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prod @nate2timezz <3

hope you enjoy
thank you for listening, like seriously, so much
gotta keep moving, somehow

irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

how'd another worm get caught in the rain?
sun come out to enhance that pain
shame, shame
all that you wanted was someone to save
now that you're lost, you treat them as god
paying your dues, they've been clogging like clots
don't care about being 'part of your mirage
fuck an applause, this all i got

that weight upon the water's nothing more than just a storm
so what we drinking for? 
what we drinking for?
those ideals are everything you've only felt with utter scorn
so i can't take no more
i can't take none

fluid ghosts, i can feel them haunt my bones
i cannot break through the drapes though
radiation burn my halo
don't you go ask how my day goes
you're not concerned anyway
you're plastic as legos

quiet down while break the seal
'cause i'm numbin' down from what they claim is real
every day i wake just to fuckin break, then rejuvenate
i'm in shock, kinda like an eel

hit em with a swift so fast like an aipom
they went from a real to fake in a day; gone.
rollout like an autobot, waiting for december sun
who am i depending? 
honestly, not anyone anymore

so, you like to target? 
trust me there's no need to implore
inside my cartilage, there's already arrows galore
you're my narcotic, the thought of you imposes me warmth
or so i thought it; ultimately leaving me sore


irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

so i can try to fill in all the blanks
when shrouded in mirage, i'll take the blame
poison in the pot,
love it 'till you hate the fact that you forgot
what mattered anyways

aipom (nate2timez)

i rly thought i was dead for a minute there lol

daydreams (savedmessage)

I got dat sh1t

Tank (Ballhog addition) prod. sharkboy

Come See Bout Me.m4a

i've been sitting on this for a few months
i hope you guys fuck with it
thank you for every little bit of support
make sure you check out ricky's work too
@rickyhernandezz
<3

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lyrics:

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i cant hold my liquor anymore i gotta vomit
im filled up with the tropics
im way up on the comets
u dont need to tell her what its for shes gonna pop it
if its not her money
she try to change the topic
beige on top her leggings say dior she had to cop it
import somewhere foreign
her german whip is like a rocket
i cant book that flight right now
but once this over on it
i just packed my luggage and stuff this map inside my pocket
baby girl im sorry i cant stay the night
im vanished by the morning on another flight
i guess this the curse of the lonely life
if id known it hurt i wouldnt of done it twice
up at night packing stars into my pipe
i inhale n pause blow out northern lights
i wish you could share this moment here tonight
once i find my body imma hold u tight
i dont think shes capable of doing wrong
i just pick some shit to play and she gon sing along
it dont matter what i choose cause she know every song
ion think i deserve it but i carry on
it gets windy in december when u out at night
it just happens when we talk i never try to fight
i could make it home tomorrow if the feelings right
drunken backyard summer evenings with the water lights

ion think i could lie anymore 
i dont want to
i wonder if u try anymore
i wanna love you
i put all my faith in these feelings i have left
i had plenty shit to say but i just got it off my chest now

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

spiderwebs (nevrfall)

“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

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just happy to be here

i rly thought i was dead for a minute there lol

Softheart