the-man-that-breaks-mirrors-still-looks-no-different

mirrors

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 

to those going through it right now i know it hurts
dont let that distract you from the fact that you have worth 
fairytales are darker when you peek behind the curtain 
the world out here will hurt you just be careful with your words 

we were never welcome in this world its arms were closed 
 we were never welcome in this world so whats the use
trapped in flesh and bone only leave home in mask and cloak  
and anyone ive told the story has apologized for you 

break me down to my last molecule and make me new
i never had that much connection with this stranger in my room
drag this empty bag of flesh and blood into its tomb 
feed me to the maggots till my carcass is consumed 

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 
(repeat)

decontaminate

Letdown

Anxiety

anxiety (feat. Lil Skele) prod. Jolst x Pekarot

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

(Original Song)
soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

(Lyrics)
I got bad dreams, make them go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I'm not taking pills anymore
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back
but I can’t fear you, no I can’t hear you
I can't see you, I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you
And fill my mind
with all the time
that passed me by

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Pass Me (IcarusLurks Cover) [Biscuitboi]

4\20\\\

Lunar

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

Nothing like me

vampurp - nothing like me w/ sewerperson

prod. by me

big big thanks to @softhert for jumping on this track

eyes low (ft. Softheart)

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just happy to be here