage to rise above it and be yourself because we are all perfect the way we are! Love you all thank you for listening <3 

-Rosie

Suffocating (prod.  Aleksandr Ches)

Thank you for listening <3 
Follow the bestie @imnotenvy ! <3 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5CO6e1i2Oaxb0ADNZb2U6x
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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I'm Geist
Instagram: www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
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Twitter: twitter.com/imgeist
Facebook: www.facebook.com/imgeist

NotEnvy
Instagram: www.instagram.com/reallynotenvy/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2FG8ej88kwm05ia80G5xgD

Lyrics:
// envy chorus
waking up i cant fall asleep like i used to
dead of night, feels so right
do you need me like i need you?
oh, shes so cold couldn't see through
please tell me that you care i need a breakthrough
i, i've been dead for a long long time and i
oh, i’m hanging by a thread if only you knew
you’ll change your mind see my eyes through a new hue

// geist verse 1
yeah too much thoughts in my head
of all the things that you’ve said
now there’s too much space on my bed
oh, another night in this dread

you showed all the signs, you only wanted to feel
why put my heart in the matter, if it wasn’t for real
i took all the time, i only wanted to heal
but constant reminders, got me stuck in ordeals

i wish you could see me how i see you
but love our eyes don’t see the same hue

// envy verse 2
hearts so twisted in my chest
guess its probably for the best
and my voice is so suppressed
after all that ive confessed
she still ate up all my time
such a classic paradigm
fuckin takes up my whole life
smile sharper than a knife
and i've been hurt for the last time
and all my friends keep begging me to switch sides
i’m afriad this pain will last a lifetime
i’m tired of being here i just wanna feel right

// envy x geist chorus
waking up i cant fall asleep like i used to
dead of night, feels so right
do you need me like i need you?
oh, shes so cold couldn't see through
please tell me that you care i need a breakthrough
i, i've been dead for a long long time and i
oh, i’m hanging by a thread if only you knew
you’ll change your mind see my eyes through a new hue

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i'm geist x notenvy - hue (prod. mcx)

prod river + plugp + ashens guitar :3 luv all of u u guys shud go follow dem

breathe w/ skele (river, ashens, plugp)

memory ft. sleye (prod.caves)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just woke up and i'm not even tired
it's 7 in the morning but i ain't set my timer
u said u fell asleep but i think ur a liar
it's a shame that ur the only one that i admire
is it too much for u to shoot a text
cause it'd probably just take a sec
right now i take it slow with baby steps
but i think that u just want me in my bed
and that's fine
yea it's okay
but i lie
but you'd do the same
and i wonder why even stay?
when ur just killing time and worsening my pain

do you think our friend's would hold support for us
i don't know whether this is lust or love
thinking about your lips in between mine
i'd treat u better than these stupid guys
so if we were together i would give support for you
and not just a little i would give a ton
so maybe u should keep it in mind
i'd treat you better than any other guy

the violent sounds that keep me up at night
leaves my neck in sweat causing my pillow to fight
but i lay back down, praying for sleep
their words are profound, they're never nice to me no
so is it too much for u to shoot a text
i swear it'd probably just take a sec
rn i take you slow with baby steps
but i swear that u just want me in my bed
procrastinating whether if i should go to sleep
cause i don't wanna see you in another dream
oh i hate it
it feels so real
i could touch it
and keep u sealed

don't tell her i'll be gone
either way she wouldnt know
i just took off
I'll see you when i play a show
mom and dad have moved
thought for sure they wouldn't go
let me stay with you, you are my second home
i wanted you to see
i wanted you to know
i'd tell you to my friend's just so i could boast
but you don't understand
that i am not a man
i do this for my brother
and i do this for my fans
fake talk, this a face off, i ain't scared of you
bite down, rip my tongue off and the blood run through
show up i got teeth marks and my peck turned blue
the suns down, imma head out yeah it was nice to see you
i gotta keep my cool yeah just wait wait wait wait
you gotta calm down log but i'm addicted to the pain
LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
LOVE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LOVE WHEN YOU CRY
AND LOVE WHEN YOU BREATHE
POSTED OUTSIDE, WAR IS COMPLETE
I FOUGHT FOR MY LIFE
IT GOT DEADLY
BLOOD ON MY FACE, STOP HOLDING ME
DODGING A MACE
BUT I DON'T RETREAT
i need to lay down thank god i'm alive
i knocked your man's down, i think he might die
lost our loved one's
bring peace to us all
cowards they run
and snakes in the wall
pray for em all

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snakes in the wall

A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar

Hands Down

[+] the hardest part about all of this, is saying goodbye to
the person i planned on spending the rest of my life with.

* featuring @sleyeofficial & @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @lilsp00ky *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejaxyo]
fall apart every second you're not by my side
i never thought the day would come i'd have to say goodbye
i hope you know i really loved you like you one of a kind
i hope you're happy even though you break me everytime

[hook: sleye]
baby when i choke now cover my face
empty out my lungs now 
wrap me in my sheets
when they put me in the ground 
will you stand on my grave
will you stand on my grave
yeah i love it when you hate

[verse: seejayxo]
told you right off the bat, i wasn't ready
you promised it was cool, said that we could take it steady
but i could feel myself falling for you already
said that we were soulmates that we don't need no wedding

and that was fine with me
cus i thought you were so cool
but you played my heart
and now im the fool
got me sitting here
and im just missing you
i know you say you care
i can't tell if it's true

thought you loved me but i know it's a lie
fuckin with me, got you all on my mind
you have him, stop wasting my time
i'm moving on, so say your goodbyes

cus i got all of this weight on my chest
no missed calls, snapchats, or texts
i know baby that this for the best
i know its me i'm the reason you feelin depressed

[verse 2: lil skele]
said she feel ok 
I don’t feel the same way
it’s been awhile now and I still feel the same weight 
eyes low bitch I can’t even think straight
and my heartbeat’s moving at a slow pace 
it’s all over anyway 
I keep on fucking up everything 
I left a call today im always feeling the same way 
ruin my life again
I’m sorry I thought we were more than friends 
leave me alone again 
tell me that you’ll love me untill the end 
baby when I choke now cover my face 
I don’t want you too see that I’ve been living this way 
I put my head in the clouds and hold my breath underwater 
told me that you love me but you can’t stay any longer 
I just wanna feel ok

goodbye ft. sleye + lil skele (prod. lil sp00k)

standing at your doormat pt.2 (ft. yung axstn) (prod. irby)

My Childhood Dog

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Lyrics:


It seems im just slippin away 
Aint nothing left for me to say 
Aint no reason i should stay 
Everybody still changing they face x2

wont understand if im ok
We still always Switching lanes 
Im fiendin for shit like everyday 
waste of space
Waste of space 
Always running from the promises that you made 
Same old ways, i cant change 
I know youll never understand the pain you made 

Sleepless nights an ill never say 
Sorry for the time that i waste 
Always chasing something i cant face


It seems im just slippin away 
Aint nothing left for me to say 
Aint no reason i should stay 
Everybody still changing they face x3

Nothing Left To Say (prod. Thislandis)

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

lightswitch (with sorrow bringer)

bruh i say "got good gas smellin like asscrack" in this wtf was i on also why has noone acknowledged it?? is this world even real?? something to think abt

breathe easy (with sorrow bringer)

misery loves company

Yesterday I left her cigarettes, I haven't seen her since.
And she's here on her way from Boston, I'm still just a wreck.
And I thought that I'd be happy, but I've just been sadder now,
cos I can't seem to please here, and I'm gonna let her down.

And we've come so far, It's too late to give up now.
We'll fight for what's ours, this is not what we wanted.

And I'm losing hope, this is not what I wanted. At all.

Losing Hope (prod. Irby)

Dancing With The Devil

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

sadzzz.mannns banger #9

AlchemicalConnection