are you alone right now?

you're so good at what you do.

prod solr

lyrics:
beautiful boy, can't you see
you belong right here with me
you take me heart too easily
you don't mind disrupting my peace

but i feel so calm with your company
is this the right thing for me?
oh i'm not as scared as i was last week

i just want you
you in my room
don't know what you do
that makes it so easy to fall in love with you.

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
i cant dispel all the dirt thats picked up from the wind
so sorry i didn't realize things that i said would make you cry 
so sorry i dont give a fuck if your delicate
 not one to ask ill be okay but i run out of gas not even half way 
shes comin back i guess she wants more 
stayin out all night have fun bein a whore
i think i wanna be dead no i dont wanna be friends
i think i wanna be dead im tired of playin pretend

what do ya know?
what do ya know about me?

what do ya know

THE WIND BLOWS
THROUGH THE WINDOWS

wind

a song someone will never hear.

please listen and i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics will not be added, i hope you all understand.

virus ii

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Do you have something to say?
has there been anything new?
What goes on in your brain?
Do you only think about you?
I hardly know any of you
Who are these people? Who are you?

Oh i give up
Go do what you want
What did you say?
I wasn't listening :/

Oh i think that i'm overwhelmed
To many people around
Catch my breath i had to stop
oops i think i drifted off
I need nothing don't reach out
I got all this figured out
They all ask how have i been
Oh i'm okay don't ask again x2

overwhelmed

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6G4YtJsJ2G9o9LatfHnvvp 

PLEASE READ:
the song this person was originally made about is a good person, i was mislead and misinformed which lead to the making of the original. this has been modified to remove their name and they were nice enough to let it be posted again. if you know who this is, please do not send any threats or hate towards them. they were and are a good person, honestly better than most people i know. thank you for reading.

first beat i ever produced

lyrics

𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘢 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙝
𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭
𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦.

𝘢𝘪𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭, 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘪𝘮 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵
𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩.
𝘪 𝘢𝘮
YOU'RE NO-O-O-OT

call it a "dick move"
you wanna stick with that?
you cannot hop up on my case
with how you act
(𝘢𝘤𝘵, 𝘢𝘤𝘵, 𝘢𝘤𝘵)

𝘩𝘦𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁

first ur on my case
and now ur on my bro
why r u on someone else's girl?
does yours not give good throat?
back on bandlab?
like honestly?
askin him to do of all your shit
you're just fuckin lazy

i had handled it nice
this shits way too funny
where'd this fuckin ego come from?
your thirty monthly?

go ahead and take my part
i know you aint creative
tryna get in for numbers
instead you get fuckin hated

did you expect this shit to blow up in your face?
takin out all the anger i got
at least i put in the right place
dont even try to respond
with this shit alone you're buried
good luck with tryna find a good enough type beat 𝘩𝘢𝘩

we just too different
you're way too over
barely got a foot in
and now your days are numbered

makes me sick
thinking i was gonna let you in
you're nothin but a fraud
with fake fuckin skin.

𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘸𝘩𝘺? WHY? (she- she- she-)
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥. (she- she- she-)
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 HAD EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED. (she- she- she-)
𝘪 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘥𝘰. (she- she- she-)

she's only gonna send her verse back
cause she fuckin killed it
the way you're spoutin all this shit
a little narcissistic.
aint no accusation
just observation
try to boot fl now
i am givin you motivation

hold your breath
dont say a word
speak a hint of a diss
we'll put you in the dirt
it aint a threat
its just the truth
killin you with the first beat
that i ever produced

thats how u know this shit
comes from the heart
nothin makes me ache more
than liars who think they're smart

you aint with the team
we dont fuck with trash
ac dont do melees
you better watch how you act

ignore the advice i gave you
it dont work for posers
gotta make sure before it starts
that its already over
𝗶𝗴𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝗱𝘃𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗶 𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂
𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘀
𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿

its already over

its already OVER.

act (read desc)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JuVcEsqHVmX8atqGSoyVU?si=9e92ae4a59fe4b48

cut away, keep away
you make me hurt more than anything
i'm a fucking loser
an introvert at best
im repulsive, disgusting
nothing worth in my chest
ill say i do it to protect me
say it a million ways
if we're all honest im nothing
more of a throwaway

my headspace is clouded
i feel the shame when i talk
ill pour my flaws onto a type beat
only way to take a load off

i hear the silence, its shouting
"can they hear what i say?"
i feel the comfort in solace
get the fuck out of my face

i dont want you to hear me
at the same time i do
i dont want you to fear me
is this normal for you?

prod. mercenarychild

throwaway

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

prod. wyfy & @1m1x

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2kSX0dXKazSUto9MGbD66J

(@1m1x)
honest to god i cant
(wyfy)
lose another again 
(mix)
feel the sweat in my hands 
(wyfy)
pile up

pile up
pile up

(mix)
so what do we just tear away?
(wyfy)
i swear i know what you'll say
(mix)
oh please dont let this be the end
just know im glad i could call you my friend 
you’re my friend

(wyfy)
my
my friend
my friend

oh, oh
(oh, ah)
oh, oh

how come you're always gonna depart?
swear i knew we'd never make it far
come so close just to let us go
come so close and we'll just never know
we'll just never know

(mix)
come so close just to let us go
come so close and we'll just never know 
we'll just never know
we'll just never know
we'll just never know

(wyfy & mix)
standing over myself at the lake
was it worth what i had put at stake?
was it worth for what all it'd take?
was it worth for what all it'd take?
standing over myself at the lake
was it worth what i had put at stake?
was it worth for what all it'd take?
was it worth for what all it'd take?