Softheart

Softheart Full

Sad Summerzzz 24®

heyverywhat

Feelies

A Collection of Softheart Songs
Guest Starring: Truett, Participation Trophy, and SalemJournl [diary]

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

orignal song "pale blue, pt. 2" written, recorded, and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
Can't get it off my mind
Why do I even try?
The lights are turning green
And I can't drive away just
Highways and vacant streets
3 in the morning and I can't drive away
I know we never talk much

Told me that since you left
Darling have you forgotten the sound of my name?
All this ash in the air starts to turn every blue into different shades

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

I've been away some time
I come and I go just like cold milwaukie rain
then sunny the next day
Walking vacant streets at 3 in the morning 
With friends I'd never leave
Ended up leaving me

Told me that since you left
Honey have you forgotten the moments we shared?
looking back on the past feels like most days it's like you were never there

I'm right back where I started 
The feeling so cathartic
Love me just to watch you walk away
It's love, it's death, it's toxic
The feeling makes me nauseous
Tearing down my hometown brick by brick
Cause' the drive home makes me sick

pale blue (pt. 2)

pale blue, pt. 2

FAKING HUMBLE IS A CORNY WAY TO BE ARROGANT LMAOAOO

VILLAIN ARC (prod. Haake)

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/colourblind

(for the first time, in a long time, i started to feel things again, i started to feel happy..) 

and i swear to god i will be there for you 
whether or not it is cold outside
i can’t even front
heart stopped when i saw you
for a minute i was sure i had died 
now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 

and it never was the same, was it? 
oh was it?
i’m sick of calling your phone !!!!
when everytime i see you on it
youre on it 
you hide your screen and say no 
i’m fucking losing my shit girl 
honest
just stop it
at this rate i’ll never come home 
and she just screams in my face 
“i promise, i promise!”
she said she does but she don’t 

she said she loves me, she don’t :( 
i know she cheats tho
and i’m as sure of it 
as i’m sure in the spring the leaves grow
she left me 0 speech 
so i left that bitch at heathrow
now i’m at level 3 
put 20xp in free throw 
i’m fucked up
drunk love
real kiss 
fake hugs 
pour up
care plus
guess i should’ve learned
last time felt the witches burn, fuck
left me with a cold touch 
so i jus smoke n turn up 
get money in surplus

(and i know,
mmmmm, 
but she don’t,
mmmmm,
but she don’t) 


now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 🥊
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 


(i guess i've been feeling... distant from you.)

colourblind (wisssery x noahmadethiss)

Street Lights

okay fine
but you just don't understand
its like im being punished by the universe
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
running from my problems
i don't wanna talk about it i was kinda anxious
if U wanna fuck around then i can give U practice
U and i are not the same U been talking nonsense
i would probably fuck it up again im being honest 
i'm smoking pack inside the residence
i'm leaving evidence
i feel like im heaven sent 
i never wanted this
let's address the elephant
it's perfect severance
i get back at U it's bliss
let go of arrogance
i was running out of time while U were running out of options
never gave a fuck while i was in the club with dirty robins
came into my life and now U ruined me just like a toxin
talk to me before but U can never say that it was often
if U ask me how i'm feeling now it's really nothing
this is for the record
history is written by the victor
history is filled with liars
if he lives 
we die-
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop 
and i feel like i can never even fall in love
i dont wanna be the one that's always giving up
and she wanna talk again but i don't wanna talk 
ima pop another pill that i don't wanna pop

Evidence (prod Vile & Krave)

SURPRISE

LYRICS:

sinning still

singin still

make a track get to leanin back, benadryl

i could end his whole career think he knows it, still

i ain't done with shit till i get my fill 

eatin all this cake like a fat guy will

i used to have a plan now i wing life, chill

its all good, lay low and know the bite wont kill

cuz the barks way bigger

i am tired of you fathers talkin shit up

in comments worry bout your kid not me

swizz will get petty on you boys mind me

for sure

pay attention 

i'll say this one time never again

there has never been a day that i haven't been the same so the hate wont make a damn difference

still got the sword we can quick fence

i ain't talkin bout a blade that's my dick then

cupped in my hands cuz i walk slick when

i grab mines and i feel like the king sent 

me down here to turn dads into bitches

hahahahaha

worry bout your kid mf 

shut the fuck up about me

stick to your day job

stick to your day job

hook

i said ole

big steppin to her crib to get laid

sleepin over cuz you know i stay late

wake up hit again okay

i got a job boy im always gettin paid

i got a jaw boy im talkin all day

ion wanna hear shit about flames

ion wanna know shit about lames

i just wanna get money, go slay

reload go spray

good smoke, good game
x2

hook

this a chefs kiss

heard a lil guy talk his instagram shit

hes a chef, hes a dud, hes a small bitch

grown man but he can't tell me a thing

cuz im great and he's lame and he's broke, underpaid 

and he wonders 

why he's on my page goin crazy

fanned out adults send shots send hate

i'll send it right back, get to work, all day

i promise

STICK 2 UR DAY JOB (prod. swaine)

heart drawn in chalk (prod. irisv)

sometimes idk why i say such fucked up stuff in my songs, i'm really sorry if i give a bad impression with it. i try to work on it but i always end up making stuff when im at my lowest and it's this weird thing where i don't want to hide what i want to say, but i also dont want to say anything thats too dark, idk i just want to say i hope everyone does good in life and makes it out of whatever rut their in (if you're in one that is)

i really don't want to make things worse, add to negative feelings or give bad ideas to anyone thats struggling. i really dont want anyone to get that impression. i really wish the best for people

sometimes when shit gets really bad, i just sit down and make music. its a good distraction and i try and turn the feelings or what im going through into something positive, if i miss the mark on it then i try again.

ghost inside the screen (prod. ocurie + xtasane)

lyrics:

ya i feel like a hunter im in the woods getting bucks  
i been dodging 5-0 like my board dont got the back trucks 
white pill in my cup 
sat in filtered tap water 
im in western mass in the back by the tractor 
i feel like a hex girl my hair red and black yuh 
as a kid i had a bag in the closet packed up
keep a DSR at the pad like its black ops 
sometimes i just wish that we never had talked  

lookin like its last stand on the floor passed out 
i dont mean to lash out im sorry if i crash out 
u can smell the shit before i even bring the bag out 
and im smoking on some shit that prolly make u lag out

i was fly in 7th grade bumpin mmm whatcha say 
ghostgirl hopped out the grave, new name, new face
watching attack of the show g4 Xplay 
shoot my shot, thats a tight 3 point like a braid 
i dont touch the white but me and my friends bumping bladee
baby i dont wanna talk if u need me to explain
need some minecraft potions how im gettin blazed 
it gets bad sometimes but its all okay

hex girl

lyrics
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and she's crawling through my head now
and i'm crawling into bed now
premeditate this
another level
i guess what i do is nothing special
i'm really unsure what the point of this is when i'm lied to
just know that this song is meant to spite you
i'm just tryna live never die cause i'm golden
glowing like a star in the sky by the morning
everybody talking all this shit as if they know me
i ain't ever met you only know what she's been quoting
i've heard lots of things telephone call recording
call her when i'm gone bet you do how rewarding
here's a melody that you can hum when it's boring
la da da da da headshot with no warning
wish i fucking could when it's all said and done
but imma live it out watch me soak up the sun
take another trip lsd on my tongue
this is not me but i wish that it was

cold feet in the water
i got nose bleeds from my father
i get no sleep when i'm off her
i'm annoying what a bother
now i'm floating in the water
it's a sure thing imma drown
it's what they told me so i gotta
i'm an o.g. drenched in problems

:/

two steps too late

prod by tenoji + coupdegrace
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCQXTzwzQbM

bloodlet (bloodline)

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heartache

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

hold my weight

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

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just happy to be here