new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear

I saw the lights on but I knew that no one else was home
Look at the Nikon and check the camera roll and im all alone
Feel the bottle pop spew it out opening to mouth
Im a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else 
ok ok
i feel my-

do no harm yea she preaches
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain

Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me

(Ya I won’t fuck u and shit )
(Cause I won’t cum in this bitch)
yet the kiss comes easily
(Medication bunned my dick)
(There’s no reason I would hit)
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
(I been working on my wealth)
(Please dont hit me up to help)
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
(Its the hard way I had learned)
(Now I keep it to myself)
physicalities distract us from our lust to

uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
feel like tails again
Man I cringe at marketing
Who the fuck gon tell me to post his shit when u in a cardigan
I’m on tour and poppin shit
30 minutes to feel my brain
I might be myself right now but its gon cause a ton of pain
I know what u dont
Its ok though I could face u tonight

I just need to break down
dont make  me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
Fuck me and dump me im made for disposal
U love me u hate me I hate how u switch roles
I need a lady who versed in her mental
So far I haven’t found a human that makes me comfortable

I feel ears pop when I take the lift up to the spot
(I just need to break down)
In the function sipping on the ace and rolling pot
(dont make me do it out here)
Imma punch in even when im geeked im on the clock
(yea i cry ugly i swear)
Like a pumpkin im lit up and my body start to rot
(its not for ur eye i rip and tear)
Im an asshole ok well I know so u can leave
(i used to follow certain morals)
What’s the point though in coming to the function if u cheesed
(and never asked why first)
Im in street clothes but my guys in masks and they dont ski
(does she give u mercy)
I dont need throat I just need a girl who proud of me
(when u beg her that it hurts)

mixed songs:

https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero/breakdown-branwen
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lights_r-on-but-no1s-home-branwen

hero x sewerperson - parking lot breakdown/lights_r on but no1s home (mashup)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

pillow pit

Bombástico

poisonous_loveFEAT_WifiVix_prod_malloy_x_Max_Wyre news

young existential crisis V2 (prod. young taylor)

guitar by @noahwalker
lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-hell-if-youre-with-me-lyrics

hell if you're with me

Tidalwave (live From Home)

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just happy to be here